a gloomy but it's ok day~

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mood: Content.

things was ok in the morning.
then it became gloomy.
*even the sky suggest a very gloomy day*

but like every other day,
we have to seek some light out of it.
otherwise we are trap in the darkness.

and you become very very gloomy.

i am trying to look at the bright side,
indulge on the positive note,
advantage part of life.
the meaning of life~

i do think, i need this spanking.

tomorrow will be a brighter day.
i know it will be.
it has to.

... it BETTER BE!
i now need some super happy music~

SNIFF. my PRECIOUS!!!

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mood: SAD.

i swear i'm getting more and more like a dory fish.
*since gold fish now apparently can remember things*

went gym last night. while showering i took off my ring.
reminded myself. wear it BACK!
IMMEDIATELY!!!
and, i didn't.
now one of my customized made ring,
oh my precious is... GONE!!!

and that's the end of it.

curse the cleaner!
curse the stupid front desk!
curse!!!
GRRRRRSSS!!!

T_T

i'm sooooooooo trying to let it go now.
i'm sooooooooo moody ah~
i need to shop!

updated: FALSE ALARM. well it's true that i 'lost' it. but the front desk JUST called, they found it!!!
WA HAHAHAHA... ok no curse no curse!!! BLESSINGS~ lots of blessings~
LOLsssssss.... sooooooooooo the harpie now...
WA HAHAHAHAHA!!! WEEEEEEEEHHHHHHZZZZZZZZ!!! ah~ i need to celebrate! i so should shop!!!

DESERTS!

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mood: Reminiscing.

there are many things that i miss about HK.
walking around. hiking the escalator.
the cold weather.
the harbour.
the city.

but the MAIN thing i'll miss about HK,
no it's not even shopping
well OK and a little on shopping
it's their deserts!!!

but when everyone came to visit,
and i said desert.
they thought it would be something like,
'sweet talk' or 'KTZ' or 'Kim Gary' style.

those deserts are overrated.
and passe already in HK.

perhaps only a few shops still operate as tong sui shops.
honeymoon and one more in nathan road's area.

ANYWAY~

almost every day, before i left,
i had to stop by VANILLA.
to get their choc smudge cake.
it's SO bitter sweet that it's a SIN to eat it.
and i would say it's the cheapest cheap thrill desert on mid-levels.


the price starts from HKD26 onwards.

ANTIQUE, it's near the famous egg tart shop.
right opposite. forgotten the street's name.

they sell all sorta cakes and deserts.
one was called, tira-i-mis-u?
OMG i forgotten!

OMFG.
what is wrong with my memory skill!
going down the drain as age catches up.

most deserts in HK are slightly smaller than our palm.



mr ginger bead doing splits!


SHIFT. again i forgotten the street's name.
but if you BRING me there,
i CAN so SHOW you where it is.



the deserts in this shop is basically a designer's desert.
price can range from... apx HKD60 to HKD200.
pretty steep. but it does taste so YUMMIE ah~



they also have a courtyard area.
which is SO cool!
so rustic and yet so modern.
but i was TO shy to snap pictures.
LOLs.



if you thought SHIFT was mad with the pricing.
ZOE would probably make Bakerzin look cheap.



but of cuz not all their cake is priced at this level,
some do start from HKD38 onwards.
but to know that there's a HKD1500 cake,
that's just... crazy!
add another HKD300 and i can have my miu miu wallet.



tho another requirement from them is,
if you don't eat more than HKD50 per person,
you are not entitled to sit in that restaurant.
you'll have to settle with take away~
which is what we did. so poor ma.



however fancy their new lifestyle deserts maybe,
i still love my put chai ko.
cheap and YUMMIE.

MMMM~ sedaps!


ah. i need a holiday~
i am so missing JAPAN this whole month.

lost love is still love

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mood: Confused.

year after years,
the ang pau gets smaller.
or less content.

i wouldn't say less value,
as it's the heart and thought that counts.
that's priceless.

i usually keep one un-open.
(a custom i learnt from someone to leave one un-open for next year, for like MORE ANG PAOs)
for the next year to come.
and open only then.
like it's a delayed present.
a tradition that i now do for fun.

i know this year dad gave one.
like he still does every year.
i saw him coming to the house,
when mom went out,
and everyone else was out.
i pretended not to know.
but i saw him, white hair and all.

later grandma was waving an ang pao in front of me.
and grandma used to hate dad, so very MUCH.
but i pretended not to see it.
i pretended it didn't exist.

today she forced me to take it.
saying it's a THICK ang pao.
she don't want to be holding it.
not wanting to keep something that is not hers.

and boy, it's THICK.
i didn't open it.
i want it to be the pandora box.

today it's his birthday.
i don't know if i should wish him.

today is also when dad's mom passed away.

i know daddy loves me a lot.
whatever i wanted he got it for me.
holidays, toys, money, clothes, freedom etc.
even at times he would punish me,
beat me, scold me, he would still get it for me.

some friends said i should forgive.
otherwise i'll regret it later in life.
but, i feel i already lost him.

acknowledging that he's still alive,
means one day, i'll have to accept a day of really loosing him.

cries~

i feel like a small boy today.
a boy who still needs his daddy.
who still craves for his attention.
who seeks his attention.

cries~

happy birthday daddy.

i mean, it's like, you know?

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mood: Annoyed.

hell, i was dragged to muar the other day.
for some crappy thing. interior. rather, product related thing.
anyhow. within one day, i was influenced by a doink with,
I MEAN, IT's LIKE, YOU KNOW?

it's as annoying as our typical ACTUALLY, TECHNICALLY, word.
YIKS!
god forbid i speak to anyone soon.

these are the only words/phrase that will surface.

i mean, it's like... you know?
you know... it's like, i mean...
it's like, i mean... you KNOW?

oh i don't know!!!
and sometimes it's best that way.
i don't want to know!

and they want me back there soon.
><

way too much I(s), literally.

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mood: DUH.

omg.
i just love PINKY.
LOL!

this is farking hilarious.

i give you the iphone.
iphone ON~

omg. i am so glad i didn't kill myself yesterday!

NO there's something wrong here.
SOMETHING EVIL!

omg Steve Jobs an iWITCH!
must be DESTROYED!

I WAS ABOUT TO OFFER YOU ETERNAL LIFE!
wait~ that was on the iphone?
LOLs!!!

too funny.
ops. like i just spoilt the whole fun.
go watch yourself. LOLS!!!

feel free to off the music yourself


added at 12.33pm
OH MY LORD!
LOLSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

Frida Kahlo

mood: Happy.

wow. i just finished the most amazing film.

FRIDA.
the life of frida kahlo.

before this i have never noticed her works.
but suddenly. it hit me.
i've seen it in friends house la.
at some offices la.
and like everywhere!
of cuz not the original but prints

i feel shallow. ><
maybe i studied about her in redza piyadasa's class and forgotten.

anyhow her work are pretty similar with dali salvador.
since most of her work is surrealism.
and realism and symbolism


July 6, 1907 – July 13, 1954


i feel a hasbian.
again
after watching this movie.
WOOTS.
LOLs~

her words...




"I paint self-portraits because I am so often alone, because I am the person I know best."



"I paint my own reality. The only thing I know is that I paint because I need to, and I paint whatever passes through my head without any other consideration."



"I suffered two grave accidents in my life. One in which a streetcar knocked me down.....The other accident is Diego."



"Being the wife of Diego is the most marvelous thing in the world. I let him play matrimony with other women. Diego is not anybody's husband and never will be, but he is a great comrade."





"My painting carries with it the message of pain.....Painting completed my life.....I believe that work is the best thing."



"I never knew I was a surrealist till Andre Breton came to Mexico and told me I was."



"I leave you my portrait so that you will have my presence all the days and nights that I am away from you."



Recalling her hospitalization in 1950, Frida said, "I never lost my spirit. I always spent my time painting, because they kept me going with Demerol, and this animated me and it made me feel happy....I joked around, I wrote, they brought me movies....I cannot complain".





At her last exhibition in Mexico, Frida told reporters, "I am not sick. I am broken. But I am happy as long as I can paint".



"I drank to drown my pain, but the damned pain learned how to swim, and now I am overwhelmed by this decent and good behavior."



"Oh doctor if I can have this tequila, I promise not to drink in my funeral."



"I hope the exit is joyful and I hope never to return."




and i stumble to this witty one.
LOLs!!!

by thunder kelly

may Frida's work inspire the generations to come~


disclaimer: i hold no rights to any of the visuals posted here. god knows where i ripped them off the internet.
while some i did see a NO REPOST yada yada remark thus you don't see it here.
but for those that are shown. i didn't see any.
however, if you own the pictures *coughs* which i doubt,
but seriously if you own them, it, do let me know and i'll remove them, it. peacefully. T_T. don't hate me. :P

oh mak tuhan ku.

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mood: SHY~

EEE~~~
it's not fair!!!
why~
EEE~~~

fukittido~

this year i kena pulak!
farks!!!
i ain't that OLD!

ma. chi. bai.

when do we get to see your g.f.
PUKES!

then mom had to say,
if he didn't had such a bad temper,
sure got people court him wan.

MA. HAI.

i know i so polite.
thank you.
i try very hard!!!
:D

MANGO for H.E.

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mood: EXCITED.

ANNOUNCEMENT
starting march.
there will be MNG Male under the lable H.E. (homini emerito)



*so now you peps have an edition store to go to, for my bday present selection~ LOLs*

and now to do some side bitching.
HA!
finally. must be rugi-ing la.
now with h&m, topshop, zara, forever 21.
finally they wanna do MENs ah~
gosh~ awal awal tak nak!
cis bedebah!
har-CHOOs.
i'm so sick.
T_T

tipsy dizzy har-choo day

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mood: SICK.

A very disturbing mood,

Je suis MALADE!
sniff sniff.

i felt sick suddenly last night.
having a bad sore-throat.
and then felt feverish.
sneezing~
flu a-like dripping nose~
headache due to over dose of sleep~

the whole damn day i'm so moody.
hell i didn't even eat oranges etc!!!

good thing we don't celebrate CNY anymore.
otherwise i have to put on a super plastic face.

oh mak tuhanku Malaysia sangat PANAS~

A rather disturbing News,

read something on 'The Star' today.
apparently Malaysia is donating or rather donated USD1M to Beijing,
to help out the country's sudden weather crisis.



WOW.

i mean it's good to be charitable.
BUT~ oh come on...
a kucci rat~ helping a cat~?

being a diplomatic decision or not,
i really think that it is totally unnecessary.
since your country is in need of that money more.
help your family before others.

there are so many other ways to help out.
they could have donated food instead or something.
USD1M to a country that earns way more.
such nonsense.
cuz i seriously don't think they need it.
BLAH~

for all we know they'll end up shopping for winter clothes in lane crawford beijing

but who am i to stop people from being charitable,
if you feel rich and generous today~
feel rich to contact them on ways to donate your wealth away~

A very disturbing Sign.


it says: this food court is monitored by security system,
trespassers will be prosecuted!

Mid Valley.
you are not welcomed to enter the food court area.
for whatever the reasons,
even if they closed the section to clean.
it's a very UNFRIENDLY message to their patrons!!!
like oh flower bridge you assholes~

today is new year, no bads words are allowed,
so... say flower and bridge in canto and say it fast fast.

the time this picture was taken is, 1525 hours, 06.02.08.
it's not even like 2100 hours or something.
come on how do you expect people to walk from one end to the other?
oh flower bridge!!!

well i did learn something new,
according to 'The Star',
APPARENTLY the numbers 32776 spells DAPAT.


LOLs.

i'm so in a bitching and blogging mood today~
i so loves me~
LOLs!!!
i blame the heat, that causes hormone imbalance
LOLS!!!!!!!!!

Harpie Chainese Nep Yar!

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mood: Cheerful.

those i do not have your email addy~
here's the card for ya~
;o)

Mmm...

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mood: Calm.



speechless~

it's about that time again.

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mood: Confused.

i think, i have to chop my hair again.
with all the previous hair styles,
i'm BORED already.



no idea what to do,
or where to go now.
*still pissed with the previous hair stylist*
*don't feel like going to miko with short hair*
HURMP~



maintain it short~
or
keep it long~
???
!!!


oh i can be so vain~

oh MANA KERIS AKU!