time bomb

...

i'm left so speehless the whole day.

well part of me, is totally pissed off.
the other part is just wondering...

and i figured out why...

i'm jealous.
jealous that you're gone.
that you finally found courage to start/end it.

i wish i had that in me earlier this year.
but doubt i will eventually follow your way.
to be happy.
to be glad.
to be at peace.

one find day.
but for now let me be a walking talking time bomb.
clicking away.

tick tock tick tock.
the clock goes.

tick tock tick tock.
time goes by so slowly.

tick tock tick tock...
i wonder when it will stop.