ttyl, brb

i'm one really naive kid
rather i was one very naive child

when i was growing up
if you told me the sun is actually a ball made of sparkling orange,
bursting with gas...
i would believed you

my uncle once told me...
"this is a new chair, it will go out of shape if you keep getting up, so if you sit make sure it's for a long period of time"

and evertime i sat,
it's for about 20 minutes
but then i noticed...
how come they don't do that?
why do they get up almost as they just sat down?

F*CK!!!
he lied!!!
and i believed him!!!

URGHs!!!

somehow...
till today...
if people told me BRB (be right back)
i would actually believe that they will brb
... and i'll wait
... and wait
... and wait

expecting that they will BRB
but they don't
they usually go MIA
and that annoys me
a lot

why do i wait?
well he/she said BRB!
so if i don't wait...
it's like... i mungkir janji or something
and everytime i say BRB i mean it...

unless i say TTYL...
which is completely different...
i could mean i am not coming back
but i might be and we'll continue to chat

LEARN IDIOTS!!!
LEARN IT!!!

BRB means you'll be back!

next time say TTYL if you don't intend to come back!
then i wouldn't wait!!!
URGHS!!!

be-bitched

so annoyed...

i wanna bitch about horrible-terrible road drivers but i can't post any pictures!!!
photobucket cannot...
flickr cannot...
gerams!!!

how to be a super bitch like that!!!

presenting...
be-bitched



damnit!
i want her alter ego...
where's mine!?

and sighssss... i'm having fever... AGAIN!!!

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all about I

i(inertia)
*inspired by apple*

p=mv
f=ma

mmm... yes before i turned fashion savvy i was a science nerdy...

i fell like i'm this physic theory.
once i move... i MOVE...
once i stop... i STOP...

stupid frog made me blog
(haha that rythm)

the other day...
forcing me to do a 2 hourly update...
stupid frog...
i ain't doing that!

INTRODUCING...
iPAD

thanks to pink... and her sick humor... hahaha... i loves it so much... so farnie... every lady should have one... LOL...



well the past week, lots have happened...

i(WORK)

been working like hell...
ain't like what it used to be...
i use to just play and have fun in the process...
now... i guess i am really working...
yucks... gone de the fun part...
but certain moments it was fun...
must turn work back to play lu...
meet louisa, ami and audrey from the female team...
nice people lu...
didn't bully me... (yet)
hahahahaha...
gosh i sound like i'm working fulltime...
horror horror...





i(ARTICLE)

the article i wrote months ago is finally published...
heh...
well i am such a whore... shameless whore... LOL










i(RELATIONSHIP)
meet someone interesting last night...
we went in the club as total strangers...
and came out as... a couple?
haha.
bizarre bizarre...
we'll see how it turns out...

playing spiderman & miranda priestly

being bestow with great power comes big responsibilities...

i'm having a big huge headache...

it's sorta a wish come true to be able to do what i'm doing now...
but at the same time... the amount of responsibility and stress is crazy...

when i was designing i never liked making trendy designs,
even thou my lecturers hailed me in the avant-garde category
for a fact i hated that idea...
it feels like an insult... like my collection will pass...
10 years from now it will look like 10 years away...
shit.
i preferred making timeless piece...

but now after a long hour conversation with chee au the other night
i'm beginning to understand
not just fashion
but
the marketing side
the profit side

without trend there's no "CRAVE"

let's just say you are now 60 years old...
you already have a car,
a fabulous house,
loving kids...
married kids...

what do you want next?
GRANDchildren...

see that's an objective...
a crave...
*and once you get them... you would want to travel... far away...*

same goes with trend in fashion
in a way it's pure existence is to help you live better
so you would have an objective to work
a desire to earn...
to earn more money to buy something you crave
something new
something that you don't have

if you bought a suit...
HORRAY!
10 years from now it's still a suit...

but look LV mirror bag...
it's IN now... but not tomorrow...

you'll then have to buy
this new bag
cuz otherwise someone else would have it
and you don't

and now my job is to make 'trend' more prominent
see i'm actually just helping you...
i'm giving you a more meaning to your life...
say thank you
cuz making you crave
it's giving me a headache!

LOL

i'm helping you set a target
a new target!
i'm giving you hope
that you can look prettier
or most dashing... sexy... YUMMIE!

so say THANK YOU.
*or i'll just finger you!*

p/s no you are not a fashion victim... there's no such thing... and no... craving for fashion is not like drugs... this is a healthy obession... it's a motivation...

WHAT?
oh cuz i say so... OK!?

LOL

oh well sorry for having it so empty... i did wanna snap my new LV bag, VIVIENNE WESTWOOD slacks and bags, BURBERRY BLACK LABEL... and flaunt my old GUCCIs... BUT i'm just SO SO SO damn LAZY!
so sue me
*i saw a new gucci bag that i so WANT!!!*

peace y'all cuz i'm so modest that it's damn bitchy
LOL

geramss and blisss

warning long post

still sick
but went out to work
was late
nontheless was sick
and with no aircorn
DAMN

first meeting went well
had an offer that most friends expected i would get
thou nothing has been confirmed
heh

laundy idiot has yet to call me
he promised to call in the morning
but till late evening there's no news
i think he's affraid

you know
laundry in malaysia sucks
i'm serious
it's so hard to get a good dry cleaners
responsible and understanding
so far ezikleen has been acceptable
until now
i so don't want to have a fight
cuz i don't want to find a new one
let's hope everything works out well by today
or else... i'll be so so so bitchy!

even more bitchy than the bitch i meet today
i know this person for sometime
but today
i saw her ugly side
her weak sad pathetic side

i just don't get it...
it's actually not a wardrobe artist's responsibility
to find sponsorship
but most of the time we rather work with brands
that we are familiar with
not just for the brand image
but because of the PR department
they are nice etc, so we work with them better
not that we take them for-granted
so i have been trying to get better sponsorship
for gol & gincu year 2

like i'm so demanding
but i have to give brands something in return, thou, i am not sure what and how it works...

so i did approached the marketing department and ask
and i do qoute myself
'i'm not sure how this thing work so i'm in need of your advise'

this encounter somehow turned sore and sour

apparently i can't promise brands anything
apart from the huha brand logo at the back
infact i had to fight for this in season one
they just wanted fonts!
can you believe that! font!!! like who would notice typos?
and i mean on TV!!!

i can't tell miss sixty that they would be my official jeans
if they promised to sponsor me wardrobe value worth rm10k
and i do not need to return them
and adidas as well
but in return they will be known as main sponsors for wardrobe

yes to a tv production this rm10k is nothing
but to me it's something
cuz i had to beg and ask and meet people to request for it
when in the first place it's not entirely my duty

it's the marketing part to begin with
or the producers part

but i took part in helping out to find a better sponsorship
not just for the programme
but for everyone
at least this season the girls gets to keep something!
my gesture of thank you

and without sponsors get a title apart from the HUHA logo
who would want to sponsor

the reason why my sponsors can't have their deserved title
is simply because the tv station might and MIGHT NOT provide
another sponsor for wardrobe which i am obliged to use
and i have no say about it
which means if they decided to bring in denim i will be dead
which i understand and that's fine... so when will i know?
i wouldn't know... they might bring them in when we are about to finish.
*i think YOU don't get the idea that i DON'T MIND! at least then i would have WARDROBE to use!*
*and they wouldn't be able to bring them in when we are about to finish production! you think i have only been styling my entire life? i did work in a factory and i do know how sponsorship works!!!*

i guess the issue is not just that
what bugged me most was...

i came here to get advise
not to be insulted

i simply asked a question. silly. and i don't remember what it was.

but it brought this out...

daniel you should try working with other production house. you think they are so nice? we would not even be "HAVING" this conversation...
*that look was so furious... as if she was wasting her time talking to a child*

WTF?

i studied fashion
yes i did learn minor business crap from my dad
but this is TV and it's not my company to say yes to everything
so how would i know what i can and what i can't
and that's why i'm here to ask!!!
what i can say and what i can't say!!!

i get your point. just get sponsors. promise them the logo. which means i don't get the adidas shoes for tear and wear. i have to stick to the old shoes. probably adidas will understand and give me the sponsorship still. and izham probably wouldn't do this to darren. nontheless... it means i will have to drop miss sixty and also my collaboration with plastics.

it also means... i'm back to square one. there's no improvement in fashion on tv. it's going to be the same old same old unless this grand production house is prepared to provide a wardrobe budget. then i shall be able to perform magic.

they so don't know the shits i get from audiences... i so know datin aina dress down. i do expect her to wear more vibrant stuff. but there's no sponsor and no budget and HELL NO i'm not paying anything! the credit goes to that stupid uni anyways why should i design!

overall...

i feel like the tv station controls everything
and YOU are afraid of them

i feel so sick about this

if the offer for my first choice is approved... goodbye gng... i will have to consider YOU instead...


on happy moments...

had a mini fashion department gathering of cenfad with chee au
YAY!

was a bit paranoid that i couldn't contact chee au at 7
we were suppose to meet at 8 but she said she'll be at bangsar
and i was there early so i dediced to buzz her
and couldn't get her hk number
i went paranoid!
haha

we had dinner in telawi street bistro
had great food there, better than the sevenATEnine
LOLs
but too lazy to post the pictures la
am already hunry now...
damn!








dyi, li wei, chee au, me, kenneth, ling, zoe

i wonder where's sharifah thou... i miss that mad lecturer too!
and all the best to chee au with her up coming tribute!
cheers!

the talented me

LOL
the title is so damn vain.
LOLs
*self praise is one own's reward*

wanted to do this post months ago...
but was so lazy to upload pics on bucket...
and now that i'm sick... *i skipped meetings*
and blogspot pic load works just fine...
LOLs

time to whore.
LOL
*i got to stop laughing like mad*

i majored in fashion designing in CENFAD
i studied fine art from mr chee
i did fashion illustration with chee au
also studied tailoring at SML fashion academy
and did weaving in IKN

vain daniel henry presents
his old work...
*i do appologize for the quality, it's SNAP instead of SCAN*

































most of them are quick sketches
in less than 5 minutes
some of which are blind art
i love doing blind art
i find them more... me

well i haven't been practicing.
and i doubt i can ever draw like i used to.
i hated art when i was young.
thou i love it now...
i don't have the strength to do it anymore.

ok i have to get ready for work now... DAMNIT...
i'm still sick!!!

one of those days

it's been a long weekend...

did a guardian shoot with the 3R girls.
started from 7am.
ended at 1am.
arrived at paradise at 3am.
woke up at... 4pm?
with a high high fever!





yet i had to visit chee au
to view her collection...
with slight horrors...
first proto ma...
and did her shoot
YAY my tribute to paris fashion week too!
LOLsss...

thou i can't show the images here yet...
not at least till march?
i hope...
or maybe Feb...
LOL
we'll see...

anyways after the shoot,
went to check on pucci...
and OMFG... seems like it's so getting worst...
it's official la... i can drag de.
i'll wear a dress to the suit and tie event... LOL

came back... about 6...
ate bathe... felt asleep...
till 6am this morning...
wow. WOW. that feeling...
waking up so early for no clear reason...
that's HAWT.
i should do this... less often!
LOL
now i'm fuc*ing hungry!
fever's still here...
and yet i have to work later...
YIKs
i'm going back to be a pig for now...

je suis malade

je suis malade.

my fav word that i learnt in french class.

i thought at first was some marmalade word in french.

but it turns out to be...
je = i
suis = am
malade = sick
i am sick.

damnit!
and i am feeling sick...

car no air-corn!!!
been driving around KL with the "FRESH AIR"
and being the fragile prince...
i think i got overheated...

worst...

my millions spend on SK2...
the result...
no more de lo...
stupid toxic air is killing my face!

*i should just save them...*
*and then... plastic surgery*
*HAHAHAHA*
*faster result... LOL*

sigh...
i got so much more work to do...
cannot afford to get sick...
like they say it in chinese...
i'm free to die
not free to fall sick...

and here's me pretending to be being so rajin with work...





ah~~~
so dedicated...
HAHA

YES...
i shall take more pictures...
i'm just so lazy to be carrying a camera...
already have all these to bring along...

my ipods...
my earphones...
my phone...
my note book...
my walet...
my sweets...
and latest addition
my retainers...

thank god i don't have a pda...
plus i hate loading pictures recently...
so damn S~L~O~W...

*after 20 mins of waiting for photobucket... i decided to use the blog's picture host*

d.R.U.G.s

i don't understand why people do...
DRUGS...
why!!!?

stop it!

it's so annoying.
and it hurts me!
seeing you doing it!

URGHS!

one of this days...
i'm going to do it
so i understand you more!!!

ok enough of random rant...

heh...
today i woke up like... so late...
was funny how i woke up...
i turned around... and was like...
mmm... sky so bright...
whhheess!!!
mmm... how come i can...
afford to turn around?

OMFG!
it's 12!!!
i'm suppose to be the office at 9!!!
OMFG!!!
i've meetings...
i've a shoot in the evening...
i've work to clear up...
i've to pack my room...
CRAP!!!
*thou i enjoyed chatting with chee till 4am*
LOL

so after some loan collection...
*i swear i scare the people in klcc*
then after i collected my dress...
YAY i can officially DRAG now.
LOL

went to studio...
to find...
SHIT black out...
OMFG!
i need to go HOME by 12...
or i'll turn into a fugly bai ling!!!

was so funny...
we decided to go to a house to shoot...
so while packing...
i was ranting...
i betcha...
after we put the final camera bag...
the lights will come back...
and...
true enough...
it did...

so now...
after i send that pucci...
to mr ZAPit...
the stain will come off!!!
YAYs!!!

*shit then i can't drag!!!*
*fingers cross... i want the stains OFF...
i want to go HK...*

life is perfect!

months ago i was at sazzy's wedding
and one of her uncle and aunty said this
which i felt very inspiring...

"ACCEPT AN IMPERFECT RELATIONSHIP,
BUT EXPECT PERFECTION"

which is so true...
half the time we seek...
we seek for the one...
sometimes the one is just there...
thou... we don't even see it...
because the one... has some flaws...

what are these flaws?

a relationship is never perfect...
you have to accept it...
once you learn to accept it...
only then it becomes perfect!

there's no flaws in life
it is you who make a flaw... a flaw.

sorry for the late ranting...
it's 4am in the morning...
LOL
got off the phone with chee...
LOL
mmm i think my brian is equally damaged
LOL
oh man i so own a pucci dress now...
HAHAHAHAHAHA
LOL... i crap lots of nonsense... LOL...
i amaze myself sometimes...
i feel like i'm drunk too.
crap...
where's that baileys...
nights people...

ni zero zero nana / に ぜろ ぜろ なな

woots!

i got bored.
so i'm going to rumble rumbling.

no news whatsoever from pucci.
doesn't mean i am off the hook yet.

mmm.
i wonder what i'll be doing this year.
will i be a bigger boy.
or will i still remain childish.
i play most of the time.
i work once in a blue moon.

horror horrors.
i need to snap more pictures.
but even that i'm so damn lazy.

i should go sign up for a gym.
go work out.
stretch out.
i'm like a meow meow.
even thou i hate meows...

HAHA.
i'm going nuts!
so damn lazy!

my parents should have exported my to UK...
then prehaps i would be a better boy...
not so lazy.
filled with craps...
and nonsense...
teruks to the max.

what a way to begin the new years...
complaining about myself...

so this year's resolution...

spend less time online.

hire assistants to slave for me...
then i can...
go to the gym. (go only... do nothing there...)
return to the dance class. (just to say HI)
go swimming. (just to float...)
nap less... (expect on set...)

shop less save more.

MUST visit...
singapore (january)
hong kong (march)
thailand (april)
korea (july)
melbourne (october)
indonesia (december)

learn to care for the car
then buy new car
LOL

be a better boy. (curse more, speak less)
la la la la la...
happy new year!!!
WINKS
that's all...
shouldn't make so many that i can't keep...
kekekeke...
wheezzz...
i'm going back to sleep...
be a piggie for the last day...