growing up

.
mood: WORRIED.

this few days,
while you were away.
my mind.
they started panting.

i'm over thinking,
i know.

it's not like we are official now.
but yet,
it feels like i'm not good enough.

yes, that's why i asked for a year.
but i need to know...
... ... ... ... ... ... ...

i'm basically so worried.
if i fit the shoes.

you're the only one.
that i truly want.
that i can imagine spending my life with.

for that i need to be better.
be stronger.

i wish i hope i can cope.

i better cope.
i better be all that i/you hope.
cuz i seriously cannot imagine life without you.

yes, take it slow i will.
whatever happens happens.
i know. i know.

it's all part of growing up.
THANKS babe. :D

*i don't want to end up like what pinky said... psychotic -_-*

ah~ so shy ah...
i also promise... i will NOT merajuk. cuz the last time it so back fired! major-ly back fired. -_-