shadow

.
it feels unimportant,
but it's delight.

sometimes it's light,
sometimes it's dark.

growing big,
shrinking small.

it appears day and night.

where there's light there's darkness.

where there's mass there's a shadow.

sometimes life can be so...
confusing,
frustrating,
annoying.

but it's about contentment.

i keep reminding myself that.

it's not what we have
it's not what we wear
it's not how luxurious our life is

but it's how we live it

sometimes,

sometimes...

i wonder
if i can live a normal simple life

then i wonder
how would it be like

then it freaks me out
cause, i am way complicated
for a simple life

i don't ask for much
but still, i'm not that simple

i don't need a
dries van noten's shirt

i don't need a
helmut lang's jacket

i don't need a
hermes shoes
or a prada

but yet i'm not that simple
but neither am i that complicated

so lazy to go back to reality
lazy to struggle
lazy to fight
lazy to conquer
lazy to live

oh this depression is starting to turn into a bipolar issue