here i am sitting infront of my computer, wasting more than 6 hours already. staring blinding. complaining to people that i am bored in my most untidy room. with clothes thrown here and there. hangars everywhere. stuffs just lying around in a complete mess. books sitting around collecting dust, some half read so untouch. and yet here i am complaining that i am bored.
i am just so utterly depressed!
this is the one of the few off day i have.
a luxury.
well it's coming to an end. the production.
i'll be leaving soon.
tho part of me this time is very reluctant about leaving.
am i worried about going on my new journey?
i do feel excited about working far away from home.
tho my family doesn't know about it. not yet.
and no i'm not worried that they'll object the idea. i'm sure they can't wait to get rid of me as well.
something in life is just bugging me.
and i have no idea what is it.
perhaps it's a pisces thing.
gosh i'm so confused!
... i wish death will just come part me away quickly cuz this mood hurts so bad.
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As cliched as it sounds, the feeling will pass.
You'll be gong away? :(
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