pucci & a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i must. have. a. last. post. here. that. has. the. time. stamp. of. 31st. DEC. 2006.

i so so the sahaja.
LOL

been again very moody for the pass few days...
why?

partly because i don't want like the year end...

and

humrp mmm... the shoot i did for female mag went well. just that some of the garments got soiled. so so so so so moody! it rarely happens on my shoot. i even told the model to becareful, and she was. but in the end there's still some stain on the garments... sent them for dry cleaning de... i really hope they come off... otherwise... i'm stuck with a RM4995 pucci dress... and a rm1995 pucci bikini... well maybe then i can officially drag as a paris... or maybe a bai ling...
WOOTS!

and not only those... even a TOD's bag got weird stains... no idea where they came from... and another stain that i know it's from the playground... the repainted it... like... WOW... as if it's for my shoot... but DANG! it means some spots is still wet!!! even thou they painted it like days and days ago... certain spot is still WET... so a CELINE shoe got stained... but it's ok... removed already...

ferhat was nice about the TOD's bag...
yee lan was also nice about the celine's shoe...
but that dress is products... not a press rack...
GOSH!!!

i feel so horrible!!! so so so gloomy!!! i feel like... i don't know what i feel like... maybe a failure!!! sigh... sniff!!!

now i'm like stuck on a time bomb... any moment the phone call will come from the dry cleaners... WHAMP! you are DEAD!
there goes my singapore trip... my hong kong trip... and hello slavery for bluinc for the next... god knows how many months i might have to work for them for free... or rather for a dress and a bikini i don't want...

WHAT? why did i even loan such items in the first place?
in a way i HAD too. they advertise in the magazine. so it's a requirement to loan items from them. but no... i wasn't really forced by anyone to select pucci. i really needed pucci in the shoot for their prints etc... mmm...
anyhow... i'm now a walking countdown bomb...
LOL

so i need to be cheered up.
i want new java script for my layout.
very plain and simple.
and i also want a new layout for GNG's blog as well...
i WANT i WANT i WANT!!!
DAMNIT... usually when i'm moody i go shopping...
now... any moment a dress and bikini will POP out...
CRAPs...!!!

ok enough or ranting de...

HAPPY NEW YEAR eve's everyone!
muacks!

p/s... my right eye keeps blinking/jumping... WTF!!!

happy holidays 2006

here's wishing everyone who celebrates xmas a merry merry berry christmas.
and those who do not... happy holidaysss...

and here's also wishing you in advance
...
happy new year!!!

and here's to show off my present...
well i only have one...
and it was given via exchange presiesss...
so i'm allowed to open it...
HAHA




so so so cutes!!! it sings... and blinks... and it's cheap!!! we were suppose to buy things above rm5 below rm10... i wonder where did santarina got this from... so amazing! loves it!!! HAHA.

well fine there's actually 2 more other presents...
but they weren't wrap to begin with...
so i didn't actually open them...




i got this DISCO ball from winni... and decided to hang it up... the tree looks overly decorated now... so... 'heavy'
LOL

wouldn't be blogging for sometime now...
have heaps of work to finish...

but before i leave the internet world...
i shall camwhore for the very last 2006 moment...

LOL

me before the "plastic surgery"

in the dentist...
removing braces...





ta da





without braces...
YAY!
haha... *mmm now i need botox...*
that's hawt...

oh... and my kindergarden...





pass by the other day... was at my old neighbourhood... i wanted to sit a swing... *innocently... smiles...*

oh and sorry... i didn't noticed that the lay out sucks in windows... DANG!
i'll have to change the layout soon too...
new year with a new look...

*now waves fanatically... BYE BYEs*

ops i did it again...

...

i think i made someone very emo at the moment...
i'm sorry
i am confused
and i don't know what i want
i mean i know what i want...
no actually i don't know what i want...
i probably just need time to see what this is all about...

i know you went thru a hard year...
with so many emo friends
and
you definately don't want another one
especially at the end of the year...
sorry...

i'm... really sorry...
don't freak out...
take care kay...
you're still sick.
dun smoke so much.

*god i so need to get rid of this feeling*

f.a.r.k

wow i never knew that it's such a versatile word...
lol

learn it y'all...
leant it...



that's hawt!
i ab-so-far-king-lo-te-ly lurves it!

chee

there's 2 person who inspired me to be where i am today

and this post is a tribute to one of them

both with the surname of chee
coincidentally
mr chee who learnt fine art from jolly koh taught me art
showed me what a tv commercial world is like
showed me what is art when i was 16
he also told me how to select my college
yes. i might have studied in cenfad...
but i was never there for parsons or the name itself
i was there because of chee au.
and that was because mr chee told me...
you learn from your lecturer not from the college...
the center is nothing without a good lecturer...
(actually till today, i've not graduated from any of the colleges i went too... HAHAHA)

i entered a competition when i was 17...
i won
YAY
well that's not the point...
but that's where i meet chee au & sharifah...
(sharifah also taught me fashion and art at cenfad later when i enrolled in it)

chee au was well... at a so so mood at that time
and i only manage to spend like a few moment with her
even thou i was truly inspired
and my first true fashion terminology was whale bone...
haha
even thou i know about fabrics and their flow since young...
i never venture much into it
until the competition

and especially after meeting chee au i wanted to do fashion even more...

so who's chee au?

she's just someone who was born in malaysia. and then further her studies in new york parsons... she did some other horror course before that... i remember her telling me she did biology... and that's why she knows the fibula and god knows what other bone that was when she taught me how to draw the leg part...

anyhows... she then worked with donna karan or she did her intern... mmm... and then oscar de la renta and kenzo before returning to malaysia to care for her sick mother and worked as a lecturer then... at cenfad.

6 years after that she went back to the main line...

she then worked for shanghai tang as their head designer
and boy was she bitchy
hahahaha

from the stories she told me... GOSH! hahahaha
it was so funny

and now finally... after so long...
chee au presents the label CHEE AU to Paris Fashion Week
well even thou she didn't win the Paris Booth for free...
it's still a YAY!!!

anyways here are some of her pass illustrations...
illustrations she did that i felt inlove with
they are so real and amazing...





too bad you can't see her latest work...
well at least not yet... not until she allows me to say anything about it...
but trust me it's so AMAZING!
i've been given the exclusiveness for a sneak preview...

where will CHEE AU be made available?
certainly not here in malaysia...
hahaha
malaysian's mentality for fashion is still not there yet...

the green me, monkey see monkey do

i'm feeling green. annoyed. tired. pissed.

a shoot that i was involved with got postponed/cancelled...
due to lots of politics...
so the drama...
even more drama than the script itself...

one side says this...
the other side says that...
WOAHs...

so much hidden information...
and no one is sharing...
i had to like... gosspisss from various people...
and to find out 2 total different stories...

dang!
this is not good for my own schedule!
i'm so going for a hair cut tomorrow...

and then i'll do a nice nice post... of me... HAHA.

shinju pearls, terbaik untukmu

Terbaik untukmu by TANGGA.

Aku sadar kalau kini
Kita sudah smakin menjauh
Sempat aku berpikir ini
Kau yang menginginkannya
Lepas dari pelukku

* oh kini aku sadari
ini salahku
tak ingin ku terlambat dan sesali

maafkan bila ku selalu
membuatmu marah dan benci padaku
ku lakukan itu semua
hanya tuk buatmu bahagia

mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami
bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku
aku cuma ingin jadi terbaik untukmu

Aku ingin kau tetap di sini bersamaku
Jangan Pergi
Berikan satu kesempatan
Untuk ku membuktikan
sesungguhnya cintaku

i love this song.
yet i hate it so much.
it makes me think too much.

there was once i could live as
an anarchy.
an elite.

i didn't felt
lonely
bored
etc

i could just be alone.
i didn't mind.

then i saw those spinsters...
woossh... dashyat wor.
and started thinking...

and i thought too much.
dang.
dang this mind.
this head.
urgh.

have to so start avoiding someone...
well...
new adventure starts on monday.
can't afford to think too much...

and a little detour...

presenting
SHINJU PEARLS

did a shoot... well sorta commercial shoot with celina khor of 3R last weekend.
was for a friend's shop...
so... DO SUPPORT HER...
shinju pearls
it's located at LOT 10, next to NOSE, opposite TOPSHOP.
do go and visit this jewelry shop...
their items aren't all that pricey...
you can get fresh water pearls for a real bargain
instead of getting fake plastic pearls... why not spend an additional rm20?
bracelet cost about rm59.90...
earrings about rm39.90...
those of you planning to get a cheap great christmas present...
head down to shinju pearls...
tell them moi's name WHAT you don't know? SLAPS! *daniel henry*... you get discount!
WOOTS
discount!!!
haha
well i don't know how much... but i'm sure it's something...
;)

this pic are the raw onces... didn't do much touch up... didn't need too...
celina... your skin is too smooth... i WANTssss!!!
*bitch*
daniel henry presents...













photographer: kenneth lim
make up artist: li wei
model: celina khor
special thanks to daniel chong for the outfits

hahaha... what a title... shinju pearls... terbaik untukmu... LOLsss...

p/s i HATE this stupid beta version... hate the gmail and blogspot merge!!! gerams!!!

8 years, 3 months, 4 days

i was nine when i first saw you.
and
it's been eight long years three months four days since i last saw you.
it felt like only yesterday...

my baby dog.

my chirstmas present.

the only one that i ever wanted. and ever gotten from daddy.

i was bugging him forever for a puppy.

and my neighbour's bitch just gave birth to one.

one that i had my eyes on. she named you mickey.
cuz of your eyes.
(he was a pitz mix with some germany breed)
lucky and momo was his parents.

joanne, didn't want me to have you.
but eventually. god gave me the most precious gift
i could ever ask for in my life...

...

i named him astro.
after a disney movie i saw
about a boy and his dog.

we just got back from langkawi
i was sick
(and it was raining i remember)
but when i got home
my grandma said he's yours
go get 2 packes of sugar
(we used this to change for the puppy as a token instead of cash)
he came to a home so bare
with nothing more than a green plastic milo bowl
i had nothing much to offer him but milk
he has offered me his whole life

yes... those few days he ran back to my neighbours place
then i'll run there see him spend time with his family
he would play with his sister yim yim
we would then play
i liked his teething bites
'real sharp teeth you had as a puppy, boy'

once he jumped from the garden to the drive way and cried
cuz he felt right on his nose
silly billy
'told you it was high'

he bites everything
and mum would scream
but i would yell back

he's my little prince
he bites whatever he wants!

he digs and ruin the garden
dad would yell
i would BLOW
he digs whatever holes he wants!!!

i usually can't wait to come back from school
to play with him
we would spend the whole day playing

i made a signal noise
after seeing tomateru doing the same with his dog
i decided we should have one too

you'll ask me to tickle you
you'll just roll over

once i fed you water
you choked.

you got jealous whenever i played with gizmo
(his son. my sis then got a pomeranian)

once you ran out to play
i was chasing after you
we both stop to see a cat fight
and i was right next to you
we were sitting next to one another
and then we were like...
eh... why haven't i chain you
and
you were like DANG why am i not running!

baby boy...
i'll always miss the way you sit
the way you always wait at the door
you were always there
waiting for me
but i was never there for you
i was a bad master

we grew up together
but we didn't grow old very old together
i miss you

my chirstmas wish...
i wish he's in heaven
i know he's in heaven.
i wish one day i'll see him again
hugging him
smelling my smelly baby boy...





many moments
all are remember
many photos
most are missing
but yet
they are all still in my head
my memories
thanks for everything!
(so don't rhythm. but i loves it)

quick thoughts

i like it when friends get promoted to a higher position in a company...
they get a direct line that i can buzz them without going thru the hassle of the receptionist. YAY.
well not that i have anything against the receptionist... just sometimes it's better to avoid them. LOL

and so happy that chee au has finally finally made it into paris fashion week. hope she gets the booth sponsorship thou. would be so good.
*will talk more about who is chee au in a few days or so... dead lazy now with all the projects*
what i'm doing?
glad you asked... otherwise i wouldn't know what to talk about...

there's a new tele-movie that i'm currenly working on. schedule to shoot next week
(again moi is the stylist and moi is the actor... will probably... and probably not update on this role... you wouldn't even recognize me in the role... will camouflage myself with wigsssss...)

and i've a dateline for female's march and april's issue which are both due very soon...
OMG... damn scary.

doing a collaboration with plastic for gol & gincu year 2... which i have only started a bit
and it's due end of this month also...
die die die...

helping chee prepare her paris fashion week photoshoot for next month...
just did a commercial shoot for shinju pearls...
*will also talk more about this one*

annoyed that jay has decided to stop blogging... sniff sniff...
(am lazy to do the link thing... it's www.isorule.blogspot.com)
SIGHHHS...
shouldn't have like pressured him to rant more...
sighssss... i think he feels pressured to blog... i said i THINK...

sometimes wonder if the world would be a better place if people were mute and deaf.

need to spend more time with grandma...

oh life... here i come...

i left my england in ENGLAND.

the other day i went to MAC, as in apple's mac. anyways there's this annoying 'gentleman' but was a very very good customer. he pratically bought more than rm20k worth of products.

anyways the manager was patching up paris (the mac ibook) and tinker-bell (the printer).
*they didn't wanna communicate, so they needed to be... patched up*

and mr gentleman came talking to mr manager suddenly. interupting my time...

(please imagine a strong thick ENGLAND accent. but he's very the melayu man)
*i wanted to do a video demo... but i thought i rather spare you the pain*

gentleman: oh how much is the macbook?
mr manager: it's rm7999.
gentleman: oh that's only about £1000 plus. oh you do know it's £1 = RM7 now don't you?
me: *i had to open my mouth...* OMG. REALLY? DANG!
gentleman: it's like i come back here with so much more money.
me: eyes rolling...

and they kept on going on the prices. this mac how much that mac how much...
and talks on... should he reserve the key board for US or UK... blah blah...

then out of the sudden... he had to drag me into the conversation...

gentleman: you chinese people... *points me* think you can simply come to england and you can't even speak proper english...

i was flabbergasted... like HULLO... what did i ever do to deserve this?
did i have a sticker on my face... ENGLAND?
HULLO... i wanna go back to JAPAN not even VISIT england!

the gentleman kept on continuing. and i think he felt my rage. he then included the malays, the indians being ignorant with culture blah blah... *mind you he's a malay man...*

and again... i was flabbergasted...

but i managed...
me: perhaps it's due to the tv we watch now. since most of the english used is american and not british.

and he started ranting on those days they had no tv and now his wife has so many tv...
*like that's my fault and like he doesn't watch it la*

the point is...

i don't understand why and how come these people think they have any rights to walk up next to you and start bitching about the pass.

*this has happened before when i worked part-time in a bookstore. this old man suddenly came to the shop... dragged me to the dictionary section and decided himself that i do not know how to use a dictionary. opened the T section, asked me to pronounce 'tuition'... and then asked me to pronounce 'intuition'... and then starting to complain since there's so many tuition center centre around this area and they don't seem to pronounce it properly... i was like... HUH... mister... are you planning to buy this?*

yes it was probably the right way. i mean it is the right way... but i still don't see you speaking like a 'Shakespeare' do i not. and that was... is... proper english as well... get me!?

time has changed... your england era has left the building. now it's my... well not even my time... i'm even back dated... look at bahasa... keluarga is now known as famili... yucks. and you know he's like not even proud of his bahasa... idiot...

YEAH i mean hey if you felt that we have difficulty back here in your own country... then why don't you come back here and contribute to your nation huh!!! arsehole! why run away from your OWN country and just come back here to support the... 'economy' and then bitch how bad your country is... the country in the first place, that sent you off for your education in that grand la la university... *yes he mentioned that he got a scholarship to LONDON back then in the god knows his time era* idiot...

and my last argument...

yes you are probably educating me. but i never asked for it. i only wanted entertainment from paris and tinker-bell. and no i'm proud the way i speak, the terminology i choose to use. i love my grammar errors. i am afterall a malaysian. i don't see a problem with having a US english and UK english... so i declared this, we now have MY english as in malaysia's version of english.
live with it. =)
besides... i'm truly asian. LOLs.

*FYI i don't care if there's any grammar, spelling etc. i DON'T care!