deprived and pushed to the cliff

i've been gloomy
as always la

so went shopping
like MAD!
bought like
JPG necklace la
comme des garçons shirt la
paul smith shirt la
god knows what brand shorts la

items that i don't even need...

just to make me feel happier

for a while...

would love to flaunt them here...

but... my camera is dead... OFFICIALLY...

dang... now i have to get a new one
wouldn't be so soon tho...

am seriously thinking of dropping a job
one that i do love or maybe loved...
but for the sick of quality
i think i should

i probably should just walk away
since there's no use being unhappy

when you're unhappy with something
especially with work
you change your working environment...
right?

that's the way how everyone is doing
so that's what i should do as well...
i suppose so...
that's what the heart says
even tho it feels sooooo heavy doing so

i should just drop G&G...

now i know why...
so many other stylist rather just stick to magazines...
gosh i've been soooo stupid...