it's all in the mind.

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mood: HEADACHE.

so the three months long break ended officially.
was about time. since money was running dry i was bored to death.

naturally i am excited!
really! i love what i do.

but on the first day. OMFG.
kill me.
did i hear someone going for a holiday?
i SO need one.
it's been AGES as in... hours since i had a holiday!

seriously, it's been a long torturous week. T_T
i want a holiday. and i want money with the holiday.
i should be a traveller writer!

then i'll get sick of the hotels and planes.
and i'll rant about them.
:P

there's a private, well now not so private sale for miss 60 and energie. i wonder if i'll be killed for this... but what the hell. doubt anyone reading this post can manage to go.


it's all in the mind.
i will be good as new.
yays!!!
work work.
money money!!!
$_$

a trip down to memory lane - pyrotechnics.

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mood: Calm.

yes the festive season is gone.
this is why it's a memory lane post~

i'm sure there are names for this pyrotechincs.

but being kids back then what would i know,
only MANJA, BUY, LIGHT, RUN, SEE.
mom would used to say i am burning money.
*actually everything is a waste of money to her*
so i am now naming them. Heh.

i kept these since i was a kid.
and i still AM one!
now, i don't even want to burn them.
so SAYANGs~

such priceless treasures
*until i know where to restock...*

the bee

basically will fly high~ simple little firework that i would use to image it being a spy toy. haha.


the lotus

like it's namesake, it basically spins like a lotus. with various colours changing. green, yellow, red.


the bunga

imagine a fountain of colourful fire. i MISS it!


pulling firework

this, i used a lot in school. tying up doors for the teacher to open, to welcome them with a big BANG. KAKA.


meletups

i miss the sound this creates. BOOM. POP. POP. like stones in a microwave with sparkles.


super priceless
steps

whenever my niece or nephew misbehave, i show them this.
walk and you'll be trailed with a row of loud burning fireworks.

ah i miss the simple pleasure of these harmless fireworks.
oh do bring them back!!!

p.s: don't the blue fabric look sooooooo comfortable? heh

about life, and a bitch.

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mood: GERAMS.

it's a fact that if you are the youngest you are voiceless.

it's also a fact that if you, are a grandparent and you over spoil your grandchildren,
you loose your authorization later in the years.

unlike those days, where everything had to go thru the old lady of the house, in the modern house holds the grandkids have the power

it's a fact that if you are not wealthy you don't posses they power to VOICE.

it's a fact that i dislike your husband. but i supported your fucking marriage.
even when mother decided to rant about his status to everyone.
i was there screaming on the phone that it's YOUR LIFE not HERS.

MONICA CHIN AI-SAN. i swear you are going down to hell.
*and hell i don't want to see you there! so PLEASE be a good girl and go to HEAVEN!*

they way you mistreated your grandma,
the woman who you used to ASK for gold jewelry every other month when you were a chile.
you side the maid and scream at your own grandma?
what the fuck is wrong with your stupid brain?
she's so damn old and you said those words to her?
just fucking ignore it!
shit head!

yes i scream at grandma.
but cuz she can't hear!
and we are all bad tempered!
but do i abandon her?
do i leave her hungry all the time!?
fuck no i get her stuffs! i buy her fruits!
i get her, her jacobs!

you just yell and yell and show your fucking bossy attitude!
and your husband say i'm the little prince in the family!

well YES~ i AM! don't be jealous cuz you're 36!
OLD~ and was desperate in getting married~
cis cis cis!!!

i swear if you mistreat our mother later in life.
i'll kill you with loads of BITCHY WORDS.
to the public,
to the relatives.
don't be shy then.

and yes i have a ultra thick skin,
just like yourself.
but i'm gay.
what's your excuse?
because you are a woman?

if you happen to know my sister.
oh feel free to let her read this.
see if i care.
i'mthisCLOSEtoSLAPPINGherface.

that's canada baby.

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mood: EXCITED.

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lazy to write, since leo wrote most of it there on the pages. KAKAKAKA.

a gloomy but it's ok day~

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mood: Content.

things was ok in the morning.
then it became gloomy.
*even the sky suggest a very gloomy day*

but like every other day,
we have to seek some light out of it.
otherwise we are trap in the darkness.

and you become very very gloomy.

i am trying to look at the bright side,
indulge on the positive note,
advantage part of life.
the meaning of life~

i do think, i need this spanking.

tomorrow will be a brighter day.
i know it will be.
it has to.

... it BETTER BE!
i now need some super happy music~