Monday 7 April 2008

putting the I back into misanthrope

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mood: Morbid.

i...
have not been able to function properly. there has been too much emotions going on lately. some pleasant. some, well the opposite direction. at times they don't mean anything. as life has to go on. but there are just times, often times, i wish i was back like how i used to be. i don't want to care. i don't want to feel. i don't want to love. i want to hate. and shield myself from everyone. i don't trust. i don't believe anymore. each day now. i am feeling the old me back. i want to be what i used to be.

why should i learn to trust people around me, when all i have going on now is hate.

6 comments:

William said...

You can turn off the stove and open all the windows. That call ain't coming.

Cheer up...

ikanbilis said...

aww.

*hugs*

Little Dove said...

I may not know the Daniel in the past. But I really really like the Daniel of the present.

*sending you lots and lots of hugs*

Shake Trees said...

not been able to function properly? where? hehe... u not baby oledi lor. at ur age is still ok. enjoy the moment. have u seen many many ppl suffer? go hospital n see. treasure yours. we dont live eternally.

Melvin Mah said...

Hugzz* =)

KOKO KISS said...

wah...your blog damn happening man..so many viewers..haha.

hey, come over to london and join my miserable life lar...we emo together-gether lar.

** i just did a "i" "i" "i" post, and i came to your blog to see your "i" post- we are our very own enemy, isnt it?

x Win-Ni