i'm going for a holiday tomorrows and decided to do a quick long short update today. well it's not entirely one month yet. but it would be too long a post if i do a proper post after the holiday... one week away from KL. then 3 weeks left before i jet off again to HK. YAYs!
been basically a good hiatus. did more stuffs. work a bit. went out a bit. shopped a bit. ate a lot. chilled a lot. but doesn't mean i wasn't still lazy. i still am. sitting here thinking what to pack and how to pack. always the case. endless packing.
i just don't get it. i throw so much garbage. yet i have so much left.
and yes i've been naughty, i have been reading blogs. didn't stop. but at least i didn't check them for updates every hour of the day.
lots of things happened thru out this entire month of October. but i have a short term memory lost. that's the bad side if you blog once in a blue moon.
wooots can't wait to arrive Bali. i have a whole itinerary lined up.
dinner at some fancy restaurant. next day surfing. spa. loitering. then shopping! surfing surfing spa spa... SPA SPA SPA... eating eating eating!!!
omfg. i can so live this life forever if this is what i do everyday!!! ... just need someone to pump in the cash. i soooooo don't mind doing sex trading for this lifestyle... LOLs!!! i'm a man whore.
i need myself a rich sugar daddy, sugar mommy, sugar brother. any takers?
i bought a new camera finally. after serveral months of being abused by the shitty lousy nikon camera.
behold... the super clearer pictures... ... tho this camera is bad for night scenes... dang you sony! can't you be perfect!
BTW HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN.
i think i'm just going to pack a bundle of cash. and that's it. much easier that way to just buy new clothes. faster too...
i'll crap more and flaunt the foodsssss once i get back. lalalalala... oh babi guling... i'm going to eat you...
oh... those lucky bastards that actually love shopping, there's a club21 SALES going on at JW Marriott starts from today till sunday... FYI it means... old season stuffs from dkny, a/x, calvin klein, maxmara etc... at dirt cheap rate...
. i have been feeling better. thinking better. in fact too much thinking. way too much.
(warning: SUPERLONG LONG POST)
1st Oct 2007 (Monday)
sent a text message the idiotic cheating ass-hole father. was informed that he's away on a trip and it's at the office. yesterday 30th Sept was the last day for the road tax. now i'm basically driving illegally until i get hold of the new road tax. which is at the office. which i don't want to go back to. i know i have to put on a plastic face. and loads of questions will be asked like... where have i been the past few years? and what have i been doing? and well HOW ARE YOU DANIEL BOY?
now i wish i didn't slam the phone and allow the idiotic cheating ass-hole father to proceed with the pick up instructions.
BUT QUESTION IS... HE HAS BEEN GETTING THE AGENTS TO SEND THE ROAD TAX TO THE HOUSE, WHY THIS TIME I HAVE TO GO PICK IT UP PERSONALLY!?
someone said will meet up this weekend. YAYS. tho i seriously doubt it will happen.
cancelled all short trips. singapore, johore and ipoh. ... mmm made fb a little disappointed. will probably do it later this month...
travelling is not just a quick escape but a note to live while one is travelling constantly, they don't tend to rest as often they don't sleep that much but they are excited to go out to experience to see to listen to taste to feel to smell all this is part of living...
2nd Oct 2007 (Tuesday)
i sleep at wee hours. or rather i sleep really early. and wake up when the sun fries the ass. Malaysia is getting very warm. the world is getting very very warm. global warming is certain... warming...
I keep saying TOMORROW.
tomorrow i'll unpack. tomorrow i'll clean the room. tomorrow i'll go kay el. tomorrow i'll collect the cheques. tomorrow i'll do this. tomorrow i'll do that. and when it comes to tomorrow... i will say... TOMORROW once more.
eric texted. asked for a gathering session. tonight. i said crazy. thursday la. cibai. so last minute. besides i'm still... lethargic.
3rd Oct 2007 (Wednesday)
i've basically been doing nothing. loads of sleep. msn. shit. eat. the basic usualy lazy ass would do. been in such denial. been in such bad mood.
i called myself a dead lazy pig dead lazy skinny pig.
i will only wake up when the stoamch start grumbling.
been messaging with the ci bais paper dolls gosh they are FUN! haha miss them yasuo haruyama emailed miss everyone from berlin
a good picture is not the one that is taken but rather it is the one that remains in your head photos are nothing memories are everything
there's no point in travelling and snapping pictures continuously it only means you are, seeing the world, but thru a view finder not with your own naturally lense if so, what's the point you might as well stay home see it thru the internet
4th Oct 2007 (Thursday)
didn't sleep well. perhaps only 3 hours? waited till 7am, then went out. to buy breakfast. nasi lemak. my first after 3 months. i think i'll miss it a LOT!!!
smsed eric. to check about the gathering. replied was. just us. ... sien. but i figured, joanne must be thinking... TOO MUCH. wy yeen should still be in singapore.
then thought of going to kay el. to collect the road tax. to avoid packing... and unpacking... but naturally i didn't... i'm lazy.
met up with eric. he seems... to be missing australia a lot. poor him. turning old soon. HAHAHA. but was a good catching up session.
there should be no regrets in life regardless of what you do what has been done is done live goes on with or without you so smile and live like you were born today
5th Oct 2007 (Friday)
going/went down to kay el. FINALLY to collect the road tax.
drove to taman jaya. took the LRT. hate it. the people in the train drives me crazy. tho seeing one malay aunty made me smile,
she brought her family out for a strool an afternoon walk i figured with all the happy kids you could tell they are not well to do but yet they seem so happy
you don't need to be rich to be happy you need to feel rich to feel blessed... and happy.
arrived at klcc. had lunch with FROGGIE. he is looking... TIRED (so he claims) went to the office. collected the road tax with a plasticed surgery face idiotic cheating ass-hole father wasn't there SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF ME COMING? HAVE SOMEONE SEND IT OVER NEXT YEAR!
loitered around kl. went to pavilion for the first time. don't quite like it. seems... NORMAL. i kind of miss going out saw a camera i like. might buy it. waiting for someone to confirm to dinner
have you ever stare and glare at the sky at space and wonder or ponder
what is this? where am i? who am i? how is this.. life? is this really living? when i die what happens next? where's heaven? where's hell...
what if... this was all a game... what if... an apple is called a shit... and if a fece is known as air...
so many what ifs...
i've been staring glaring a lot recently mind just totally spaced out in trance but not a good one made me feel non-existence...
after hours of wait i decided to go home
got called for a meeting tomorrow.
6th Oct 2007 (Saturday)
woke up so early. or rather i didn't sleep. AGAIN. (karma of too much sleep)
went online. yada yada.
went for the meeting. interesting story board. accepted the job.
arranging oct's schedule.
splurge of the day...
chances aren't given chances are created you seize the moment you create the opportunity
same goes with respect you earn it it doesn't come free
but smile because it's a free bliss
7th Oct 2007 (Sunday)
decided to go church. after so long of absence. while in car. mom asked about hk's plan.
i didn't want to answer. i didn't want hope. i didn't want money. i don't want anything.
hope and faith is something i am not familiar with.
she always promise something but breaks the promises mummy will bring you to lake toba (since i was 6) mummy will bring you to visit china (since i was 12) mummy will buy you a new watch (since i was 13) mummy will this, mummy will that... mummy also said this year i'll be in melbourne for a month but... nothing mummy said came thru.
i just don't want any expectations.
Anyways... apart from those events...
i'm going on a real hiatus (just one month plus?) after this post.
while i was on the short hiatus. i visited more blogs than i usually do. and most of them inspired me.
with their lifes with their writtings with their templates and everything that there was and life itself
and all that moment... i'm thinking again... WHAT AM I DOING HERE? sitting facing the computer 24/7 complaining ranting kiasuing but doing nothing nothing at all
that's just silly you can't write a diary when you are not living
and you technically waste time which means you waste life which also means you are like... waiting for death to do you apart ... with... from life.
so i'll be taking a LONG one month plus break from the internet or rather the blogging world.
... god i hope i can survive ... blog hopping is such an addiction ... hung hung is not allowed to camwhore without me! ... mmm... i'll miss keapohing everyone's life
i present the song of the moment...
summary of word of wisdoms... advise...,
just because you are gloomy doesn't mean you have to be in a gloomy face. just smile. don't show others your emotion, your bad chi. it drags them down low as well. no point in making others feel bad and sad. this world is horrid enough and life is too long too short.
p/s: this blog shall be no longer be available for public as it will be privatized by the next full moon. those who are keen in keeping in-touch etc this is the EMAIL addy.
pp/s: to all the muslim friends, i wish you a happy hari raya in advance first. maaf zahir dan batin. (i hope i got that right)
ppp/s:... mmm is deepavali around the corner as well? erm... just incase. i'm LAZY to check... HAPPY DEEPAVALI as well!
daniel is still a little moody. and a bit blur blur. hopes he will be better by next week. i pray. and i beg and i hope. it's stressful being in a scraggy pocket.
very unposh. me the SF bear. in a fugly pocket.
till he's back i, hung hung will take his place and flaunt some of my kawaii pictures! some are blur, thanks to daniel's cheap lousy S7 nikon camera.
some of them are taken in malaysia while the others in berlin.
berlin was fun, even tho dita loved to bully me, daniel and sisca was there to help bitch slap her. MUAH HAHAHA! and we called her, ci bai. while she called daniel, lan chiau. and then daniel added, chow ci bai.
we sure did eat and eat and eat and camwhore till there wasn't any more space.
have a happy day. and like what christine would say don't forget to wear your happy slip! ;o)
