the green me, monkey see monkey do

i'm feeling green. annoyed. tired. pissed.

a shoot that i was involved with got postponed/cancelled...
due to lots of politics...
so the drama...
even more drama than the script itself...

one side says this...
the other side says that...
WOAHs...

so much hidden information...
and no one is sharing...
i had to like... gosspisss from various people...
and to find out 2 total different stories...

dang!
this is not good for my own schedule!
i'm so going for a hair cut tomorrow...

and then i'll do a nice nice post... of me... HAHA.

shinju pearls, terbaik untukmu

Terbaik untukmu by TANGGA.

Aku sadar kalau kini
Kita sudah smakin menjauh
Sempat aku berpikir ini
Kau yang menginginkannya
Lepas dari pelukku

* oh kini aku sadari
ini salahku
tak ingin ku terlambat dan sesali

maafkan bila ku selalu
membuatmu marah dan benci padaku
ku lakukan itu semua
hanya tuk buatmu bahagia

mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami
bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku
aku cuma ingin jadi terbaik untukmu

Aku ingin kau tetap di sini bersamaku
Jangan Pergi
Berikan satu kesempatan
Untuk ku membuktikan
sesungguhnya cintaku

i love this song.
yet i hate it so much.
it makes me think too much.

there was once i could live as
an anarchy.
an elite.

i didn't felt
lonely
bored
etc

i could just be alone.
i didn't mind.

then i saw those spinsters...
woossh... dashyat wor.
and started thinking...

and i thought too much.
dang.
dang this mind.
this head.
urgh.

have to so start avoiding someone...
well...
new adventure starts on monday.
can't afford to think too much...

and a little detour...

presenting
SHINJU PEARLS

did a shoot... well sorta commercial shoot with celina khor of 3R last weekend.
was for a friend's shop...
so... DO SUPPORT HER...
shinju pearls
it's located at LOT 10, next to NOSE, opposite TOPSHOP.
do go and visit this jewelry shop...
their items aren't all that pricey...
you can get fresh water pearls for a real bargain
instead of getting fake plastic pearls... why not spend an additional rm20?
bracelet cost about rm59.90...
earrings about rm39.90...
those of you planning to get a cheap great christmas present...
head down to shinju pearls...
tell them moi's name WHAT you don't know? SLAPS! *daniel henry*... you get discount!
WOOTS
discount!!!
haha
well i don't know how much... but i'm sure it's something...
;)

this pic are the raw onces... didn't do much touch up... didn't need too...
celina... your skin is too smooth... i WANTssss!!!
*bitch*
daniel henry presents...













photographer: kenneth lim
make up artist: li wei
model: celina khor
special thanks to daniel chong for the outfits

hahaha... what a title... shinju pearls... terbaik untukmu... LOLsss...

p/s i HATE this stupid beta version... hate the gmail and blogspot merge!!! gerams!!!

8 years, 3 months, 4 days

i was nine when i first saw you.
and
it's been eight long years three months four days since i last saw you.
it felt like only yesterday...

my baby dog.

my chirstmas present.

the only one that i ever wanted. and ever gotten from daddy.

i was bugging him forever for a puppy.

and my neighbour's bitch just gave birth to one.

one that i had my eyes on. she named you mickey.
cuz of your eyes.
(he was a pitz mix with some germany breed)
lucky and momo was his parents.

joanne, didn't want me to have you.
but eventually. god gave me the most precious gift
i could ever ask for in my life...

...

i named him astro.
after a disney movie i saw
about a boy and his dog.

we just got back from langkawi
i was sick
(and it was raining i remember)
but when i got home
my grandma said he's yours
go get 2 packes of sugar
(we used this to change for the puppy as a token instead of cash)
he came to a home so bare
with nothing more than a green plastic milo bowl
i had nothing much to offer him but milk
he has offered me his whole life

yes... those few days he ran back to my neighbours place
then i'll run there see him spend time with his family
he would play with his sister yim yim
we would then play
i liked his teething bites
'real sharp teeth you had as a puppy, boy'

once he jumped from the garden to the drive way and cried
cuz he felt right on his nose
silly billy
'told you it was high'

he bites everything
and mum would scream
but i would yell back

he's my little prince
he bites whatever he wants!

he digs and ruin the garden
dad would yell
i would BLOW
he digs whatever holes he wants!!!

i usually can't wait to come back from school
to play with him
we would spend the whole day playing

i made a signal noise
after seeing tomateru doing the same with his dog
i decided we should have one too

you'll ask me to tickle you
you'll just roll over

once i fed you water
you choked.

you got jealous whenever i played with gizmo
(his son. my sis then got a pomeranian)

once you ran out to play
i was chasing after you
we both stop to see a cat fight
and i was right next to you
we were sitting next to one another
and then we were like...
eh... why haven't i chain you
and
you were like DANG why am i not running!

baby boy...
i'll always miss the way you sit
the way you always wait at the door
you were always there
waiting for me
but i was never there for you
i was a bad master

we grew up together
but we didn't grow old very old together
i miss you

my chirstmas wish...
i wish he's in heaven
i know he's in heaven.
i wish one day i'll see him again
hugging him
smelling my smelly baby boy...





many moments
all are remember
many photos
most are missing
but yet
they are all still in my head
my memories
thanks for everything!
(so don't rhythm. but i loves it)

quick thoughts

i like it when friends get promoted to a higher position in a company...
they get a direct line that i can buzz them without going thru the hassle of the receptionist. YAY.
well not that i have anything against the receptionist... just sometimes it's better to avoid them. LOL

and so happy that chee au has finally finally made it into paris fashion week. hope she gets the booth sponsorship thou. would be so good.
*will talk more about who is chee au in a few days or so... dead lazy now with all the projects*
what i'm doing?
glad you asked... otherwise i wouldn't know what to talk about...

there's a new tele-movie that i'm currenly working on. schedule to shoot next week
(again moi is the stylist and moi is the actor... will probably... and probably not update on this role... you wouldn't even recognize me in the role... will camouflage myself with wigsssss...)

and i've a dateline for female's march and april's issue which are both due very soon...
OMG... damn scary.

doing a collaboration with plastic for gol & gincu year 2... which i have only started a bit
and it's due end of this month also...
die die die...

helping chee prepare her paris fashion week photoshoot for next month...
just did a commercial shoot for shinju pearls...
*will also talk more about this one*

annoyed that jay has decided to stop blogging... sniff sniff...
(am lazy to do the link thing... it's www.isorule.blogspot.com)
SIGHHHS...
shouldn't have like pressured him to rant more...
sighssss... i think he feels pressured to blog... i said i THINK...

sometimes wonder if the world would be a better place if people were mute and deaf.

need to spend more time with grandma...

oh life... here i come...

i left my england in ENGLAND.

the other day i went to MAC, as in apple's mac. anyways there's this annoying 'gentleman' but was a very very good customer. he pratically bought more than rm20k worth of products.

anyways the manager was patching up paris (the mac ibook) and tinker-bell (the printer).
*they didn't wanna communicate, so they needed to be... patched up*

and mr gentleman came talking to mr manager suddenly. interupting my time...

(please imagine a strong thick ENGLAND accent. but he's very the melayu man)
*i wanted to do a video demo... but i thought i rather spare you the pain*

gentleman: oh how much is the macbook?
mr manager: it's rm7999.
gentleman: oh that's only about £1000 plus. oh you do know it's £1 = RM7 now don't you?
me: *i had to open my mouth...* OMG. REALLY? DANG!
gentleman: it's like i come back here with so much more money.
me: eyes rolling...

and they kept on going on the prices. this mac how much that mac how much...
and talks on... should he reserve the key board for US or UK... blah blah...

then out of the sudden... he had to drag me into the conversation...

gentleman: you chinese people... *points me* think you can simply come to england and you can't even speak proper english...

i was flabbergasted... like HULLO... what did i ever do to deserve this?
did i have a sticker on my face... ENGLAND?
HULLO... i wanna go back to JAPAN not even VISIT england!

the gentleman kept on continuing. and i think he felt my rage. he then included the malays, the indians being ignorant with culture blah blah... *mind you he's a malay man...*

and again... i was flabbergasted...

but i managed...
me: perhaps it's due to the tv we watch now. since most of the english used is american and not british.

and he started ranting on those days they had no tv and now his wife has so many tv...
*like that's my fault and like he doesn't watch it la*

the point is...

i don't understand why and how come these people think they have any rights to walk up next to you and start bitching about the pass.

*this has happened before when i worked part-time in a bookstore. this old man suddenly came to the shop... dragged me to the dictionary section and decided himself that i do not know how to use a dictionary. opened the T section, asked me to pronounce 'tuition'... and then asked me to pronounce 'intuition'... and then starting to complain since there's so many tuition center centre around this area and they don't seem to pronounce it properly... i was like... HUH... mister... are you planning to buy this?*

yes it was probably the right way. i mean it is the right way... but i still don't see you speaking like a 'Shakespeare' do i not. and that was... is... proper english as well... get me!?

time has changed... your england era has left the building. now it's my... well not even my time... i'm even back dated... look at bahasa... keluarga is now known as famili... yucks. and you know he's like not even proud of his bahasa... idiot...

YEAH i mean hey if you felt that we have difficulty back here in your own country... then why don't you come back here and contribute to your nation huh!!! arsehole! why run away from your OWN country and just come back here to support the... 'economy' and then bitch how bad your country is... the country in the first place, that sent you off for your education in that grand la la university... *yes he mentioned that he got a scholarship to LONDON back then in the god knows his time era* idiot...

and my last argument...

yes you are probably educating me. but i never asked for it. i only wanted entertainment from paris and tinker-bell. and no i'm proud the way i speak, the terminology i choose to use. i love my grammar errors. i am afterall a malaysian. i don't see a problem with having a US english and UK english... so i declared this, we now have MY english as in malaysia's version of english.
live with it. =)
besides... i'm truly asian. LOLs.

*FYI i don't care if there's any grammar, spelling etc. i DON'T care!