blog on hiatus

... i'm suddenly feeling gloomy.
... i like pins scratch marks on my wrist now.
... i had a distrubing phone call from the dead just now.

... it made me think too much.
... too much.

... i don't like thinking too much...
... i like pins and knifes on my wrist.
... they are cold and fun and great.

... la la la ti ta te te ti ti ti da da le la la la la...
... mello mello mello. yellow yellow yellloww.

this blog is currently on hiatus. should it be long or short it doesn't matter. and the mini plan to celebrate it's 1st aniversay has been cancelled. abruptly. further notice is not required if there will be a next post on the great and fun finds of berlin. it's depending on the melancholic blogger. naturally. he's currently in-sync. and will be in a huge denial mood. speak no more. talk no more. life is too long to be called short. let's end it here.

the scratch is starting to itch. fuck.

aiyayayayaya!!!

OMG!

shite.
i forgotten something.
kinda important.

SHITE SHITE SHITE!

omg.

mmm... ok... i have an early morning mission tomorrow!
(last night i slept at 2am... and woke up at 2pm... so my early should be 3pm...)

OMFG OPS!

miss.love.likes. lalala.

i'm back at kl.
and
i've established...

i don't quite like europe.
cuz the euro is too damn high.

i love the old buildings.
i love all their buildings.
i don't like the color of the buildings.
HAHA.
i like the old colour of the old buildings.

i like asians.
i love asians.
therefore i'm a rice queen.
i don't mind potato rice... hahaha!

i still have 600 euros...
i hate shopping with euros...

i miss my mcd, nasi lemaks, tea o ice limau.
i miss ice lemon tea in hong kong.
i miss moon cake.
i miss tim sam...

i miss hong kong.
i miss TV. and MOVIEsss.

i miss poor miss little ringgit.
i miss walking up the escalator.

i miss crazy 'miss paper dolls' camwhores.

i don't miss work.
... i miss a bit of work...

pictures and the complete rant next post.
am... lazy.
oh i love being lazy.

maybe 'mr little hong hong' will do the post... hehe.
(despite the 1000000 pictures i/we took... i have nothing to show... most of the camwhore pictures are with the 'miss paper dolls' camwhores...)

shortest of them tall

DAY 2.

so we went for the fitting. while our collection is still somewhere in LONDON... i had absolutely nothing to do. apart from that... our fitting was suddenly changed to saturday. which is very very good. but that means i've wasted one day...
but BUT BUT...
while both sisca, nidta and myself were sitting humbly and innocently at the runway area waiting to watch the next designer from japan to parade his stuff for the rehearsal... people stared at our direction... nidta was like asking did we do something wrong... and i said erm if they stare again just wave hellos... THEN suddenly they came walking to our direction... OMG. what did we do wrong wor!!!?
and then... OMFG... i was asked to model for the japanese designer. WTF? hahahahahahahaha. so i said ok. oh i've been waiting to shine all my life at an international fashion show!!!
help help ma. it's a good thing to help people wan...
YES!!! i'm walking the runway!!!
so like all professional model i had to... stripe to change... gosh... like i'm not freezing already. then did the rehearsal and kakakaka... i'm the shortest of them all obviously... i was only meant for kids show la! but now doing adult big boys show wor... haha...
but my hair style finally paid off!!!...
so either they are desperate or ah... i is looking very the nihon-jin. HAHAHA.
oh wells let's see how the show will go tonight... hehehe. there's no picture of me modelling with me...
it's highly impossible to snap myself on the runway... too vain. HAHA. so i wouldn't have evidences... but nidta did snap a candid of me changing... how naughty. HAHA.

but of cuz i have pictures to show... not of me... so not interesting le. hahaha.





smiles!!! LOLS. kesian him a bit la. he was soooo shy... haha. the front part was... too revealing... HAHAHA.

... there's also an as$-hole here... he's the idiotic art director... sh!t head i tell you. tell him a bit of stuffs then say... omg it's complicated. then say i don't smile... WTF? does that have anything to do with anything? i personally fell that he's just jealous that i wear cheap monday better than him. (everyone is so doing cheap monday here... goodness it's crazy!) he did his mini fashion show by changing 4 times yesterday. well if he dislikes me... so will i la. mirror mirror ma.

mmm... i think malaysia now is really really not safe to live in de... look at the crime rates... and sudden growth of mad people! it's a killing spree in malaysia now... horror horror... "poor little girl. "

little prince in berlin

HELLOS!!!

i'm soooo happy there's free wifi in the hotel. omg. it's total horror. this is the first trip to europe and i... hate it! first i had to go thru a horror ride, from the beginning when i called the airlines to check the baggage limit they said my name wasn't on the boarding list. then once that's settled, they left out some part of my name. and when all is settled... i had to endure a 16 hours travelling endurance test. BOSAN SIUT!

thir 747 beoing aircraft do not have a personal tv set! SIENS! food was bliek. it was just a long... LONG trip to get here...

and to find out... everything is really farking EXPENSIVE! i changed like rm5k and i only have like... €1k. and it's 1 = 1 lo!!! not like mcd in malaysia is rm5 means here €1 lo. it's not!!! it's still €5!!! sighs! i am like eating air now. i feel this €1k is so not enough for me to survive!

the weather isn't as cold as i thought it would be. a single tshirt is enough la. so that's a good thing. but means i wasted money on those fugly long johns! damnit!

without anymore ranting... see the pictures la... =)

i HAD to camwhore in the aircraft to pass time...


this is where i'm living in till the 24/09, hotel 26, it's pretty decent. apparently it's budget hotel with a 3 star... only €59. cheap for them EX for me. haha. so poor coming to europe... POOR!













not bad la the view...


then i met up with the counter-part from indonesia. two cute little girls. erm i don't know how to spell their names yet. i'll learn it tomorrow when i meet up with everyone... anyways these girls... LOVE TO CAMWHORE like me! but i was soooo shy seeing them sooo much more "gang ho" than me!!! so i didn't really camwhore that much de after that... we walked everywhere! went all the way to hunt for the nearest h&m. then walk walk here walk walk there. snap snap here snap snap there...















buidlings here are so... dull as well can! grey. brown. light brown. lighter brown. pale yellow. YAWNS! thank god there's vandalizes graffiti artists around... they make the buildings more lively. otherwise. pengs! not that i mind, but this is the real case senario when you ask people where's this buidling?
that grey one...
erm which grey one?
it's like which black gucci dress should i wear? this black gucci dress of this black little gucci dress... faints!

i seriously think that the really germans love to... spray...








cyclist here are kings... they'll honk you if you block them...


tada... little camwhores. LOLs...


tick tock so damn old looking...


on the way to baliksss...


... i've soooooooooooo banyak pictures. it's sooooooooo scary! thank god we don't develope pictures like we used too... otherwise... even POOR me! it's now only 2142 here but already 0342 back home. i'm soooooo tired. need to bathe and be ready by 0800 tomorrow... oh can't wait to see everyone.

and ohhs the favorite picture of the day... hehe. "FAKE YOUR BEAUTY". the actual text is in very faded grey made it darker but still cannot be seen. heh...



edited after a good but freaking wrong bath...
yyou kknow iii ssaidd itts nnoot ccoolds? OOOOOMMmmMMG... aaat nnnigght issss dddaaammmnn cooollssss... ooooommmmgggg... ffrrreeezzzzinggssss hhheerre......
grammar england etc... moi boh chap de... blieks!

diva's hair cut for berlin

went for a hair trim today. well it was meant to be a hair cut but instead i decided to trim.
after the compliment received from the salon's guest that moi hair is GOOD and SOFT and HEALTHY.
i decided not to cut or perm... just trim will do. for now. HAHAHA

it was their "grand" opening. and with grand... i mean grand...
they had lion dances. 4 kawaii lions. they danced so well i almost believed it's real.
with all the ass shaking. HAHA.
Will came by with SK to meet up before i fly. and waited with me for my hair trim...
it was a long wait. due to the auspicious day for the salon.
they... we... had to wait till it's 3pm to start the dance... then only my hair cut.
haihz!
to cut story short just view pictures la.









why does he have a comb?


perhaps that's why the eye brows are so beautiful???


"kam" for everyone...






the new salon's name.


finally i can get my hair FIXed!

before


shampooing


the result...


mmm... and now looking at last year's pictures... OMG i did changed a lot. i think. heh.

it's now close to 12am. i've yet to pack anything. i'm so dead. not just from being lazy. but very unprepared!
the weather is apparently not 16℃. it's more like... 6℃... and with that i seriously have nothing to wear to berlin!!!
i need to shop tomorrow for thermal clothings!!! i is very the scared!!!
check thru agnѐs b's range and OMG i so regret not buying in Hong Kong now. cost about 145€ for a sweater!!!
damn ex!




... where are my manners... CONGRATS on the new opening Henrick! ;o)
more details of the shop... it's at no 11, jalan kuchai maju 8, off jalan kuchai lama, 603-79803660.

oh and why is it extra hard to pack? cuz they have that stupid baggage limit at 20kgs only! and reading "Air Babylon" is so not helping me!!! but i so need to know. HAHA.

shopaholic failed packing for berlin...

i've not started packing for the berlin trip. i'm excited and nervous all at the same time.

changed our beautiful currency from a bulk of RM50s.
about let's say... 100 of them. only to receive 10 pieces of 50 Euros...
HOW PATHETIC!

this was the same senario for Tokyo. Hong Kong. Singapore. US currency exchange moment.
super PATHETIC!!!

then there's this huge issue with the packing. i've no idea what to pack. i don't even know what to wear!
also i have no idea what i'm doing there yet. the clothings (designs) are still at the factory. not finsihed. there was some huge issue with the previous factory and a change of factory was done late last month. OMG.

it seems that i'll be flying with royal dutch airlines... i hope it's business. germany booked the tickets and i'm only informed to bring my passport to the counter to check in. that's it. so i'm a very lost lamb with no knowledge of my baggage limit excess... don't know what i can or what i wouldn't be bringing...
but my this 3 accessories are a MUST!

behold... the Lord of the Necklaces...
(i also hold the Ring title... i own uncountable rings... but now i only wear a few...)

i waited so long to see this neckable turn affordable on my neck...


this ain't no D&G rosary, this is an accessory! the D&G rosary in red. and that's not an accessory!


die anytime. but in style. be prepared. LOLs


often time i'll be over packing, over thinking. yes. if you read the shopaholic series...
i am so rebecca bloomwood.
i will pack unneccessary things into the bag. let it be a pillow. a blanket. condoms. dildos. food. water.
there are also the times when i would say to myself
"I MIGHT SWIM, bring the swim trunks!" or
"I MIGHT NEED THAT SHIRT"
all these are very well labeled as nonsense packing items. WHY? because i know very well i will not swim. and i know it's so not me to wear a shirt during a trip... but i MIGHT... i COULD... i probably would...
and the most annoying part would be when i say
"THESE ARE THE EXTRAS TOPS, PANTS, UNDIES, SOCKS"
i just end up brining 15% of my wardrobe to the 9 days trip. and way too many pairs of socks and underwears and yet i will buy somemore while i'm at the trip...

hong kong was worst. i said i don't intend to shop so i really did brought extra. but i ended up buying so much of clothes in the end. reason being.
a) it was cheap
b) IT WAS CHEAP!!!
c) IT WAS CHEAP and on SALE!!!
(i think those are good solid reasons...)

but in this trip i am so sure there's no need for any extra cash. tho i'll be bringing USD500. just incase for any emergencies. there's nothing much for an asian to buy in europe. except dildos, flashlight, lubricates, cock ring, whip, vibrator, WOOTs!!!! i mean their cutting is much bigger, right...? so pointless in even thinking of going shopping. clothes shopping at lease...

now i'm thinking i should be bringing all my boots to wear, since it's kinna cold. and i'll probably go visit fitness first in germany so i'll also need to bring my adidas sneakers... and my mcQueen shoes... and my sports gear... oh my gym bag too!!! mmm... i seriously do not know how to pack! HELPs!!!

mika's red jeans

a month ago when i was doing a fashion show... well not a fashion show but a beauty event that needed choreographing. so called the fashion designer, richard tsen, who was sponsoring the wardrobe for the event
and
he said "erm you sure have that song wan. mika, grace kelly".

i was like... "WHAT? WHO? don't simply asume i have it la!" cis.

then... earlier this month... i found it in my itunes... WA KAKAKAKA... so the pai seh...

and this week... jasmine and some other people kept giving me compliments that my new (last season) cheap money skinny jeans
(wow... i just went to the website and saw a new catalogue... WOW!!!)



saying that it looks like mika's jeans in grace kelly...

that time i still super the blur blur... MIKA? GRACE JELLY?


(oh i'm just so hooked up with his songs now... he's like the new daniel bedingfield, daniel powter!!!)

had a long day. had fun. a little bit of work. but was a good day overall. watched HAIRSPRAY. meet up with friends. meet up with ching chang chong, adrian, soefara, glenn, ivan, meet up with cibet face and other half. mmm... asked something i now feel... i should soooooo leave to hong kong or where ever SOON... this is... too horror horror...

p.s. oh i went emo on the 911 date huh... not bad. haha.

that makes me go EMO yoz.

...

oh let me sing my heart out.
emo emo emo emo me.




Somebody's Me Lyrics

when the diva meets...

cut the long boring night out story short...
ok so one of the members club in town was closing so had to go say BYE!
... didn't stay till the end tho. was just too... "happening" for the old me.

anyways when 3 divas meet.

there's only one thing they can do.

they... naturally CAMWHORE...

BUT for a solid reason...

to flaunt their inks.

presenting...

the DIVAS' inksssss...



the SUPER divas post...



the solo diva shot...


... mmm me likes that toy. me wants.