some memories

the camp was fine. to it's own extend.
people there were friendly.
had a good fun time.

tho someone there reminded me deeply of someone.
too much to bare.
too much to remember.

i know i have a lot of blessings in life.
i should be content.
i should be happy.

to a certain extend. i am.

but having an empty spot somehow makes it "empty"

i know i am blessed.
i know. i know.

and for all these i am truly grateful.

life is sometimes too damn long.

oh please let those memories slip by.
some momories are meant to be forgotten.
some moments are meant to pass.
some bliss are just bliss not love.

---- side notes----

OMG i must been suffering from amnesia while i was in hk. cuz... this is the second trip there and yet... again... i forgotten to visit madame-tussauds's wax museum... DAMNIT!!!

such irony. things i want to remember i just don't and things i want to forget keeps hunting me day and day. le sighs.