check mate

it was suppose to be a good day.

i finally found a watch that i like
after so many years of hunting
and saving plus money from my grandma

he he
yes i so the manja wan

was supposed to be my 21st bday present

i finally bought a watch

had everything i wanted

haha

scratch proof
10 bar water proof
kinetic energy
auto time relay
sapphire crystal glass
black dial
made in japan not swis
looks mature
looks good on my twig wrist

best part...
got a 1k plus discount... YAY!

then email that came
just made me so puzzled

all i expressed was that i needed schedules and scripts promptly
even tho they are not the final draft

but oh well it seems that i shouldn't have

i ask
i kena

i pretend not to know
i also kena

i really don't know
also i kena

oh i need another retail therapy session...
a car?




mmm... fugly picture...
mmm... maybe a new camera too... and a phone... mmm...

BLAH

I've never felt so tired in my entire life before.

Now I no longer feel like I'm playing...
SIGHHHs...
I am actually WORKING!
OMFG!
I don't work!

I PLAY!!!
sigh sigh sigh...

am i having fun?
well yea i still enjoy my work...
but i wanna PLAY!!!
not WORK work...

blah!!!
so the exhausting...
damnit i'm hungry at this hour...
grrsss

money means water

... i'm a bloody cracked up water tap...
i need to find that switch to off this continuous leakage...

i keep spending erm... SHHH SHHH! like mad!
every single shop i enter now... i end up with something!

just this two months... i think i bought own more than 6 pairs of shoes...
4 slippers... adidas... energie... energie... blood brothers
2 boots... vintage leather and miss sixty boots... kinky eh... LOL
3 shoes? adidas, adidas, energie.

a pointless brooch from furla... was about 200 plus i think...

mountain of clothes... from energie and blood brothers...
and key ng my ex boss... yes i had a ex boss... LOL

books that i will only read in aug
i even forgotten the title... HAHAHAHAHA!
i liked the cover so sue me!
and i want shopaholic and baby
and that mmm... yiks forgotten his name too...
well i want that book too...

dvd that i'll only get to watch in aug as well...

a scanner... not from the stupid pc fair
i don't like seeing mointain of people...

mmm... bags... did i buy a bag...?

paper... oh i bought really nice papers...
for what? i don't know anymore... HAHA...

wind charm... that thing that makes noise...
nice and cute ma...

mmm oh a new itrip that i hardly use...
HAHA... PIAK PIAK!

... hmmm...

mmm what else did i splurged on...
i have no memory of what i bought... HAHAHA
(how i wish it's a car... WOOTS!)

omg... HAHAHAHA I LOVE ME!

oh and well i invested around 2k for impian illyana
passed michelle 1k... and i end up shopping as well...

i must really learn how to budget myself if i ever wanna retire by 30...
kekekekekekeke

anyone wanna hire me to shop?
kekekekekekeke

... mmm that new prada handphone... iphone... mmm that waterproff camera... mmm... that nice belt... gosh... that cute little elmo... mmm... that other pair of shoe from tods and cole haan... mmm... mmm... i want i want i want!!! HAHAHAHAHA... i need a rich sugar daddy and sugar mummy... OMFG and that gorgeous 5K FENDI BAG! i SO WANT! oh and i want a watch... i don't have a watch to wear... sigh sigh... tissot? seiko? casio? TAG?... OMG i KNOW! i want that bloody expensive DIOR HOMME watch! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 16k! crazy i'm crazy!!!

gosh i need a ultra rich sugar daddy and mummy and brother... and sister... and grandpa and grandma to support my hourly expenses... KEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE...

*note this is what happens when a stylist breaks down with mental illness... he shops till he drops... literally... DROPS dead fabulous...*

till the next post... the flaunt it show it all products... well not owned by me at least... kekekekeke... not all... at least... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... i'm nuts i'm mad i'm crazy!

august faster come save me!
i wanna go far far away to some island where i can't spend!

being 24 for a month

it's been one month since i last blog.
seems like ages instead.

life has been a rollar coaster.
i love it.

and
i hate it.

haha.

there are so many moments i wish time would stop
turn back
or just end
to make things easier
just stop and end

but life goes on
so it's now mid april

and i'm looking into Aug's stuffs
scary thought

next month i'll die die
thank god there's michelle and hadi
to assist
otherwise
i'm dead

wanted to really do a proper update
but so damn lazy

wanted to flaunt all the new stuffs
but so damn lazy

blah
been damn lazy lately

i soooo need a holiday
July faster come...
August... faster come...

time sure flies
i'm already 24 for a month.
old old de
yiks