a tribute to VAL...

you'll be missed dearly.

it's funny how you meet someone new.

I meet Valerie Tay 2 years back.

When I bought Paris from MacAsia.

She was like soo LOUD.

We became friend eventually.
After my obessive ALL ITEMS MUST BE MAC reaction.

Then eventually she told me to stop buying things from her shop.
They were cheaper in Low Yatt.

...

god i'll miss her dearly.
she's weird she's fun she's nice and kind...
we are also both victims to bipolar.
suicidal child...

and that you're gone... first...
that's so unfair...
i wish i had the guts...

we were suppose to go NZ this year!

...

life is so unfair.

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Val saved Paris a year later due to my abuse.
Paris was on 24/7... 365 days...
But back then Paris was just iBook G4...
then Val named him Paris...

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God Bless her. She's nuts. She's a friend.
...
...
...

I'm just... shocked...

one busy day...

woots
when i'm active...
i really am active...

was going all over yesterday

so happy...
hehe

mmm... didn't shop much...
learning to control myself

just a towel for my grama cost only about RM39.00
mmm... that's about it...
but hor... food and drink bill was like RM100 i think...
omg...
see this is why i don't want to keep track of how much i spend
now i feel a bit guilty...

only ordered 2 baileys... one pizza... eh that's it what...
... ... ... i'm never carrying cash out ever again!









those shops are scary! they love to rob me!

went to the mechanic...
return stuffs to a friend...
to the gym...

then went for a movie...
priceless...
was a nice movie in general...
didn't like the ending...
cuz... that's not my happy ending...
HAHAHA
lover over money...
... ... ...
REALLY?
not that i love MONEY more than love...
but... this is a realistic world
are they trying to teach us something?
LOL...
i never had love so i guess i'll stick with money.

i like the smell...
i like what it does...
i like the power it has...
LOL...

well then went to chill lo...
and ate the yucky pizza from laundry
was V hungry...
so didn't bother if it was BAD...

then meet up everyone for allureportfolio thingy...
and then... another movie...
SHREK...
LOL...
was thinking of watching that 200 pound Korean movie...
maybe i'll go today...
loves it.

had nothing better to do but test our camera...
miss bodoh hodoh also has the sama sama kamera...
so we both explore la...
and darling... you're bad at photography...
HAHA...

super camwhore...





can't wait to watch FF... and Transformer...





mmm... i shall snap pictures of my shoes... and slippers LOL...

MR BEAR...

HO HO HO...

it's about harvest time!
can't wait...

should feed him more to fasten it up...

HO HO HO!!!

it was so hard getting him a pants... then the belly...

and now... as i'm about to get him some brains... i'm about to erm... suck him dry EMPTY him out...

WAKAKAKAKAKA!!!

i wonder how much will i get...

oh i so want the other pair of slippers... (btw i just bought another new pair from energie...)

or maybe i'll buy a new top... or a wallet... i wonder how much you're worth...

KAKAKAKA

the very innocent victim going to be butt naked again...



LOLs!!!

sitting here sulking all day...

i've been in denial and a weird mood for so... too long now...

3 years i think
i've been doing this routine

and everyday i'm sitting here doing nothing about it
thinking
imagining
complaining

and again
and again

then sulk

what's the point
what's the cause

i really don't know

maybe i'm as lost as anyone else in this world

i need to seek what i need
that crave
that epinephrine

weeezzz

ahhz...
i've slept almost the whole day again today.

gosh i'm only 24 and i'm so lazy.
jialat...

hehe...

i've been living without a honk for the pass one month.
and i've grown to be so patient on the street...

being mr nice guy is no fun!
i miss my honk!
i miss honking it!
i miss honking it when an idiot is infront of me!

i want my honk back...
LOLs

oh... the camera i bought from singapore
i feel like i've been cheated...
well back here is only rm888!
sighs...

anyways finally loaded some pictures to the computer
but nothing awesome to show
am still getting used to the camera
most pictures are so not focused
bleh...

ah... can't wait till it's july... me is going korea!
YAYs!