The Glory Of It All

drowning without a float.

2008-04-20T18:23:00.006+08:00

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mood: Cloudy.

a stray thought.

years ago, to be exact 11 years ago,
i shut myself away from people.
friends i knew since 6 was shunt away from my life.
most of them at least. especially those of the same age.

i remember vividly.
the moment i arrived school the next day,
there was a group of people. (note people not friends)
would ask what the fuck is wrong with me.
what's bugging me. that we should talk.

what was done, was done.
and it's too slow too late.
nothing major happened.
but every minor little things,
they lead to something major.

one small dot means nothing.
have a few and they become an irritable stain.

i turned away from a lot of people.
mixed with only a very selected few.

some i had no choice since they were classmates.

in general, i was alone most of the time.
not that i was a social outcast.
somehow i just wanted to be the outcast.

i liked that.
not needing anyone.
not having to depend on anyone.
not needing any interaction.

that's why i usually travel alone.
it's such freedom.
only restriction is when i eat.
probably that's why i hate meal time.
everyone is with someone.

it was only after high school that i opened up.
being in new grounds. i should.
oddly enough there were comments that i was too friendly.
like it was a crime to care about course-mates.

no doubt if there was a congeniality competition
i am most likely to win it.

however now recently, there's that urge again.
to shut myself away from people.

most days it feels that there's no difference,
having friends or not.

some days i wished there was someone i could call.
and scream everything out.
but, there's not much point into that.

sometimes i pounder to let go my frustrations and anger.
hoping for someone to share my emo emotions.
then again, if you already know the problem,
and you know the solution,
then why bother asking or telling people.
it becomes a rhetorical question.

since most of the time i am alone.
only, by fact i do have friends,
just that i am usually left alone, behind.

yes, of cause everyone is busy with work.
tho i do find that a lame fact.

time can be created, especially when there's a funeral.
i created a lot of time, for my dead lecturers.
for their funeral.
not very proud of that.

so i am confused.

i might as well, learn to be alone again.
since it's going to be a long quiet journey.
better get used to it again.

and nay. i guess i rather not have that open heart anymore.

i've been developing very plastic smiles lately.
i feel like i look wryly with it on my face. -_-

this blog will be on a hiatus.

HONKSSS!!!

2008-04-18T23:29:00.004+08:00

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mood: CALM.

ah... i need to be on the left lane soon.
ah... there's some space and i can move in.
ah... i shall signal to go into that lane.

tik tok tik...
HONKSSSSS!!!!
stupid selfish old man decided to speed to fill the SPACIOUS gap
and HONKS while doing so.

ouch. grouchy old man. so mean.
T_T bully small boy.

ah. nevermind right lane is still faster~
OH. left lane is closed.

HA! serves you right old man, you still need to come to the right lane later.
i guess, THANKS~ i might be slow but i'm in-front of you.

and ah. i didn't need to be on the left lane just yet, not my turning yet.

so EAT my DIRT you old sagging asshole.

i am amazed that i no longer need to be evil to certain people.
karma has its way ~~for~~ to handle ~~things~~ vengeance for me.
ahhh...

edited: 1500, 19.04.08
OMG look at my england. OMG the grammar. horror horror...
digging a hole on the ground to burry my face~
tergamak aku gi correct grammar orang lain manakala aku punya macam tahi~
kekeke...

malaysians we are the most friendly drivers. i do admit.
LOL.

taking a step back.

2008-04-17T20:03:00.005+08:00

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mood: Silly.

silly little prince.
how many times must we remind you?

remember those words, remember the curse.
remember them all. remember them well.

there will come a day when you will know,
why those reasons were said.

there will come a time when he shall show.
but for now, be patient for good riddance's sake.

there's a tale, so follow this tail.
tell no one about his frail.

don't worry too much.
don't think too much.

all is well as they are well planned.
believe. and have a little faith.

take a step back.
and relax the journey to his nest.

we don't want to see you get hurt again, and again.
don't believe the words others has said.
those will bring nothing but mistakes.

they utterly mean nothing much.

you can't afford to take such steps,
fear and afraid that you'll be so sad.

remember little prince, you were born to bring joy to others,
your journey might be sorrow. your journey will be lonely, but that is your cross to bare.
but also remember little prince your prize awaits you at the gate of peter.
only then...

too kinky for our toilets...

2008-04-16T23:29:00.004+08:00

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mood: Whammy~.

i've always wondered if i heard such noises in the loo,
is it something KINKY going on???

... now to a certain someone... don't so naughty at public places ah...
you never know if you'll be the next edison.
^_^

K-A-N-A-S-A-I

2008-04-16T01:27:00.009+08:00

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mood: ANGRY.

yes, it's a little old news, but i was BUSY

this is why most malaysian chinese are never proud about their nationality.
this is also why we hardly use our national language.

it's partly because we are never made an equal.
always the outcast.
a third world citizen.

this is also the reason why foreigners get confused with
malaysian chinese.

you are a malaysian... but you speak chinese?

this idiot made me feel... unwanted. T_T

granting me... a citizenship to a country where i had no choice when i was born is UNJUST.
like who are you kidding?
you are blessed to have me as your citizen!
not the other way around.

no, i have nothing against malays. i have so many malay friends.
i am just... shy shy ah that i have a stupid prince, CROWN PRINCE living in... "MY COUNTRY"...

i am also speechless... what's that word... dumfounded...

cis.

this has spark him an instant fame to stupidity, you can so goggle him now.
note to self: to be famous is to be stupid & silly...

colours behind the meaning of life

2008-04-13T03:05:00.001+08:00

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mood: Calm.

we come into the world without teeth.
we grow old and loose them.
perhaps it's because we no longer need to eat?

i was trying to find my old notes.
those i wrote for michael barret's english literature class.

couldn't find them.
so i have to rewrite this.

this will be a series of my pass thoughts,
my notes,
they were assignments of a daily journal.
which we had to submit weekly.
what we have observed, what we did etc...

and this was one of my favorite observation

about colours in life.

life is a funny thing.
colours are like senses,
and signals to life,
that makes life funny, and interesting.

when we are born, our hair is light.
it turns darker as we age.
and again lighten as we age even more,
till it's white. all white. pure white.

unlike flowers, trees, and animals,
when their life begins,
they are so colourful, so beautiful. vibrant.
but once they age, they turn dull.
like their purpose is done.

cremate them to ashes and they turn white.
they reunite with the earth, a new purpose.

this whiteness seems to symbolize,
that there's another purpose, yet again in life.
as if as when we age, when our hair turns white,
there's another reason we should live again.
or a whole new adventure awaits us, after life.

that we should be pure before we begin a new life.
a new phrase.
we should be in an enlightenment state to do so.

let things be, leave them.
don't have any regrets, drop them.
don't let the past haunt you.

live life with no regrets.
leave life as pure as you came.

turning some leafs over

2008-04-10T22:33:00.006+08:00

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mood: Tired.

i asked the memory to drill out some past.
those that will cheer me up.
those that will make me laugh.
we need sadness to reflect on happiness. but now i need laughter.

and this is what i remembered when li wei said 'mo tor mo him'.
*we owe one another nothing*
instantly, i remembered a coursemate's silliness.
she is a b-a-n-a-n-a.

everyday when we go out eating with her,
we either burst out in tears
or we'll be damn shy sitting next to her.

when paying for a meal~

misanthrope: nah, no worries. i'll get this.
miss dory: oh. thanks. next round on me la.
misanthrope: haha, can then we mo tor mo him.

later that day in college she was returning a favour to a friend.
i heard her saying...

miss dory: mo hung mo min.
*no breast no face*

the whole class burst into laughter.

but her classic is just this...

miss dory: i tell you a joke.
misanthrope: ok.
miss dory: the other day i was at the night market. i wanted to get some kuih. but knowing me la. so bodoh. i went to the aunty and then...

miss dory: aunty one of this and this, and then one jee tau peng.
aunty: glare at her and then ignoring her...

only later, after a few seconds she realized she asked for a WRONG thing, she wanted ham jee peng.
*some chinese kuih*
*jee tau peng = one pig head*
there were many many more silly incidents.
most which i am slowly forgetting.

lets jot them before i forget...

You Could Be Happy

2008-04-08T02:41:00.001+08:00

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mood: Blank.

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

putting the I back into misanthrope

2008-04-07T03:35:00.002+08:00

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mood: Morbid.

i...
have not been able to function properly. there has been too much emotions going on lately. some pleasant. some, well the opposite direction. at times they don't mean anything. as life has to go on. but there are just times, often times, i wish i was back like how i used to be. i don't want to care. i don't want to feel. i don't want to love. i want to hate. and shield myself from everyone. i don't trust. i don't believe anymore. each day now. i am feeling the old me back. i want to be what i used to be.

why should i learn to trust people around me, when all i have going on now is hate.

we go woosh~ and WOOSH~

2008-04-06T00:31:00.016+08:00

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mood: EXCITED.

the original plan was to do it the second day i got back from hong kong.
but since there wasn't enough people, the plan was postponed.
major DANG!

then finally li wei called again last week.
and proof. the next day we went. 28.03.08
HEHE!

apparently her cousin brother's friends will join.
and. WOW.
firstly, they are from hawaii.
secondly, they are half japanese.
thirdly, they are now based in JAPAN.

WOOTS~

anyways... we had to leave early in the morning. 7am.
to gopeng~

li wei and james drove.
i was being the clown in the car.
like a 'radio buruk'
*which means talk non stop, all nonsense*

we were brought to the resort upon arrival.
waited for other groups, then was given briefing. too much to remember.
donated a lot of blood. bring repellent!!!

tho the actual schedule got screwed up,
we will get wet then dirty now.
but hack, OFF we go~

white water rafting~

woosh~ woosh~ spoosh~~~ SPLASH!

i've always, always wanted to do this!
it's major major fun!!!
amazing experience!!!
am so looking forward to the monsoon season!!!

oh and we had constant water war along the river banks!
did some mmm... body rafting? SO SHIOKS!
everyone was so FUN and HAPPENING~

brent was being a big monyet. ~~his body is damn chiseled! DANG!~~

lunch was served.
and then we chilled.
the river was SUPER ICE COLD.

li wei was being very disgusting, telling me, people shit in the river,
that it's totally normal and fine!
i swallowed water while doing body rafting... -_-#

then later we were transported like pendatang asing,
illegal immigrant/worker
literally, we were standing on a truck, riding like livestocks?
was cool tho. if the trees weren't so LOW!
to our next adventure.
CAVING~ ... i forgotten the name of the cave -_-

was too dark to take much pictures.
but it was for a whole 3 hours.
and the water rafting was about 2 hours?
by the time we were done, we were half dead!?
and that's like only the day activity we had install!??

and we saw 2 snakes. they had the triangular head? EEEEK!!!

went back to kl after a quick shower.
send the boys back to the hotel for a proper bath.
we went back to bath. and a quick snack meal.

and OMG. i never knew that KL had such a great place to chill!!!
we went to 'Look Out Point'
i've no idea where we were.
but the sign board said KAJANG...

brent, daryl, xming, li wei, daniel, sean, clinton, james, and erm... jess??? yiks. sorry!

totally amazing. they called it the little genting.
perfect spot to berpancaran~

then went to bangsar for drinks. la bodega.
then to murnis to eat. we ended the ~~day~~... ~~night~~ morning at 5am...

li wei was like... i'm old. can't take, do this much already. -_-
... sad to say but... SAME HERE...
daryl was guessing my age... his guess... 27.
@$#%^&%#@#%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -_-

Amazingly Kelakar

2008-04-05T00:12:00.012+08:00

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mood: OK.

Thanks to the speed of facebook,
I don't even have to hunt for videos anymore.

This are both separate emotion videos.

One will probably leave your jaw open.
As to wonder how they managed being so... STILL.

And the other, just don't be drinking while watching.

sugoi!

poop poot poop poot~ ~~ ~~~

music sound control on the left

EDITed one hour later...
and like all addictions, you just keep clicking and clicking and clicking.

a store that actually fits 111 (and more) males, plus, topless.

and this is just so WICKED!

would have been better if all hand phones had a specific tone tho...

Improve Everywhere

gosh it's like an epidemic! i so want to do one!!!
i don't care even if it seems wu liau! (too free?)
even singapore has one version of a painter painting blank!
malaysia... so boleh... -_-

EEEE!!!
the freeze thing!!!
sooooooo manyaks countries doing it!
where's malaysia!?

tokyo~

hong kong~

berlin~

and etc

reEDITed 3 hours later...

EEEEEEE!!! malaysia done de.
EEEEEEE!!! the quality is like... shioks sendiri...
-_-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-Bycc6p8tA...
thank god that's not the official one.
we shall... wait and see the official video from Improve Everywhere

A post that Killed Two Overdue Memes.

2008-04-01T17:53:00.008+08:00

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mood: CALM.

i am still very deprived of the internet!
T_T

From Monkey With Tartar Sauce, Azhan.

5 Things Things You Didn't Know About Daniel

Daniel was 45 kg from Form 1 till the age of 22.
Eat or don't eat.
The weight was pretty much stagnate.
There's a speculation that there's a tape worm living in him.

Daniel had a weird habit when he was a kid,
he will sort of adjust things in the supermarket rack,
if they weren't in alignment. Or properly sort them.
So to avoid being silly, he avoid such aisle.

Daniel dislike drinking water when he was a kid.
Always tea or soft drinks only.
And now he usually buys bottle water to drink,
not from the boiled water at home.
He claims that there's a plastic smell.

Before Daniel goes to bed,
he needs to wash his foot.
And his foot must be covered.
He gets agitated otherwise.
Fearing that someone/something might touch/pull his legs.

Both of Daniel's baby fingers are slightly curved.
It ain't straight.
winks

apparently this is a 8 facts about yourself... i so LAZY already la!

From Boyz World, Kenny.

1 Which feature do you zoom in on when you meet a guy for the first time?
His eyes.

2. Who is your role model?
The mirror's reflection.

3. What's the healthiest thing you would eat among sushi, salad and sandwich?
Salad.

4. Which movie you can watch again and again?
Sound of Music.

5. Three gadgets that you can't live without?
Ipod, Camera, Computer.

6. What is your most annoying habit?
Laziness.

7. What's one thing you're glad you've outgrown?
Of not going to the dentist.

8. I get nervous when...
I see a needle, keen in sucking out my blood.

9. My biggest fear is...
When the bank account is going empty.

10.The best thing I've done for myself is...
Getting braces!

11. Pass this meme to 6 people.
38 Kia
Aaron
Drowned Glass
Little Dove
Miss Cake
Pinky

Cheap Thrill

2008-03-29T00:22:00.013+08:00

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mood: Cheerful.

so after chloe's maison party.
(konon-kononnya a MAISON) -_-

zoe was like. omg.
daniel, are you going for the yacht party tomorrow.

OMFG. YAY!
... so gate crashing!

the next day was totally PANAS.
literally.

burning
melting
evaporating

sadly due to the delay of the yacht,
zoe couldn't make it. she had VIP dinner.
DAMNIT!

i'm still gatecrashing!

got lost. in klang.
since i forgotten to ask which port.
or... WTF is the 'party'
i went all the way to pulau indah.
OMFG
called adrien where the hell is port klang.
called cheryl for directions.
yada yada yada yada

fast forward

the event was basically for crocs.
yes. crocs. yes.
that ~~fugly foot shoe~~ previously un-pretty shoe (PUPS).
actually the old model is still FUGLY

after the massive crazy crave for those... PUPS.
newer versions were made.
some improvised.
like with extra holes for the buttons. etc.
i was still, not very convinced.

BUT now. YAY!!!
newer! better! HOTTER!
FETICHE range!!!
*FINALLY!*

well of cuz that's why we are there for.
to see new nicer crocs.

crete canvas (totally HOT!)
capri canvas (totally FETICHE!)
yukon (the new PUPS version with leather, totally SPEECHLESS!)
kids pelican (totally CUTE!)

and cyprus, i didn't like the picture. but it's SO cool.
high heels crocs! LOL!!!
(pictures from the press kit)

see bitch like me.
don't like will not go. (to the stores)
unless they make some cool party,
so cool that i HAVE to gatecrash.
to find out about the products ma

they even had
head/shoulder/hand massage,
fish spa treatment,
and manicure sessions for the guests.

free sessions, no need pavilion. HAHA.
feeding the fishes

of cuz there were models wearing them.
but hell, i had to...
pretend i'm SO interested with the shoes.
which... i ENDED am.

santa cruz the ala 'jazz palas'

the crocs yacht is 17meters, 33 years of age, was made in greece

what a cheap thrill!
^_^

a pink... ship. LOLs.

i'm so going to get a crocs
but never this version

it's been so long since a company did a proper pr event like today.
fun
entertaining
laid back product introductions
totally uber-ly cool.

these days with the constant "budget" phrase has been making events
so BAD
so LAME
so BORING!

ah. what a happy happy hot day. i have fever now.
DANG.

this deprivation of the internet is killing me slowly, till today i've yet to read any blogs...
-_-#

A MAJOR Movie Marathon with Your 1 Cent Worth

2008-03-27T14:58:00.003+08:00

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mood: Happy.

There might be some, major spoiler.
Since... most of them are not out yet.
Well expect the first one...

GOOD LUCK CHUCK

Yes it's a little out of date movie.
But fuck. I feel like Chuck this year.
Like Karma is getting her way back at me.
... URGHS. Like how the hell would I have known!

female ow ow worth: 5/10

AWAKE

O.M.G. if it makes it into the cinema without a CUT.
Then, the visual effect during the operation theater,
That might freak you out.

But not for long tho.

It's a good story plot.
Only if you don't pay attention to the art direction.
Cause the spoiler is in the opening.

Something like the Sixth Sense.
You have to SEE IT.
And then you'll feel... CIU BOSAN SIAL!

female ow ow worth: 6/10

THE MIST

Stephen King's movies are rather... over rated.
Don't expect much but the emotional tragic draining challenging ending.

How disturbing. But as a fact, I might have done the same.

female ow ow worth: 6/10

SILK

I would honestly like to say it's a nice movie.

BUT. it's rather a big HUGE at the end.

They don't really explain WHY the worms are dying.

And you end up thinking... WTF is this movie all about.

Well it's about love. Nice romantic words spurt out at the end.

female ow ow worth: 6/10

27 DRESSES

I just have to say,
I LOVE THE ENDING.
SO KIUTS!!!

*goodness this movie was showing in HK long long time ago...*

female ow ow worth: 9/10

THE NANNY'S DAIRY

I read this book.
*GOSH all my favorite chic lit is turning into MAJOR movies*
WHAT IT'S CALLED EASY READING! NO NEED TO THINK CAN!

A life of a society woman. Having nothing to frust about. But your husband's affair.

If you know and understand the upkeep of high society women you will then probably understand Mrs X behaviour.

But in most silver spoon child's life, a mother's love is the most precious gift he could ask for.

No doubt it's not an excuse for having a Nanny Service when you have absolutely nothing else to do.

Very touching. Very emotional.

But like all books turned movie... the book is better, cause no art direction or actor's screen play could project the words into reality. Cause it's in YOU.

Plus point Chris Evans is in it. Anticlimax, they don't show the sex scene. DANG!!!

CUTE scene, Grand Mother X is reading the Devil's Wears Prada at the beach. HEHEHE!!!

female ow ow worth: 9/10

mr bear, reaching a fancy and last zinc chrome pok-a-dots shorts.

as of 1st april, malaysian's most prized possession. the one cent coin will officially be worthless. literally. so if you do keep them, remember to exchange la.

and i'll be so deprived of the internet. le sighs. but well, i'm enjoying the time loitering around people's office more. HAHA.

L

2008-03-25T12:29:00.005+08:00

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mood: oh PANAS.

was at gym.
working out.
took a short break.
really short break.
was sipping 100 plus while reading the star.
and wow. simply delicious.

i intended to look up on his details long ago.
but always slipped my mind.
until that article,
well i didn't bother reading.
the picture was enough.

i NEVER expected... that...
kenichi matsuyama to be so... O_O
hots? sexy?
simply delicious. LOLS!!!

compare this with his character (L) in Death Note...
soooooooooooo different!!!
*and his other characters...*

i wonder. if i'll get to see him next year in the tokyo film festival. ^_^
lets hope we both make a movie by then.
ok fine so he's in some movie for next year. DANG.
i NEED a new one!

he's really good at acting. ah.
すごい！！！
*sugoi!!!*

is this a curse or blessing

2008-03-22T22:01:00.004+08:00

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mood: DOZY.

now they say that it's a blessing that you can eat a lot.

that you get to savour all the different kind of flavours.
that some people, especially women,
they would gain weight while breathing. -_-

but has anyone thought or figure what it's like being slender?

people might think that you do not eat.
that you are an anorexic.
or worst a bulimic.

often time,
being slender also means you are SMALL BUILT,
if you go Chili's they'll keep asking for your ID.
that's if you sit at the bar area, or someone is drinking alcohol
club bouncers are your BFFs. they LOVE asking for your ID.
you can feel flattered,
and then flatten when they over do it in ONE NIGHT.

you really need GOOD clothes to look GOOD!
sometimes XS makes you SUPER ~~SLIM~~ THIN.
but i get to buy KIDS CLOTHES!!!

if you go gym, their first statement is where's the muscles?
they don't even bother asking how long have you been doing it, or maybe,
it's to be fit, like to regain cardio?
NO it's just the MUSCLES!!!

how freaking shallow can people be?

PLUS you know how freaking expensive it would be to ~~rare~~ be me?

and i don't mean my the now very deprived luxury shopping adventures,
i mean feeding me!!!
i eat like... breakfast, brunch, lunch, tea, dinner, supper...
i'm like a bottomless pitch. a black hole!!!
i eat fruits like i drink water.

and the worst statement i had from a girl friend during a lunch break was,

cecilia: OMG, body so small but can eat so much!
here i thought she's yet another envious soul

me: yaloh.

cecilia: Such a WASTE!

me: EH!?

cecilia: YA WHAT!

me: what do you mean leh!?

cecilia: if you eat all the ginseng, drumsticks, birds nest, all the PO items, also no use, cuz don't know where all the nutrients go to la! so you say le not a waste meh? isn't it a waste of money!?

me: -_-... they become fece. no wonder you are rather... rounded...
too PO...

so you see, being slender also means i am a total waste of MONEY ah! T_T

as i type this, i'm hungry. and i just had dinner 2 hours ago. -_-

a true malaysia think of food like he thinks of... breathing.
the minute he is having his breakfast, he thinks of what's for lunch.
therefore i am only being... patriotic.

here's a theory

2008-03-18T00:38:00.007+08:00

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mood: CURIOUS.

i had a talk.
with several people.

so let's have this survey.

when we blog, it's about our life etc.
true that.

and then, we probably blog hop.
that's definitely. without a doubt.

since our life could be SO BORING~
while reading others could be so MUCH MORE FUN!

so of cuz after a while you would want to meet up.
you know. i mean. it's like,
to meet new friends and to know one another better?

then it gets a little more complicated.
some might even want to sorta date.
i mean, it's like. you know...

but then it's like, you know, i mean...
bumper cars!?
playing taufus!??

like ho ho.

so. here's the thing.
do you think that most queer blogers are like...
BOTTOM or VERSATILE.
but never a TOP?
LIKE rather hardly a TOP.

like the TOP do not BLOG.
like... NEVER.
like... seriously... NEVER?
i mean... like WHO?
TELL ME... *WINKS*

and like that's WHY it's like duhz. so many singles!!!
cuz we are like... going in circles!!!

btw i'm not implying anything to my position. LOLS
WA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

omg. i'm too funny. i love me.
yawns.

BTW: if you didn't noticed.

i'm like,
100% effect with,
i mean...
oh well you know.

growing up

2008-03-16T00:03:00.007+08:00

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mood: WORRIED.

this few days,
while you were away.
my mind.
they started panting.

i'm over thinking,
i know.

it's not like we are official now.
but yet,
it feels like i'm not good enough.

yes, that's why i asked for a year.
but i need to know...
... ... ... ... ... ... ...

i'm basically so worried.
if i fit the shoes.

you're the only one.
that i truly want.
that i can imagine spending my life with.

for that i need to be better.
be stronger.

i wish i hope i can cope.

i better cope.
i better be all that i/you hope.
cuz i seriously cannot imagine life without you.

yes, take it slow i will.
whatever happens happens.
i know. i know.

it's all part of growing up.
THANKS babe. :D

*i don't want to end up like what pinky said... psychotic -_-*

ah~ so shy ah...
i also promise... i will NOT merajuk. cuz the last time it so back fired! major-ly back fired. -_-

apa ertinya

2008-03-13T12:10:00.007+08:00

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mood: Naughty.

dengan akhirnya undian.
satu perkara yang ku lega,
PALLING lega,
ialah sami akhirnya disingkiri.
dan nasib juga dia mengakui kekalahannya.

sedar diri je la~
rakyat tidak sukai.

YAYs!!!
tamat juga kuasa anda!!!

tapi apa ertinya?
perubahan ni bukan setakat OPP mengambil alih kawasan tertentu,
tapi juga apa ertinya sebagai seorang rakyat malaysia.

sudahkah kita bangun dari tidur,
dari mendiamkan diri selama ini,
dan hanya pandai membuat bising,
bila keadaanya tidak selesa.

ia memang benar, yang kita telah menyuarakan pendirian kali ini.
tapi adakah kita berjuang sehingga setakat ni sahaja?
dengan segala perubahan ni, kita patut mengambil kesempatan,
untuk menjadi seorang rakyat malaysia dengan lebih bangga.

kita tidak seharusnya membiarkan sahaja pemimpin yang berjuang demi kita,
tapi juga memainkan peranan kita sebagai penduduk dan rakyat.

walau bagaimana cacatnya sistem negara,
atau politiknya, ini adalah negara kita.

ini juga masanya pemimpin baru dihulurkan bantutan anda.
jangan salahkan je kalau pemimpin baru jatuh nanti.
yang anda salah undi. tidak patut mencalonkannya.
hulurkan la bantuan anda untuk menjadikan negara ini lebih makmur dan maju.
dan kaya~~~ kita ada petroleum, tanah, tapi miskin je la.

lihat je la, singapura yang tidak memiliki apa-apa tapi lebih makmur, maju dan kaya!
sehingga memiliki beberapa syarikat dari luar negaranya.
dan mengambil-alih, membeli syarikat BESAR siut dari negara USA, CHINA, dan sebagainya.

kita juga patut menunjukkan kepada negara lain yang kita bangga menjadi rakyat negara.
jadi, bangga la,
bangga la dengan menggunakan bahasa negara sendiri juga.

~~sebab hanya dengan bahasa ni sahajalah, kita boleh kutuk orang lain bila kat luar negara. oh maklumlah ini sebab hanya kita yang memahaminya~~

HAHAHA. omg. i tried. LOLs... i hope there isn't much spelling mistakes or major tatabahasa errors. LOLs!!!

i can't write anymore in malay. i am so bursting up here.
it's too funny.

but seriously we still have our roles to play.
it's not done yet.

i do hope it makes sense.
stop saying we'll wait and see what the OPP can do.
or what the BN could have done better.
you are a MALAYSIAN as well.

and be proud to use your national language. i MEAN it!

and learn to recycle. reuse. reduce.
it's for our own good.
:D

this is a community service, brought to you by... bit*chin. LOLs!

Being Younger

2008-03-12T08:45:00.025+08:00

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mood: Happy.

The day started with a little work.

Once that was done, a hairdcut was badly needed.

This has been so far the most expensive haircut ever! rm188

*i usually consider it a bad hair cut when the next day i get up and i get a bed head.
-_- this hairstylist's cut is flawless... i had no bed head... i'm dead*

But it was a good hair cut. Nice style. Just a hefty price. Even after a so called discount was given. -_-

Went to the gym, did a little workout and later started getting dressed up for the nights event~

My 25th birthday party.

Celebrated on the night before the actual date just so when we are done celebrating, it is the official date 11 March. :P
That's why it was held on a Monday night.

I know a lot of people made noise why MONDAY night. Well... now you know why la. :P

The guest of the evening were, Adrien Z, Alvin Lee, Alvin Chan, Anna Rina, Crystal Woo, Ivan Lee, Nicholle, Kenneth Lim, Li Wei, Pink.

Ben dropped by to pass me pressie. *altogether now, SO SWEET*

Last minute Samantha couldn't make it.
Night before William was caged by his female boss.
Paul went MIA. -_-
And the others said it's a Monday night. BLEH.

This is the second time I threw a karaoke party. Why? It's the only reason why I'll be in a karaoke parlour. I is so SHY in singing otherwise. Since vocal cord has been damaged since young.
*Adrien Z and Alvin Chan even beat the singing Queens, Miss Pink and Nicholle!!!*

Tho the initial idea was to have a private movie session, it was so private that only 8 guests were allowed. -_-
Then I wanted to do a yacht thing like in HK, but I fear it's overly expensive... and later somebody will say I copycat. -_-
So Samantha said why don't do a karaoke again la. *tapi SI SAM tak DATANG pulak!*

pressies~

having a party wasn't because of the pressie~la!
william you so did not read that... i want my present! LOLs!
but i so evil and greedy. haha. tho i had one unexpected pressie ^_^

crystal came with a uber cool present! a guest book. hehe. and everyone was asked to write something inside. LOVES it.

^_^ they had a rough time thinking what to get. LOLs!

the highlight pressie of the night~

it will forever be treasured! thinking it was food as it came in kellogg's frosties box. ^_^
and i'm craving for that cereal now. heh.
and later when i opened to actually eat it, i saw this. i was just speechless.
thanks ben, love the personalized scribbling inside.

thank you all for coming for the wonderful moments, for the pressies, for having to go thru hell of thinking WHAT I WANT! i really do love them all la! ^_^

and i hope the party sang monday's blue away, cuz i refused to have it on tuesday night or the weekends.
*that one ma hai oh!*. hehe.

OH OH OH!!! and all the great sports for following the yellow dresscode. heh! you brighten up my night. so yellow. so bright. ^_^
even ben wore yellow. heh.

THANKS ANNA for the wonderful pictures!!!

some people. they just need to be the focus of the camera. tsk tsk tsk.

i learnt that it's also Wingedman's Bday. YAYs!!! I share the same day with someone! COOLS!!! Happy Birthday~

sky so bright

2008-03-08T23:20:00.008+08:00

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mood: Content.

the week was gone like the wind.
that's what happens when you get busy.

not that i'm complaining.
i do enjoy being tortured with work.

i do grumble about it.
but i grumble about almost everything.

somethings happened that i disliked.
somethings happened that was pleasurable & favourable.

was walking at bintang walk this evening,
after a rather gloomy walk.

i looked above the sky,
and saw...

i felt so content.
it feels like the bitter days are going to be peeled away,
and the brighter days are to come.

slowly, layers by layers.
and it will be bright all the way.

i'm not sad. nor happy. but i am content.
and for that i'll be grateful for.

to top the day,
christina (who owns SHINJU PEARLS, lot 10) gave me a ring.
to cheer me up.
how SWEET!!!
it's an AGATE stone.

zebra the ring

^_^
YAY!

Ma Hai oh~

2008-03-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

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mood: Tired.

LOLs.
I'm worth more... LOLs...
can't be helped.

Powered By Adult Toy Store

sorry~ QueerRant and G-Log.

it's all in the mind.

2008-03-04T23:03:00.009+08:00

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mood: HEADACHE.

so the three months long break ended officially.
was about time. since ~~money was running dry~~ i was bored to death.

naturally i am excited!
really! i love what i do.

but on the first day. OMFG.
kill me.
did i hear someone going for a holiday?
i SO need one.
it's been AGES as in... hours since i had a holiday!

seriously, it's been a long torturous week. T_T
i want a holiday. and i want money with the holiday.
i should be a traveller writer!

then i'll get sick of the hotels and planes.
and i'll rant about them.
:P

there's a private, well now not so private sale for miss 60 and energie. i wonder if i'll be killed for this... but what the hell. doubt anyone reading this post can manage to go.

it's all in the mind.
i will be good as new.
yays!!!
work work.
money money!!!
$_$

a trip down to memory lane - pyrotechnics.

2008-03-02T17:10:00.015+08:00

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mood: Calm.

yes the festive season is gone.
this is why it's a memory lane post~

i'm sure there are names for this pyrotechincs.

but being kids back then what would i know,
only MANJA, BUY, LIGHT, RUN, SEE.
mom would used to say i am burning money.
*actually everything is a waste of money to her*
so i am now naming them. Heh.

i kept these since i was a kid.
and i still AM one!
now, i don't even want to burn them.
so SAYANGs~

such priceless treasures
*until i know where to restock...*

the bee

basically will fly high~ simple little firework that i would use to image it being a spy toy. haha.

the lotus

like it's namesake, it basically spins like a lotus. with various colours changing. green, yellow, red.

the bunga

imagine a fountain of colourful fire. i MISS it!

pulling firework

this, i used a lot in school. tying up doors for the teacher to open, to welcome them with a big BANG. KAKA.

meletups

i miss the sound this creates. BOOM. POP. POP. like stones in a microwave with sparkles.

super priceless
steps

whenever my niece or nephew misbehave, i show them this.
walk and you'll be trailed with a row of loud burning fireworks.

ah i miss the simple pleasure of these harmless fireworks.
oh do bring them back!!!

p.s: don't the blue fabric look sooooooo comfortable? heh

about life, and a bitch.

2008-03-01T15:31:00.005+08:00

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mood: GERAMS.

it's a fact that if you are the youngest you are voiceless.

it's also a fact that if you, are a grandparent and you over spoil your grandchildren,
you loose your authorization later in the years.

unlike those days, where everything had to go thru the old lady of the house, in the modern house holds the grandkids have the power

it's a fact that if you are not wealthy you don't posses they power to VOICE.

it's a fact that i dislike your husband. but i supported your fucking marriage.
even when mother decided to rant about his status to everyone.
i was there screaming on the phone that it's YOUR LIFE not HERS.

MONICA CHIN AI-SAN. i swear you are going down to hell.
*and hell i don't want to see you there! so PLEASE be a good girl and go to HEAVEN!*

they way you mistreated your grandma,
the woman who you used to ASK for gold jewelry every other month when you were a chile.
you side the maid and scream at your own grandma?
what the fuck is wrong with your stupid brain?
she's so damn old and you said those words to her?
just fucking ignore it!
shit head!

yes i scream at grandma.
but cuz she can't hear!
and we are all bad tempered!
but do i abandon her?
do i leave her hungry all the time!?
fuck no i get her stuffs! i buy her fruits!
i get her, her jacobs!

you just yell and yell and show your fucking bossy attitude!
and your husband say i'm the little prince in the family!

well YES~ i AM! don't be jealous cuz you're 36!
OLD~ and was desperate in getting married~
cis cis cis!!!

i swear if you mistreat our mother later in life.
i'll kill you with loads of BITCHY WORDS.
to the public,
to the relatives.
don't be shy then.

and yes i have a ultra thick skin,
just like yourself.
but i'm gay.
what's your excuse?
because you are a woman?

if you happen to know my sister.
oh feel free to let her read this.
see if i care.
i'mthisCLOSEtoSLAPPINGherface.

that's canada baby.

2008-03-01T11:16:00.007+08:00

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mood: EXCITED.

Check Me Out

lazy to write, since leo wrote most of it there on the pages. KAKAKAKA.

a gloomy but it's ok day~

2008-02-29T15:47:00.005+08:00

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mood: Content.

things was ok in the morning.
then it became gloomy.
*even the sky suggest a very gloomy day*

but like every other day,
we have to seek some light out of it.
otherwise we are trap in the darkness.

and you become very very gloomy.

i am trying to look at the bright side,
indulge on the positive note,
advantage part of life.
the meaning of life~

i do think, i need this spanking.

tomorrow will be a brighter day.
i know it will be.
it has to.

... it BETTER BE!
i now need some super happy music~

SNIFF. my PRECIOUS!!!

2008-02-28T09:22:00.005+08:00

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mood: SAD.

i swear i'm getting more and more like a dory fish.
*since gold fish now apparently can remember things*

went gym last night. while showering i took off my ring.
reminded myself. wear it BACK!
IMMEDIATELY!!!
and, i didn't.
now one of my customized made ring,
oh my precious is... GONE!!!

and that's the end of it.

curse the cleaner!
curse the stupid front desk!
curse!!!
GRRRRRSSS!!!

T_T

i'm sooooooooo trying to let it go now.
i'm sooooooooo moody ah~
i need to shop!

updated: FALSE ALARM. well it's true that i 'lost' it. but the front desk JUST called, they found it!!!
WA HAHAHAHA... ok no curse no curse!!! BLESSINGS~ lots of blessings~
LOLsssssss.... sooooooooooo the harpie now...
WA HAHAHAHAHA!!! WEEEEEEEEHHHHHHZZZZZZZZ!!! ah~ i need to celebrate! i so should shop!!!

DESERTS!

2008-02-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

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mood: Reminiscing.

there are many things that i miss about HK.
walking around. hiking the escalator.
the cold weather.
the harbour.
the city.

but the MAIN thing i'll miss about HK,
~~no it's not even shopping~~
well OK and a little on shopping
it's their deserts!!!

but when everyone came to visit,
and i said desert.
they thought it would be something like,
'sweet talk' or 'KTZ' or 'Kim Gary' style.

those deserts are overrated.
and passe already in HK.

perhaps only a few shops still operate as tong sui shops.
honeymoon and one more in nathan road's area.

ANYWAY~

almost every day, before i left,
i had to stop by VANILLA.
to get their choc smudge cake.
it's SO bitter sweet that it's a SIN to eat it.
and i would say it's the cheapest cheap thrill desert on mid-levels.

the price starts from HKD26 onwards.

ANTIQUE, it's near the famous egg tart shop.
right opposite. forgotten the street's name.

they sell all sorta cakes and deserts.
one was called, tira-i-mis-u?
OMG i forgotten!

OMFG.
what is wrong with my memory skill!
going down the drain as age catches up.

most deserts in HK are slightly smaller than our palm.

mr ginger bead doing splits!

SHIFT. again i forgotten the street's name.
but if you BRING me there,
i CAN so SHOW you where it is.

the deserts in this shop is basically a designer's desert.
price can range from... apx HKD60 to HKD200.
pretty steep. but it does taste so YUMMIE ah~

they also have a courtyard area.
which is SO cool!
so rustic and yet so modern.
but i was TO shy to snap pictures.
LOLs.

if you thought SHIFT was mad with the pricing.
ZOE would probably make Bakerzin look cheap.

but of cuz not all their cake is priced at this level,
some do start from HKD38 onwards.
but to know that there's a HKD1500 cake,
that's just... crazy!
add another HKD300 and i can have my miu miu wallet.

tho another requirement from them is,
if you don't eat more than HKD50 per person,
you are not entitled to sit in that restaurant.
you'll have to settle with take away~
which is what we did. so poor ma.

however fancy their new lifestyle deserts maybe,
i still love my put chai ko.
cheap and YUMMIE.

MMMM~ sedaps!

ah. i need a holiday~
i am so missing JAPAN this whole month.

lost love is still love

2008-02-23T12:56:00.006+08:00

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mood: Confused.

year after years,
the ang pau gets smaller.
or less content.

i wouldn't say less value,
as it's the heart and thought that counts.
that's priceless.

i usually keep one un-open.
(a custom i learnt from someone to leave one un-open for next year, for like MORE ANG PAOs)
for the next year to come.
and open only then.
like it's a delayed present.
a tradition that i now do for fun.

i know this year dad gave one.
like he still does every year.
i saw him coming to the house,
when mom went out,
and everyone else was out.
i pretended not to know.
but i saw him, white hair and all.

later grandma was waving an ang pao in front of me.
and grandma used to hate dad, so very MUCH.
but i pretended not to see it.
i pretended it didn't exist.

today she forced me to take it.
saying it's a THICK ang pao.
she don't want to be holding it.
not wanting to keep something that is not hers.

and boy, it's THICK.
i didn't open it.
i want it to be the pandora box.

today it's his birthday.
i don't know if i should wish him.

today is also when dad's mom passed away.

i know daddy loves me a lot.
whatever i wanted he got it for me.
holidays, toys, money, clothes, freedom etc.
even at times he would punish me,
beat me, scold me, he would still get it for me.

some friends said i should forgive.
otherwise i'll regret it later in life.
but, i feel i already lost him.

acknowledging that he's still alive,
means one day, i'll have to accept a day of really loosing him.

cries~

i feel like a small boy today.
a boy who still needs his daddy.
who still craves for his attention.
who seeks his attention.

cries~

happy birthday daddy.

i mean, it's like, you know?

2008-02-21T03:15:00.010+08:00

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mood: Annoyed.

hell, i was dragged to muar the other day.
for some crappy thing. interior. rather, product related thing.
anyhow. within one day, i was influenced by a doink with,
I MEAN, IT's LIKE, YOU KNOW?

it's as annoying as our typical ACTUALLY, TECHNICALLY, word.
YIKS!
god forbid i speak to anyone soon.

these are the only words/phrase that will surface.

i mean, it's like... you know?
you know... it's like, i mean...
it's like, i mean... you KNOW?

oh i don't know!!!
and sometimes it's best that way.
i don't want to know!

and they want me back there soon.
><

way too much I(s), literally.

2008-02-15T03:23:00.007+08:00

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mood: DUH.

omg.
i just love PINKY.
LOL!

this is farking hilarious.

i give you the iphone.
iphone ON~

omg. i am so glad i didn't kill myself yesterday!

NO there's something wrong here.
SOMETHING EVIL!

omg Steve Jobs an iWITCH!
must be DESTROYED!

I WAS ABOUT TO OFFER YOU ETERNAL LIFE!
wait~ that was on the iphone?
LOLs!!!

too funny.
ops. like i just spoilt the whole fun.
go watch yourself. LOLS!!!

feel free to off the music yourself

added at 12.33pm
OH MY LORD!
LOLSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

Frida Kahlo

2008-02-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

mood: Happy.

wow. i just finished the most amazing film.

FRIDA.
the life of frida kahlo.

before this i have never noticed her works.
but suddenly. it hit me.
i've seen it in friends house la.
at some offices la.
and like everywhere!
of cuz not the original but prints

i feel shallow. ><
~~maybe i studied about her in redza piyadasa's class and forgotten.~~

anyhow her work are pretty similar with dali salvador.
since most of her work is surrealism.
and realism and symbolism

July 6, 1907 – July 13, 1954

i feel a hasbian.
again
after watching this movie.
WOOTS.
LOLs~

her words...

"I paint self-portraits because I am so often alone, because I am the person I know best."

"I paint my own reality. The only thing I know is that I paint because I need to, and I paint whatever passes through my head without any other consideration."

"I suffered two grave accidents in my life. One in which a streetcar knocked me down.....The other accident is Diego."

"Being the wife of Diego is the most marvelous thing in the world. I let him play matrimony with other women. Diego is not anybody's husband and never will be, but he is a great comrade."

"My painting carries with it the message of pain.....Painting completed my life.....I believe that work is the best thing."

"I never knew I was a surrealist till Andre Breton came to Mexico and told me I was."

"I leave you my portrait so that you will have my presence all the days and nights that I am away from you."

Recalling her hospitalization in 1950, Frida said, "I never lost my spirit. I always spent my time painting, because they kept me going with Demerol, and this animated me and it made me feel happy....I joked around, I wrote, they brought me movies....I cannot complain".

At her last exhibition in Mexico, Frida told reporters, "I am not sick. I am broken. But I am happy as long as I can paint".

"I drank to drown my pain, but the damned pain learned how to swim, and now I am overwhelmed by this decent and good behavior."

"Oh doctor if I can have this tequila, I promise not to drink in my funeral."

"I hope the exit is joyful and I hope never to return."

and i stumble to this witty one.
LOLs!!!

by thunder kelly

may Frida's work inspire the generations to come~

disclaimer: i hold no rights to any of the visuals posted here. god knows where i ripped them off the internet.
while some i did see a NO REPOST yada yada remark thus you don't see it here.
but for those that are shown. i didn't see any.
however, if you own the pictures *coughs* ~~which i doubt~~,
but seriously if you own them, it, do let me know and i'll remove them, it. peacefully. T_T. don't hate me. :P

oh mak tuhan ku.

2008-02-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

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mood: SHY~

EEE~~~
it's not fair!!!
why~
EEE~~~

fukittido~

this year i kena pulak!
farks!!!
i ain't that OLD!

~~ma. chi. bai.~~

when do we get to see your g.f.
PUKES!

then mom had to say,
if he didn't had such a bad temper,
sure got people court him wan.

~~MA. HAI.~~

i know i so polite.
thank you.
i try very hard!!!
:D

MANGO for H.E.

2008-02-08T02:25:00.000+08:00

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mood: EXCITED.

ANNOUNCEMENT
starting march.
there will be MNG Male under the lable H.E. (homini emerito)

*so now you peps have an edition store to go to, for my bday present selection~ LOLs*

and now to do some side bitching.
HA!
finally. must be rugi-ing la.
now with h&m, topshop, zara, forever 21.
finally they wanna do MENs ah~
gosh~ awal awal tak nak!
cis bedebah!
har-CHOOs.
i'm so sick.
T_T

tipsy dizzy har-choo day

2008-02-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

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mood: SICK.

A very disturbing mood,

Je suis MALADE!
sniff sniff.

i felt sick suddenly last night.
having a bad sore-throat.
and then felt feverish.
sneezing~
flu a-like dripping nose~
headache due to over dose of sleep~

the whole damn day i'm so moody.
hell i didn't even eat oranges etc!!!

good thing we don't celebrate CNY anymore.
otherwise i have to put on a super plastic face.

oh mak tuhanku Malaysia sangat PANAS~

A rather disturbing News,

read something on 'The Star' today.
apparently Malaysia is donating or rather donated USD1M to Beijing,
to help out the country's sudden weather crisis.

WOW.

i mean it's good to be charitable.
BUT~ oh come on...
a kucci rat~ helping a cat~?

being a diplomatic decision or not,
i really think that it is totally unnecessary.
since your country is in need of that money more.
help your family before others.

there are so many other ways to help out.
they could have donated food instead or something.
USD1M to a country that earns way more.
such nonsense.
cuz i seriously don't think they need it.
BLAH~

for all we know they'll end up shopping for winter clothes in lane crawford beijing

but who am i to stop people from being charitable,
if you feel rich and generous today~
feel rich to contact them on ways to donate your wealth away~

A very disturbing Sign.

it says: this food court is monitored by security system,
trespassers will be prosecuted!

Mid Valley.
you are not welcomed to enter the food court area.
for whatever the reasons,
even if they closed the section to clean.
it's a very UNFRIENDLY message to their patrons!!!
like oh flower bridge you assholes~

today is new year, no bads words are allowed,
so... say flower and bridge in canto and say it fast fast.

the time this picture was taken is, 1525 hours, 06.02.08.
it's not even like 2100 hours or something.
come on how do you expect people to walk from one end to the other?
oh flower bridge!!!

well i did learn something new,
according to 'The Star',
APPARENTLY the numbers 32776 spells DAPAT.

LOLs.

i'm so in a bitching and blogging mood today~
i so loves me~
LOLs!!!
i blame the heat, that causes hormone imbalance
LOLS!!!!!!!!!

Harpie Chainese Nep Yar!

2008-02-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

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mood: Cheerful.

those i do not have your email addy~
here's the card for ya~
;o)

Mmm...

2008-02-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

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mood: Calm.

speechless~

it's about that time again.

2008-02-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

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mood: Confused.

i think, i have to chop my hair again.
with all the previous hair styles,
i'm BORED already.

no idea what to do,
or where to go now.
*still pissed with the previous hair stylist*
*don't feel like going to miko with short hair*
HURMP~

maintain it short~
or
keep it long~
???
!!!

oh i can be so vain~

oh MANA KERIS AKU!

something funny

2008-01-28T07:17:00.000+08:00

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mood: Bliss.

gosh~
i woke up darn early.
5.30am
and then my stomach starts grumbling.
hungars~
like what else is new.

so decided to post something farnie,
to start the day~

i stumbled upon this while browsing the net.
now i really wonder if such names do exist.

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one) has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one) got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!

have a fun ~~day~~ week ahead~

Haute Couture to Hot Culture

2008-01-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

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mood: Ennui!

decided to take the flight from macau back instead,
~~so i can spend more on shopping~~
since i needed a little change of view... sick with the hk airport de.
~~later i kinna regret!~~

so even after i mailed like... 20kg i had to later mail another 10kg...
but yet i still have 40kg!
was SO worried that i'll problems for being overwight.

well it's not that i shop that much,
i did bring a lot of clothes there,
to avoid shopping.
but of cause that plan failed.
miserably.

thank god,
my KAWAII eyes still works wonder with females~
the additional weight was no PROBLEM...
15kg... HA~ i'm entitled 40kg.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

the other problem was... carrying 40kg to the port.
5 bags.
1 small fart.

HELL. that was HELL~
how can a little boy have so much trash!

fine fine~

i didn't even bother visiting the church's ruin.
done that when i was a kid. so whatever.
~~with limited MOP i better not even go out!~~
so with that... why the hell did i started the journey so damn early!
was basically stuck in the airport for 4 hours!
oh la la~

fine fine~
traveling is like that... sorta~
food in the aiport sucks.
the airport in macau sucks big time~
NEVER again... unless with a bunch of friends,
and unlimited MOP.

and WHHEzzzz...
the drama starts when i arrive~ *cough coughs* country.

the shopaholic... was...
was tax... TAX!
there's a TAX for merchandise if you spend...
more than RM400!
RM400!!!

regardless how long you spend aboard,
you can use this limit if you are away for more than 72 hours,
WOW...
WOW... RM400... gosh~ i can... buy so much NUTS~

LIKE... WHAT THE @#%@!$^&$@!!!%&(&^%$#@!@#$%^ is that!?
RM400???

HELLO... one cheap fugly shoe also cost RM400 la!

if it's like... RM4000 than that's fine... reasonable~
RM400?

regardless if it's a shoe, shirt, pants, condoms, nothing more than RM400.

you might as well say MALAYSIAN...
you are not allowed to SHOP aboard!
~~of cause that's what the whole idea is...~~

PANAS... HANGAT! SIAL~
khinzir~

that's what you get for being FRANK~
oh yea i shopped.
and voila i get slap with a farking TAX!

not like i'm selling the clothes back home here!!!
like hello it's MINE... all MINE. MINE and MINE!

oh purlease~ when i came back from japan,
i was with 10 bags and i didn't get nuts TAX!

GERAMS aku!
mana keris aku!!!

sial~ bedebah~
cis cis cis!!!

i am such a mangsa~ T_T

negaraku benci padaku,
negaraku cemburu dengan ku,
negaraku oh negaraku,

cis cis bedebah~

negaraku, AKU tak akan berjasa padamu~
aku SUMPAH! bedebah sial~

i SO will not... enjoy SHOPPING here! neber neber NEBER!!!

the economy of other countries... shall THANK ME!

798 Art District, Hotel, Hong Kong.

2008-01-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

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mood: Happy.

2nd January 2008 (Tuesday)

last night at the hotel.

oh ritz calrton, it's because of you, i'm spoilt. thank god. i have my silk comfy-tor now...

regretted for not snapping the new year's display from the room's view.
i didn't know they would remove it the very next day~
too efficient.
unlike *cough cough* country.

for the last day,
we didn't want to go out initially,
but already made the appointment with xiaolu.
so we just woke up very late.

had the late breakfast,
dashed to the art district 798.

pretty far away from the hotel.
but it was worth the visit.

we only then regretted not going out earlier.
the art movement here in china has changed a lot.

buildings of cause has a major revamp,
not just because of the olympics,
but i guess chinese finally figured that there's not much point to live in the past.

and this is also one of the conflict that the people have.
changed are good,
but this is probably too fast for them to adapt.

heritage is not entirely lost, of cause.
~~since they still spilt everywhere, anywhere~~
just most structures have had a major revamp.
residential side is still... pretty much rustic.

anyhow, 798 was previously an industrial area.
later turned into a soho art district.
it reminds me a lot of berlin.

For more about 798 Art District, visit Wikipedia.

our last pic and my last meal in beijing ~~so salah...~~

it's pretty amazing that i managed to visit beijing at the year end,
and to celebrate new year's there with friends i made along the way.
i figured that after coming down to hk,
that is my last "holiday" for the year,
but i ended up going else where.

overall beijing has been superb.
even with the brutal cold. ~~i so miss it!!!~~
i am so prepared for another negative weather~ just 3 tops. 2 bottoms.

one thing i love about this city is the structure.
how it is divided into 6 different rings,
just like Pareehsss~
can't wait to visit the city of love!

once again,
i did a 'budget trip',
which i ended up spending more than what i budgeted for.
a total of... RMXk. damn!
but nonetheless it was a good experience!

was also kinna funny at the end of this trip back home was to hong kong first.

on the way to the airport

A big HUGE THANK YOU,
to Chee and Xiaolu for the experiencesss!!!

started writting this : 13/01/08

coming back

2008-01-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

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mood: Ogay.

will be home this weekend.

wouldn't know if i'll be going off soon again.

everything depends on the mood.
i go with the flow~

couldn't finish the entire series,
since they only uploaded till episode 6,
but i already have my favorite songs from the series...

so much to do.
plenty of overly due post...
~~like all my shopping frenzy~~
but like i always say... i'm LAZY~
OH... i don't have a shopping issue BTW!
it's just that i like owning nice things,
i mean a LAZY ass like ME?
LIKE SHOPPING? oh come on it's such a hard cardio workout!!!
so happens i like nice new stuffs and they are out there...
waiting to be... MINE. see. that just makessss so much SENSE now.
;o)

to hell with savings...

2008-01-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

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mood: EXCITED!

i just... well...

i have issues.
and it's not just bipolar.
well...

maybe it's from bipolar.
i am entitled to blame something.

i know i'm suppose to be saving for a house this year onwards...
but...
i sorta... saw this...
a few days back...
and i can't stop thinking about it...

i so ~~want~~ need it... i mean... i can... like camwhore better with it?

edited:

i came back from a yum char session with irina & jaana. models i've been working with here.
anyhow we just wanted to catch up etc la~

J: you'll still be here for some time right?
D: no actually leaving this saturday.
I: ya this bastard is going back to malaysia. and i was telling him that he so don't belong there.
*the conversation goes a bit saying how much i will die in malaysia*
D: yea~ i'll miss one major thing here, the shopping. before i came, i packed maximum so i can't buy anything back.
J: *Giggles*
D: And today i just shipped back 20kg. and yet i still have 20kg.
J: OMG.
I: oh ya. shopping here is mad.
J: GOSH especially now. you know about the warehouses?
D: i so know about them. but i can't do anymore shopping.
I: REALLY?~
D: oh but i do have to go check out this miu miu bag for a friend.
J: oh we should so go to miu miu's warehouse, there's also the hermes, dior and other brands there...
I: and now is the best time to go with all the more latest items in stall...
D: i so... did not... hear that...
J: ... yup you so didn't. want the address?

OMFG! i only knew about paul smith, moschino and some other shops warehouse... but HERMES? DIOR? MIU MIU!? OMFG!
i so hearts HK...
i so can't shop. ><
~~after the sony... and the shorts... and some shoes... definitely~~
... i am also so happy i am not a girl. otherwise...

less than two months left

2008-01-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

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mood: Gloomy.

pasting stuffs makes wonder. i don't have to blog. go figure.

What Daniel Henry Chin Kwok-Fei Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

a good day

2008-01-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

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mood: cheerful~

the day started off rocky.

one thing i noticed is that,
when a friend is around you,
silly thought tend to drift away more.

sharon from kl came down,
for a visit.

so far there's been like 3 group of friends dropping by,
since i'm here.
*smiles*

i feel like a tour guide.
HAHA.

anyhow, it feels better with them around.

like yesterday i went shopping alone,
spend like HKD Xk,
and it felt... BORING.
can you imagine that?

but today with sharon... it felt better.
~~my new roberto cavalli undie... lalalalala~~

and watching nonsense online helps a little more

saw this sometime back from annie's computer,
when we were bored shooting kfc's ad.
gosh i do miss work a little...

noisy pollution pause button on the center lower part of the cassette

and to top the mood up, you messaged me online!
what a bouncy happy day~

UPDATED
OMG this is SUPER funny!!!
I so WANT this more than elmo now.
LOLs!!!

the perfect date

2008-01-16T13:47:00.000+08:00

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a circle completes all dots.

like all stories and connections,
that passes thru our lives,
they mean something,
when someone comes into your life,
there's a reason for it.

like blogging too,
it's meant to leave something behind,
a memoir, a story, a past.
it is after all an online journal.

when life comes, or any matter to that,
there are good times and bad times,
but all things comes to an end.

and i feel that, if given a choice,
i want my tombstone to end in a circle.

11.03.83 - 11.03.08

it looks damn GOOD!
next round would probably be,

11.03.83 - 11.03.10

so i give myself a countdown,
55 days to go,
and i decide,
what the tombstone shall be like.

i want to be good.
do good.
i want to patch things up.

i say a rosary a day,
hoping that you'll be blessed with love and joy.
i hope you'll be happy always.
i want to see you smile, laugh.
never again i wanna see you sad, with teary eyes.

i still seek for your forgiveness.

i'll make it up to you ben.
i promise.

cause i love you.

but this bipolar depression isn't doing much good.
i don't want to ruin things again.
then there's only one solution to solve it.

coffee prince

2008-01-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

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*a little side track from Beijing's final post*
in your dull sad moment,
your friends comes to the rescue.
with dumb acts you pull onto yourself...

christine: there's this new korean series.

me: yea, what about?

christine: about this rich young lad who's been overly enjoying his life and his grandma got sick with it. made him move back to korea and start a low poor life otherwise off the will.

me:... BORING... same old same old.

christine: he opened a cafe, generally everyone who works there are guys. this girl pretended to be a guy to work there.

me: ok...

christine: and he eventually felt for her. but she's a he right, so the guy thought he was going gay.

me: *sparks up* OH~ what's the name of this series!? *opens crunchy roll, limewire*

christine: coffee *mummbles*

me: ok. coffee prints... ... .... NOTHING! CHRISTINE!!!!! REMEMBER IT NOW!!!

chee: HAHAHAHAHA~ bodoh. kopi putera!

me: print is not putera! it's cetak!

chee:... PUTERA - PRINCE! bukan print!!!

me: OHs~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

the things we do to laugh. hilarious. every moment. the jokes are on ourselves.

Great Wall, Cloisonné, Olympic Stadiums, Worms!

2008-01-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

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1st January 2008 (Tuesday)

my body is starting to generate heat to protect me.
*i eventually had a fever without knowing*

after breakfast, a quick one, we met Helen.
she was our tour guide for the day.

we took the private tour mainly cus it was suggested by Bob,
the hotel concierge, that it's safer. fine by us.

we divas, need to travel in style.
but since it's a luxurious hotel,
i pai seh to snap the picture of the limo.

i slept during the 1 hour ride to the great wall.
the part we went was the 'MUTIANYU wall',
was said to be better as it's built on hills,
so much steeper,
and has more original wall compared to the 'BADALING wall'.
but that package was cheaper.

it was freezing~
i have no idea how i survived!
but i doubt i want to do this in the summers,
damn hot~

in the modern days, cable cars existed.
the olden days, you have to hike up before even doing the "walk".
that is, pure madness!

one side is china one side is mongolia.
just amazing. i went two countries in one journey!
LOLs

the view, the scenery, the everything was just amazing.
i always wanted to see the great wall, and there i was.
breathtaking!

being built during apx 220BC, using only man labour, and literally humans,
this is one structure that no humans in the modern world can create,
without the help of technology.

closest i'll get to snow... for now...

so after some hours of walking,
~~just so i can camwhore~~
we decided it was enough.
as a man there said,
*a permanent resident there*
you can take 1000 pictures here today but it's all WALLs.
which was kind of true, only different perspectives and angles,
but the view is about the same,
with WALLS as your backdrop.

i know, i camwhored a LOT~

boy oh boy~
the we came up with the cable car,
we went down, with the Tobago?
sudah lupas,
but COOLS!!!
like those sunway lagoon water ride from the hill down.
all the way from great wall down to earth... HAHAHAHA!

FUNs!!!
Helen gets to ride all these for free! damnit! so FUN~
*helen & chee was ~~walking~~ hiking on great wall with heels!*

we went for a quick Cloisonné history tour.
~~shopped a bit~~
didn't know that those pots were enamel & copper wire,
always thought they were ceramics.
then lunch. didn't turn out as yummie as we hoped for.

then drove back to town,
helen was kind enough to take us to the olympic village for a quick detour,
considering this was suppose to be a half day tour.

was so amazing lo to see how they build the stadium.

later we went to the silk ~~factory~~ shop,
at first we were thinking...
OH they are going to show us KAINs...
GOOD!
we shouldn't have anything to buy.

turns out... they showed us comforters...
made of silk. soft nice comfty silks.
the process and the cocoons, showing us the worms, etc.
made it worth while... so worth it... so true...
so luxurious...

cloisonné factory & silk shop

i ended up owning a RMB1980 G3 silk comforter...
PENGZ.

then we went to the tea house.
to see a pissing tea boy.
but they don't do english or malay or canto.
that hour was for russian. yea sure.

went to another one which was way simpler.
~~we ended up with more bags~~

that wraps up the entire so called half day tour.
helen then asked the driver to send us to Green Tea House,

where i had the most expensive dinner in beijing,
RMB1200 per person without wine or taxes yet.

and SIAL, they don't allow photography.
but die die also we wanted to take,
afterall we sorta flew all the way here just for this restaurant.
~~and to later find out they have a new outlet in hong kong~~

so the professional camwhore started doing spy shots.

after dinner chee went back, for her spa, and i headed down to 'The Place Mall' again,
since i so tak puas didn't manage to camwhore with the big lighted tv screen!

was ok la. not that hooo haaa afterall. but BIG nonetheless.

on the way back was so tired, but manage to do a quick snap of this light up drums tower.

... i thinks... haha. forgotten the building's name de. LOLs.

and i ended the night with a swim at the heated pool. splash~

~~*and eventually found out i'm not suppose to snap the pools picture... OPS*~~

Big Screen, Lan Club & Wild Life.

2008-01-12T02:16:00.000+08:00

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one of the reason why i shut the blog was,
i had too many pictures,
i don't know how to compose,
i ~~was~~ am lazy to update,
i SUPER lazy to do anything.

but it back fired
there was a sudden interest about ME. suddenly.

and i thought it was a trend to close blogs recently!
damnit!

anyhow,

31th Dec 2007 (Monday)

after a relaxing breakfast,
we made bookings from the hotel for private tour tomorrow,
to the great wall of china.

we then headed down to The Place Mall,
the moment we decided to come beijing,
i wanted to visit some places,
and this shopping mall is one of them.

not to buy stuff but to see the HUGE ass tv screen,
TAPI...
the screen will only BUKA at night, after 6. CELAKA!

so only manage to see this unknown celeb doing rehearsal for the countdown party.

we then went to LAN Club for an early lunch instead,
it takes up the entire 4th floor of the LG Towers,
designed by Philippe Starck.
adrienz... i think you would love this place

there's so many different settings,
mainly fine mis-matched taste.
they offer private party. (sure mahai gila)

even the tandas is damn glamour!
there's a chair to sit, incase you got tired of peeing.

the bill was without a doubt, hefty. RMB280 for a simple meal.
the waitress at first thought we were big spenders... mana tau big camwhorers

we also saw frozen trees outside LG Towers.

so we loiter around silk street road,
lots of cheap fake stuffs here,
too crowded.
way crowded.

one of chee's main agenda was to visit the Green Tea House
so decided to call xiaolu. a beijing friend of mine. to meet up for a tea there.

but was CLOSED.
fuck.
they only open on certain hours.
lunch and dinner.

went to the next door for tea. catch up.
xiaolu then invited us to a private new years eve dinner party.

we took a cab,
went to the 4th ring district to meet up with her bf.
*there's about 6 rings in beijing, forbidden city, the offices, the houses, the i lupa...*
~~he drives a fancy range rover!~~
then together with the other cars, we continued.

20 minutes later. we arrived a really cool,
not to mention COLD estate.
it was a private horse range.
and the party was organized by some 798 artists.
*a famous soho district for artists*

it was so rustic. the feeling was like, simply unreal.
did i mention COLD

roasted lamb was in the making at a small room.
then later brought into the main hall.
*you have to heat the food as they get cold easily*
we had so much countryside home cooked food.
DELICIOUS!
i eventually just STOOD there to eat.

felt thirsty, hunt for drink,
i mistook this green looking pallet as water.

xiaolu: daniel, you are very brave!
me:... erm... sorry does it belong to some gangster???
xiaolu: haha. no, but that's chinese alcohol! very strong!
me: oh just like SOJU! in a normal packaging!!! COOLs!
strange uncle: KAMPAI!
me: YA! KAMPAI... *coughs, chokes*

the taste was indeed STRONG.
*hicups*

a large bond fire was in the middle of the estate.
where we gathered and fireworks was constantly fired.
we then went to see the horses.

damn COLD. but COOL.

after the dinner party which ended around 2200,
we went to madam suzie wong's club.
rather fancy but we had to pay, and to stand somemore.

so i didn't want and we went to china doll club instead.
the crowd was... dead.

but that's ok.
we wanted to chill and drink,
and chat,
and cuci mata.
*and i got the first drink for free*

right after the countdown,
*HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!*
we went out, wanted to go home de,
xiaolu then changed her mind brought us for tim sum.
YAYS!

and i saw satay on the roadside. LOLs.

didn't bother taking tim sum,
cuz the cabbie over shot the street,
complicated to do a u-turn.
so actually no tim sum to snap.
we went to another shop for supper.

on our way home,
another cabbie made me sing chinese song to entertain him.
i had to SING.
he was like so... GANAS.
that time was 0300,
and private tour starts at 0900,
so little daniel sang him stephanie sun,
then he was soooo funny.
HAHA!

it was such an amazing day, to end the year and to start a new year!

Forbidden Palace & Tiananmen Square

2008-01-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

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30th Dec 2007 (Sunday)
we started the journey really early.
flight was at 0800. we arrived beijing officially by 1130.
didn't sleep much the previous night.
had some shooting arrangement to do with Leo Lam and Karen Chu.

there was strong turbulence in the air.
pilot maneuver around beijing.
free sky tour. LOL.

the landing was kind of rocky.
we had to do the old fashion coming out of the aircraft.
the temperature was freezing.
it was negative 4.

they are building new terminals to accommodate the olympic

the moment we arrived the hotel.
i noticed my dkny glove is missing.
le sighs!
must have dropped it when we hailed for a cab.

cabs here are pretty decent.
you just need to know mando.
otherwise, you are as good as LOST.

got the leather gloves out.
sigh.

and we immediately went down to forbidden palace.

the palace is just amazing.
can't imagine how life would have been like,
living in the palace during that period.
it's just spectacular.

so damn HUGE.

was freezing cold.
but OK.
my nose lost touch for the moment.
but it was just SHIOKS!

we also visited tiananmen square. which was rather,
unexciting. haha.
people were queuing up in a long line,
just to see the country's flag removed from the pole.
how patriotic.
it happens every evening

the only excitement was the 'imperial guards'.
they melt my nose back to normal.

shadow

2008-01-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

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it feels unimportant,
but it's delight.

sometimes it's light,
sometimes it's dark.

growing big,
shrinking small.

it appears day and night.

where there's light there's darkness.

where there's mass there's a shadow.

sometimes life can be so...
confusing,
frustrating,
annoying.

but it's about contentment.

i keep reminding myself that.

it's not what we have
it's not what we wear
it's not how luxurious our life is

but it's how we live it

sometimes,

sometimes...

i wonder
if i can live a normal simple life

then i wonder
how would it be like

then it freaks me out
cause, i am way complicated
for a simple life

i don't ask for much
but still, i'm not that simple

i don't need a
dries van noten's shirt

i don't need a
helmut lang's jacket

i don't need a
hermes shoes
or a prada

but yet i'm not that simple
but neither am i that complicated

so lazy to go back to reality
lazy to struggle
lazy to fight
lazy to conquer
lazy to live

oh this depression is starting to turn into a bipolar issue

with one blink

2007-12-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

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time flies with just a blink.

this year,
time passed by so fast.
too fast.

perhaps as you age,
or grow,
time becomes irrelevant.

even if each second seems precious.
different.
you just can't count it anymore.

it just passes you by,
and you can't stop it.

unlike when you were young,
the days feels like,
forever.

but no doubt it was an enjoyable ride.

tho it feels like i was 17 only yesterday,
even tho i am no longer a teen.
i still act like one,
behave like one,
look like one.

hell i might just be one!

with moments like these
the year end,
we often just reflect the pass.

and wonder what awaits us in the near future,
only god would know,
what he has installed for me,
it's a mystery to reveal.

next year.
that's just days away.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

(this was originally a LONG post, but i have no time to write... leaving to motherland soon. cheers!!!)

Holiday's HOLYday

2007-12-28T10:45:00.000+08:00

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HOLY COW.

i had several objectives before i decided to come here.

one was to spend/see how the holidays are celebrated.

now...THANK GOD i'm going to Beijing to celebrate New Years!!!

what?
why?

it's just C-R-O-W-D-E-D.
yes i did expected it to be pack...
but not... PACKED PACKED!!!

imagine whole of malaysia in klcc.

the crowd started buliding up by 5.00pm.
then stage crews started blocking the entire canton road.

people were redirect to other part of the streets.
pretty systematic.
good and nice but probably a weird way to walk.

you will then get to see various street entertainment in different parts.

my only entertainment was watching the amount of black human ants,
just look at them... so MANYAKS!
if someone were to do something BAD... gosh...

so thank god i'm leaving to beijing this sunday.
just so i can celebrate new year in CHINA~
i feel so... erm... engaged with my inner roots.
HAHAHA.

and since it's going to be a freezing minus 10...
yes that's a -10℃.

i HAD to SHOP!
since i have no such clothings here,
for such a brutal weather.

i knows... it's like i'm on a holiday.
but this holiday is like so stressful,
so i need another holiday!

so i get like a holiday holiday.
WA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

but i am not done. yet.
the sales here is driving me home early.
literally.

it's not all about the present!

2007-12-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

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whhezz.
it's 1am in the morning,
and it's raining.
i've not seen, felt rain for weeks!

i am half wondering if i'll get to see snow fall down next week.
not in hk,
but in beijing.

wishing you a merry christmas!!!
happy birthday to you jesus!

Camwhore Land

2007-12-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

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Disney Land...
a place i would call... camwhore land
HAHA!

seriously there's nothing much to do but camwhore!

like would you a 20 yo ~~plus~~ guy wanna play any kiddy games?

such as?

erm... dumbo the elephant ride?
erm... wicked tea cups?
erm... god knows what else...
~~maybe~~

thus there's nothing more to do but camwhore...
so ALL the cast... or rather the important CASTs
has a HUGE long QUE to snap a quickie photo with them!

and i mean LONG!!!
so long it could probably take 35 mins for your turn to snap a picture with Mickey!

and another 35 mins for a picture with Minnie. and so on.

so... I didn't bother much...
only wanted Mickey.
not that i like him
~~or orlando bloom~~
i just... wanted it.
hahaha.

and this kinda queuing up happens from 9.30AM,
since the moment we arrived.
obviously everyone else did the same le

so snap snap snap snap... the whole damn day.

ok. so there was some games that we did play.

not too bad... i just stood one side.

BUT i really enjoyed the 3-D cinema... was SOOOOOOO funs!
they sang/played all the famous disney songs
and donald was like going into each of the different worlds.
oh so GOOD! LOL!

and then simba reminded me of somebody... haha.

then disneyland turned into a 'mardi gras' parade...

the ~~day~~ night ended with a spectacular display of cheap pyrotechnics.
but spectacular.
just cheap looking.
as in BOSAN sorta cheap.
like what can you except since they do this other everynights.
nonetheless better than malaysia's very pathetic and even BOSAN pyrotechnics.

ah~ end of the day it was just good.
regardless how much we spent.
the moments camwhoring is just priceless. LOLs.

i am fed up with this hair de.

the other day when i was in the toilet,
this old man came in and said OPS.
i was HUH?

then he came back again...
i think he thought he went into the wrong loo.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

so miss my old super short hair...

BUT... it's LEGO.

2007-12-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

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so today at the peak was interesting!

we camwhore with 3 cameras and all went FLAT dead!

i know i've been working with loads of local celebrities,
~~moi is technically one too~~
and bumping into so many HK celebrities,
whom i refuse to snap pictures with.
not that i don't like them
~~should have taken with miriam!!!~~
or anything,
but just to be more DIVA then they are.
~~and of cuz i snap and pose like mad in madame tussauds~~

BUT!
when i saw HIM...
i was like... OMG.
i was just speechless...

SPEECHLESS!

i wasn't sure if it was him.
he was covered up and like hiding.
but was standing in front of ME!

i was just... OMG... OMG... OMG!!!
really?
OMFG!
IZZIT!???
listening to his voice...
YES!!!
It's...
LEGO! LOTR!
... apa nama?
... mmm... SHY~
when i finally remember his name, Orlando Bloom.
i realised didn't even need it, to snap a pic with him.

Hi, can I HAVE a picture with you please?
YOU BETTER SAY YES, AND THAT YOU ARE ORLANDO BLOOM!!!
LOLs!!!

~~if i asked earlier the background would have been the whole of hk instead of this fugly construction looking background!!! grrrrssss!!!!~~

guilty as charged

all the celebs i snap today was made of WAX but he ain't OK!

he's FLESH!!!

so shy lo. friends were like...
SO?
you haven't seen one before meh?

AI~

ah~ well, BUT i am the ONLY one with a picture with him on the peak. hehe.

saw a cute little souvenir, a frog, pig, cow, that can put picture and MOVEs. but i didn't buy. LOLs!

life thru loads of lenses!

2007-12-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

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hehe.
i just love taking pictures with this cute toy.

seeing the world thru a kaleidoscope is just FUN!

wouldn't be able to blog or read so frequent de.
not that i'll be busy.

i'll just be deprived of the internet!!!
let sighs!

oh wells. at least nick and danny is around this week to camwhore with me!
YAYs!
i'm going disneyland this coming wednesday!
and to the peak tomorrow!
like finally!!! (i kinna forgotten to go the last time...)
YAYs!!!

i've walked so much today!
like so MUCH!
it's crazy!!!

TA~

brighter moments

2007-12-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

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it's been a good long week,
tiring but rewarding!

can't wait till the spring issue comes out!

Bus Number 11 and The Four Wheels.

2007-12-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

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My legs are like...
TWIGS now.
yups.
TWIGS.

i miss my junk car.
a little...

i have been walking so much,
so much you cannot imagine!

well TRY,
KLCC to Pavilion.
Pavilion to Times Square.
Times Square to China Town.
China Town to KL Sentral.
KL Sentral to Bangsar.
AND... then BACK to KLCC!

that's like what i've been doing,
everyday!!!

Mid-Levels to IFC.
IFC to The Landmark.
The Landmark to Admiralty.
Admiralty to Wan Chai.
Wan Chai all the way back to Mid-Levels.

Horror.
(but i enjoy it)

and,
riding bus number 11, takes up so much fuel,
so i eat and eat and eat.
over here they serve like,
BIG huge BOWL!!!
like three times of what they serve back home!
i probably will DIE of hungar once i get back home.
otherwise order double.

HEHE.
we'll see if i gain weight.
(so i started this post at 00.49 and ended it like 3.03, due to chit chats with chee, we are SOOOOOO going to write a fashion movie script!!!)

getting about and around

2007-12-03T02:39:00.000+08:00

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i'm getting more acquainted with the temperature.
tho this month i don't think i'll be working much.
more like going for presentations, and events etc.
ah my life...

i once wanted to fly back here for this desert.

thank god there's no sales... yet...
otherwise i'll be dead broke.
so will take up some drawing refresh course.
and will try to write up a fetiche movie script.
haha. HAHA. HAHAHA!!!

long long ago... i cruised with star Gemini...

went to the gym on saturday.
this is one thing what i like about FF
i have gym access to any FF around the globe.
and oh boy was i culture shocked at the shower.
they don't have a changing room.
well not that i will use it...
and then
their shower was like...
open door concept.
not that i'm shy.
but...
exposed...
WOOW!!!
HAHAHA.
see you can take the boy out of the city
but the kampung stays with him...
LOLS
too bad i am NOT ALLOWED...
or
rather shy to camwhore inside the shower room...
pretty interesting shapes are inside...
but the toilet is like eww la!
kinda old and dirty looking.
(ok so fine i know they are society that does this i've been into it, exposed to it. but now... i'm living in one!?... that's like WOW...)

YUMMsss... steamed potato...

talking about toilet...
i have to start learning how to clean toilet.
sharing an apartment with friends,
means responsibilities...
and gosh
i have never in my life time...
ok perhaps just twice,
clean the toilet...
YIKS!
so now i pee like a lady. i sit.
HAHA. to avoide SPLASHES.
~~well waking up with a stiff stick isn't going to help with the aiming~~

it reminds me of Japan, Kunitachi.

i'm dead hungar now. it's 2.35 am.
i'm going to read my new shopaholic & baby book now.

bibik this is how you'll look like when you grow old... LOL!

driftting apart

2007-12-02T11:25:00.000+08:00

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time goes by quickly,
it takes only few moments,
and loads can change.

while walking around today,
listening to Katie Melua,
i felt so at home.

h&m and ck's ad

this lift is just so HIGH TECH. you can only press the numbers outside, as there's no numbers to be pressed inside the lift.

strolling around town,
like a stranger,
like a permanent resident,
like a spectator,
like a passerby,

hotness is not an issue.

this xmas tree is constructed with just strings hanging from the top.

like i've always been here.
and no where else.
and then part of me felt like
i actually miss HOME.

OPSSIE the real PARADISE

2007-11-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

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i sorta forgotten all about sekeping serendah.
HAHA.
seeing that everyone else has already blogged about it.

i kinda forgotten about it.
i felt i already did it.
OPSSIE.

i learnt about Sekeping Serendah thru Pinky,
she went there erm... this year?
for her birthday and i was not invited.
OUCH.

so i secretly wanted to revenge.
Ya...
Froggie, William, Magus, That Not Very Little Chester, Bibik Nyonya.... don't you feel used now?
WAHAHAHA.

i wanted vengeance so bad that even the food and the display HAD to be top notch!
thus i made everyone SPULRGE on pointless
and ended up not being used paper cups etc.
OPS!
(can use for next trip!!!)

unfortch time wasn't on my side,
nurul was sick i had to step in last minute to help out K.A.M.I.
during the time when i was suppose to shop for those stuffs,
i had to shop for clothes.

Thank God for William's wife, SK,
she did ALL the hard work (THANKS SK!)
literally putting her fingers into our food,
marinating them to a perfect flavour for us to BBQ.
(we later added more flavour to it as DIVAS needed more MGS)

Sekeping Serendah is placed at an isolated area in Selangor called Serendah~la!
near a little town called Rawang.
YES, SERENDAH is actually a name of a town.
Hence the name of the paradise.
DUHs~

i didn't really snap much pictures of the surrounding. but we did camwhore a lot.

for more juicy gossips,
read the other diva's blog la.
Froggie, William, Magus, That Not Very Little Chester, Bibik Nyonya.
i is lazy to write.

it was a good time.
easy quick weekend get away from kl.

maybe next time we should do it a little longer.
one night was too short.
but good for a test drive.
at least now we are better prepared for it.

i miss that iced cold skinny deeping pool. oh boy.

just a word of advise,
bring your own comfort to Serendah,
whatever it may be.
just BRING it there.
(macam buat ad je for Serendah, so rugi.)

even if it was a short trip, savour it,
with your friends,
because that's what made it so good.

thanks guys for that good fun time!
;o)

Paradise Not on Sale

2007-11-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

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tragic. i almost missed my flight.
there was an unpredictable accident along kesas highway,
i took over the wheels from mom instead.

the ride to hong kong was pretty stale.
passenger next to me was so KIASU.
everything needed to be double,
2 cups of apple juice, 2 peanut packs, 2 everything,
and oh boy she was demanding for ATTENTION,
such a dull 30 something year old Chanel customer wannabe.
(in her dreams)

arrived just nicely to hong kong.
talked trash,
wifi don't like Paris.
i am deprived of the internet.
ate a bowl full of ginkgo and barley tong sui
and slept.
dead COLD. winter just arrived.
i am deprived of a warm blanky.

woke up damn late,
morning was freezing.
it's going to take me at least a week to get used to this weather.

did some work.
so worried about the press rack!!!

anyways then we went out food hunting,
(had wantan mee)

then to some designers warehouse.
thank god everything was either L or XL!
YAYs!
i am so not allowed to shop.
even with the amount of clothes brought here,
i still have at least,
1 year worth of clothes to wear back home.

and good news is,
there's no sales at least until mid december.
so i am SO NOT ALLOWED to shop.
or do therapy.

oh hong kong hong kong.

intoxicated

2007-11-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

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plane flies off at 1755 hours tomorrow
i've a messed up room
unpacked luggages
(from Serendah and to HK)

tonnes of unfinished draft.

unsent assignments.

messed up portfolios.

and

while everyone is doing touch ups
plus re-making/re-vamping the story of "Serendah"

i'm here sitting in my room
SULKING

over one tiny fact...

SHE DID IT AGAIN!!!

my mother has ordered some doinks to repaint the house!
the entire house!!!

even my room was not spared from it...

i can't pack like this... fine nevermind can always BUY right...

but the fume and the mess they made... it's unacceptable!!!

BANGAU betuls!

she just has to go this NOW wan lo. when i'm super busy!!!
like she can't get them in after tomorrow!!!
purposely i swear!!!
i can see her smirk when i was begging "TAK MAU!!!"

on top of all this crap. i'm just so excited to be back in HK tomorrow!!!

going out now to send Paris for a reformatting. ;o)

Serendah Post coming up next in HK.

Serious Dancers & Funny Hair Cut

2007-11-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

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i went back again to check check on the dancing routine...
and OMG...
it's true they do dance everyday!!!
LOL!!!
for 15 minutes!!!
LOLs!!!

i swear they seem soooo HAPPY doing it... truly CRAZY...
LOLs

and now i have a new hair style...
for bigger picture, click it lo...

like omg... i called it the bruce lee he-man look by Miko at Esprit Salon in Pavilion.
laugh la... it's ok geh... LOLs... i find it very funny also... LOLs.

2 more days to go and i'll go for a "camping" trip.
then 4 more days to go and i'll fly away again..

semangatNYA!!!

2007-11-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

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sorry the video is terbaliks... :(
stupid phone! STUPID!!!
but... it's worth the torture (only a while la!)

was at mid valley the other day, too early.
then some super LOUD ah-lian ~ ah-beng music was being played.
then...
don't know if i was blessed or tortured to see this...

the poor boy must be sooooo confused... HUH? HUH!!!?

LOLs

i just started laughing...
yea i knows so bad... but... it's... FUNNY!!!

i feel so menderita to work there...
i know i know it's suppose to be GOOD.
for your health la.
motivation la.
etc etc etc...
BUT... come on!
DANCING???
at 9.45 am till 10.00 am?
that's right!
15 mins dancing cardio workout before work!
... eeew... sweaty...
disgusting. wardrobe disaster... B.O.
EWWW!!!

thank god there's always perfume promotion infront of that shop...

My Precious

2007-11-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

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i learnt to do silversmiths work while i was in Bali.
truth was... i am happier doing this than surfing.

and i made a ring for my pinkie.
since it's so damn HARD to find the perfect size.
was so much fun. and took only 3 hours to do.

there was a erm, holland nationality are called???
anyways another lady from holland learning how to make silver as well, Joanne.
or was it Karen... mmm...

i am lazy to explain the process.
i don't even think i can remember it anyways.
LOLs.

for bigger picture, click it lo...

while the other ring, is made for me from a silversmiths friend.
i told him to make a key inspired ring.

it's just priceless...

KISS the Bali, Tattoo.

2007-11-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

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i decided to TRY to do a KISS post for Bali.
(keep it simply short)

was sick before i arrive. gastric.
didn't bring the right power adaptor.
learnt surfing. from learn to surf in hard rock hotel.
don't fancy surfing that much. 1 lesson was enough. USD39 per lesson.

don't like kuta all that much. commercialized. overrated.
same old same old, but getting very expensive.
normal tshirts are selling at Rp800.000, some up to Rp280.000.
forgotten how annoying/aggressive the taxi drivers can be...

love the massage, only Rp225.000 at jari menari.
spa hati was ok.
but not as good when kumang massaged me last year.
totall hearts ubud.
new room wasn't ready.

don't like old room.
went to kajane.

but even with MONEY... (USD135 per night min)
i was deprevied. kajane was FULLY booked.
everything else same old same old.
shop or be bored.
forgotten how annoying the local business people can be...

but overall it was simply relaxing
with 3 books to read
with endless time to spare

what did i learn... never ever try to budget a holiday.
i wanted to use only RM1200, excluding the RM295 airfare.
but i ended up spending so much on food, massage, hotel, taxi.
... and books.

€100 gone. USD250 gone. RM1200 gone. etc. for a mindless relaxing week. not too bad.

Tattoo Lyrics

Hung Hung in BALI

2007-11-11T11:08:00.000+08:00

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it's a lot easier to do hung hung's post than mine...
so... presenting
Hung Hung's Bali Mali trip!!!

ahh... what a short and easy post... WA KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!

ops... forgotten his king kong picture... KEKEKE...

10 Commandments

2007-11-09T10:21:00.000+08:00

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i'm backs. and i've only 20 more days here in KL before i fly fly agains. LOLs.
(actually it's getting really tiring and boring... i wonder how avid travellers do it...)

before i go into the bali bali post i better get this off moi...
otherwise i'll never... do it...

there are some resolutions that were made earlier this year.
but instead of resolution,
i figured it was best to do a list of things i still need working on...
like 10 commandments...
so it's my current rule to my life.

(it's probably the same but commandments sounds more firm, resolution sounds like i can break them...)
LOLs

let it be written as it's said.

thou shall not be lazy. be productive!

thou shall not think silly thoughts.

thou shall not think too much nonsenses. worthless thoughts.

thou shall save more money and splurge less money.

thou shall learn to be alone. live a lonely life.

thou shall concentrate on loving your job. focus. FOCUS!!!

thou shall learn the virtue of life from others and by doing so thou should also make do of what has been learnt.

thou shall live a healthy life, this means sleeping right, waking up early, going to the gym at lease twice a week and etc.

thou shall not wait till thou are dead hungar to eat. eat at the right time and eat more!

thou shall spend less time online and get a real life. but doesn't mean abandon the blog.

let it be done as there's a will.

well this meme shall end here. i think either everyone are already starting to do it, or has already done it.

CHEERS!

(blog shall be privatized by sunday again)

OH Menyeksanya...

2007-11-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

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i am so not well.
the day of departure i was having a horrid gastric. didn't manage to sleep the entire night. infact i was awake so bad that i drove down to 7eleven to get fresh bread at 6am in the damn ungodly hour.

and till today my stomach still hurts!
damnit! so sad!!!

flight etc was ok.
what can you hope and ask from air asia?

i'm still not very very the well yet.
but... can la.
holiday ma.
but hor...
the more i try to budget this holiday...
the more i SPLURGE...
nope not on spending...
things here are not getting cheap... either that i just dont like the normal stuff you see on the street. HAHAHAHA.

i have been eating like what i eat in kl... rm40 permeal... BALI CHEAP? i don't think so.

and the budget hotel... from the normal rm50 per night i upgraded it to the rm80 per night...

my mom... who asked me to get her some clothes... a total of 6 pieces... with a budget of rm120 at first... then i blinked at her... and she said ok... rm200... is... an impossible MISSION!

my massage session was good. i cant wait for my spa...
and OMFG surfing is like so HARD!
i knows... i am made of taufoo. but nontheless i got a cert. HAHA.

shall update more and a proper one once i get back. have... work to do here while in Bali... thats why i'm even online... well... it's money and... everyone loves money... don't they... LOLs.

the computer here sucks. i so don't like it. URGHs... rm4 per hour. OMFG...

BABI GULING, BEBEK DENGIL... see how much i LOVE you. i SPEND soooo much just to EATs you!
... i am actually having a good time despite how negative it sounds. LOLs.

Away Ahead Wave HEY!

2007-10-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

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WEEEEz...

*blog is open to other readers for a week...*

i'm going for a holiday tomorrows and decided to do a quick long short update today. well it's not entirely one month yet.
but it would be too long a post if i do a proper post after the holiday... one week away from KL.
then 3 weeks left before i jet off again to HK. YAYs!

been basically a good hiatus. did more stuffs.
work a bit. went out a bit. shopped a bit.
ate a lot. chilled a lot.
but doesn't mean i wasn't still lazy.
i still am.
sitting here thinking what to pack and how to pack.
always the case. endless packing.

i just don't get it. i throw so much garbage. yet i have so much left.

and yes i've been naughty, i have been reading blogs. didn't stop. but at least i didn't check them for updates every hour of the day.

lots of things happened thru out this entire month of October.
but i have a short term memory lost.
that's the bad side if you blog once in a blue moon.

wooots can't wait to arrive Bali.
i have a whole itinerary lined up.

dinner at some fancy restaurant.
next day surfing. spa. loitering.
then shopping!
surfing surfing spa spa...
SPA SPA SPA...
eating eating eating!!!

omfg. i can so live this life forever if this is what i do everyday!!!
... just need someone to pump in the cash.
i soooooo don't mind doing sex trading for this lifestyle...
LOLs!!!
i'm a man whore.

i need myself a rich sugar daddy, sugar mommy, sugar brother.
any takers?

i bought a new camera finally. after serveral months of being abused by the shitty lousy nikon camera.

behold... the super clearer pictures...
... tho this camera is bad for night scenes... dang you sony! can't you be perfect!

BTW HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN.

i think i'm just going to pack a bundle of cash. and that's it. much easier that way to just buy new clothes. faster too...

i'll crap more and flaunt the foodsssss once i get back. lalalalala... oh babi guling... i'm going to eat you...

oh... those lucky bastards that actually love shopping, there's a club21 SALES going on at JW Marriott starts from today till sunday... FYI it means... old season stuffs from dkny, a/x, calvin klein, maxmara etc... at dirt cheap rate...

No Happy Ending

2007-10-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

.
i have been feeling better. thinking better.
in fact too much thinking.
way too much.

(warning: SUPER LONG LONG POST)

1st Oct 2007 (Monday)

sent a text message the idiotic cheating ass-hole father.
was informed that he's away on a trip and it's at the office.
yesterday 30th Sept was the last day for the road tax.
now i'm basically driving illegally until i get hold of the new road tax.
which is at the office. which i don't want to go back to.
i know i have to put on a plastic face. and loads of questions will be asked like...
where have i been the past few years?
and what have i been doing?
and well HOW ARE YOU DANIEL BOY?

now i wish i didn't slam the phone and allow the idiotic cheating ass-hole father to proceed with the pick up instructions.

BUT QUESTION IS... HE HAS BEEN GETTING THE AGENTS TO SEND THE ROAD TAX TO THE HOUSE,
WHY THIS TIME I HAVE TO GO PICK IT UP PERSONALLY!?

someone said will meet up this weekend. YAYS.
tho i seriously doubt it will happen.

cancelled all short trips. singapore, johore and ipoh.
... mmm made fb a little disappointed.
will probably do it later this month...

travelling is not just a quick escape
but a note to live
while one is travelling
constantly,
they don't tend to rest as often
they don't sleep that much
but they are excited
to go out
to experience
to see
to listen
to taste
to feel
to smell
all this is part of living...

2nd Oct 2007 (Tuesday)

i sleep at wee hours. or rather i sleep really early.
and wake up when the sun fries the ass.
Malaysia is getting very warm.
the world is getting very very warm.
global warming is certain... warming...

I keep saying TOMORROW.

tomorrow i'll unpack.
tomorrow i'll clean the room.
tomorrow i'll go kay el.
tomorrow i'll collect the cheques.
tomorrow i'll do this.
tomorrow i'll do that.
and when it comes to tomorrow...
i will say... TOMORROW once more.

eric texted. asked for a gathering session.
tonight.
i said crazy.
thursday la. cibai. so last minute.
besides i'm still... lethargic.

3rd Oct 2007 (Wednesday)

i've basically been doing nothing.
loads of sleep.
msn.
shit.
eat.
the basic usualy lazy ass would do.
been in such denial.
been in such bad mood.

i called myself a dead lazy pig
dead lazy skinny pig.

i will only wake up when the stoamch start grumbling.

been messaging with the ci bais paper dolls
gosh they are FUN! haha
miss them
yasuo haruyama emailed
miss everyone from berlin

a good picture is not the one that is taken
but rather
it is the one that remains in your head
photos are nothing
memories are everything

there's no point in travelling
and snapping pictures continuously
it only means
you are, seeing the world,
but thru a view finder
not with your own naturally lense
if so, what's the point
you might as well stay home
see it thru the internet

4th Oct 2007 (Thursday)

didn't sleep well.
perhaps only 3 hours?
waited till 7am, then went out.
to buy breakfast.
nasi lemak. my first after 3 months.
i think i'll miss it a LOT!!!

smsed eric. to check about the gathering.
replied was. just us.
... sien.
but i figured,
joanne must be thinking... TOO MUCH.
wy yeen should still be in singapore.

tried packing.

when i pack... "PACK"
i can be seen...

suddenly reading,
suddenly mopping,
suddenly eating,
suddenly online,
suddenly camwhoring,

just no packing involved...

then
thought of going to kay el.
to collect the road tax.
to avoid packing... and unpacking...
but naturally i didn't...
i'm lazy.

met up with eric.
he seems... to be missing australia a lot.
poor him. turning old soon.
HAHAHA.
but was a good catching up session.

there should be no regrets in life
regardless of what you do
what has been done
is done
live goes on
with or without you
so smile
and live like you were born today

5th Oct 2007 (Friday)

going/went down to kay el.
FINALLY to collect the road tax.

drove to taman jaya.
took the LRT.
hate it.
the people in the train drives me crazy.
tho seeing one malay aunty made me smile,

she brought her family out for a strool
an afternoon walk
i figured
with all the happy kids
you could tell they are not well to do
but yet they seem so happy

you don't need to be rich to be happy
you need to feel rich
to feel blessed... and happy.

arrived at klcc.
had lunch with FROGGIE.
he is looking... TIRED (so he claims)
went to the office.
collected the road tax
with a plasticed surgery face
idiotic cheating ass-hole father wasn't there
SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF ME COMING?
HAVE SOMEONE SEND IT OVER NEXT YEAR!

loitered around kl.
went to pavilion for the first time.
don't quite like it. seems... NORMAL.
i kind of miss going out
saw a camera i like.
might buy it.
waiting for someone to confirm to dinner

have you ever stare and glare at the sky
at space
and wonder
or ponder

what is this?
where am i?
who am i?
how is this.. life?
is this really living?
when i die what happens next?
where's heaven? where's hell...

what if... this was all a game...
what if... an apple is called a shit...
and if a fece is known as air...

so many what ifs...

i've been staring glaring a lot recently
mind just totally spaced out
in trance
but not a good one
made me feel
non-existence...

after hours of wait
i decided to go home

got called for a meeting tomorrow.

6th Oct 2007 (Saturday)

woke up so early.
or rather i didn't sleep.
AGAIN.
(karma of too much sleep)

went online.
yada yada.

went for the meeting.
interesting story board.
accepted the job.

arranging oct's schedule.

splurge of the day...

chances aren't given
chances are created
you seize the moment
you create the opportunity

same goes with
respect
you earn it
it doesn't come free

but smile
because it's a free bliss

7th Oct 2007 (Sunday)

decided to go church.
after so long of absence.
while in car. mom asked about hk's plan.

i didn't want to answer.
i didn't want hope.
i didn't want money.
i don't want anything.

hope and faith is something i am not familiar with.

she always promise something
but breaks the promises

mummy will bring you to lake toba (since i was 6)
mummy will bring you to visit china (since i was 12)
mummy will buy you a new watch (since i was 13)
mummy will this, mummy will that...
mummy also said this year i'll be in melbourne for a month
but... nothing mummy said came thru.

i just don't want any expectations.

Anyways... apart from those events...

i'm going on a real hiatus (just one month plus?) after this post.

while i was on the short hiatus.
i visited more blogs than i usually do.
and most of them inspired me.

with their lifes
with their writtings
with their templates
and everything that there was
and life itself

and all that moment...
i'm thinking again...
WHAT AM I DOING HERE?
sitting facing the computer 24/7
complaining ranting kiasuing
but doing nothing nothing at all

that's just silly
you can't write a diary
when you are not living

and you technically waste time
which means you waste life
which also means you are like...
waiting for death to do you apart
... with... from life.

so i'll be taking a LONG one month plus break
from the internet or rather the blogging world.

... god i hope i can survive
... blog hopping is such an addiction
... hung hung is not allowed to camwhore without me!
... mmm... i'll miss keapohing everyone's life

i present the song of the moment...

summary of word of wisdoms... advise...,

just because you are gloomy doesn't mean you have to be in a gloomy face. just smile. don't show others your emotion,
your bad chi. it drags them down low as well. no point in making others feel bad and sad.
this world is horrid enough
and life is
too long too short.

p/s: this blog shall be no longer be available for public as it will be privatized by the next full moon.
those who are keen in keeping in-touch etc this is the EMAIL addy.

pp/s: to all the muslim friends, i wish you a happy hari raya in advance first. maaf zahir dan batin.
(i hope i got that right)

ppp/s:... mmm is deepavali around the corner as well? erm... just incase. i'm LAZY to check...
HAPPY DEEPAVALI as well!

cheers. god bless.
take care!
bye.
;o)

hung hung. guest camwhore.

2007-10-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

daniel is still a little moody. and a bit blur blur.
hopes he will be better by next week.
i pray. and i beg and i hope.
it's stressful being in a scraggy pocket.

very unposh. me the SF bear. in a fugly pocket.

till he's back i, hung hung will take his place and flaunt some of my kawaii pictures!
some are blur, thanks to daniel's cheap lousy S7 nikon camera.

some of them are taken in malaysia while the others in berlin.

berlin was fun, even tho dita loved to bully me, daniel and sisca was there to help bitch slap her.
MUAH HAHAHA!
and we called her, ci bai. while she called daniel, lan chiau.
and then daniel added, chow ci bai.

we sure did eat and eat and eat and camwhore till there wasn't any more space.

have a happy day. and like what christine would say don't forget to wear your happy slip!
;o)

blog on hiatus

2007-09-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

... i'm suddenly feeling gloomy.
... i like pins scratch marks on my wrist now.
... i had a distrubing phone call from the dead just now.

... it made me think too much.
... too much.

... i don't like thinking too much...
... i like pins and knifes on my wrist.
... they are cold and fun and great.

... la la la ti ta te te ti ti ti da da le la la la la...
... mello mello mello. yellow yellow yellloww.

this blog is currently on hiatus. should it be long or short it doesn't matter. and the mini plan to celebrate it's 1st aniversay has been cancelled. abruptly. further notice is not required if there will be a next post on the great and fun finds of berlin. it's depending on the melancholic blogger. naturally. he's currently in-sync. and will be in a huge denial mood. speak no more. talk no more. life is too long to be called short. let's end it here.

the scratch is starting to itch. fuck.

aiyayayayaya!!!

2007-09-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

OMG!

shite.
i forgotten something.
kinda important.

SHITE SHITE SHITE!

omg.

mmm... ok... i have an early morning mission tomorrow!
(last night i slept at 2am... and woke up at 2pm... so my early should be 3pm...)

OMFG OPS!

miss.love.likes. lalala.

2007-09-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

i'm back at kl.
and
i've established...

i don't quite like europe.
cuz the euro is too damn high.

i love the old buildings.
i love all their buildings.
i don't like the color of the buildings.
HAHA.
i like the old colour of the old buildings.

i like asians.
i love asians.
therefore i'm a rice queen.
i don't mind potato rice... hahaha!

i still have 600 euros...
i hate shopping with euros...

i miss my mcd, nasi lemaks, tea o ice limau.
i miss ice lemon tea in hong kong.
i miss moon cake.
i miss tim sam...

i miss hong kong.
i miss TV. and MOVIEsss.

i miss poor miss little ringgit.
i miss walking up the escalator.

i miss crazy 'miss paper dolls' camwhores.

i don't miss work.
... i miss a bit of work...

pictures and the complete rant next post.
am... lazy.
oh i love being lazy.

maybe 'mr little hong hong' will do the post... hehe.
(despite the 1000000 pictures i/we took... i have nothing to show... most of the camwhore pictures are with the 'miss paper dolls' camwhores...)

shortest of them tall

2007-09-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

DAY 2.

so we went for the fitting. while our collection is still somewhere in LONDON... i had absolutely nothing to do. apart from that... our fitting was suddenly changed to saturday. which is very very good. but that means i've wasted one day...
but BUT BUT...
while both sisca, nidta and myself were sitting humbly and innocently at the runway area waiting to watch the next designer from japan to parade his stuff for the rehearsal... people stared at our direction... nidta was like asking did we do something wrong... and i said erm if they stare again just wave hellos... THEN suddenly they came walking to our direction... OMG. what did we do wrong wor!!!?
and then... OMFG... i was asked to model for the japanese designer. WTF? hahahahahahahaha. so i said ok. ~~oh i've been waiting to shine all my life at an international fashion show!!!~~
help help ma. it's a good thing to help people wan...
~~YES!!! i'm walking the runway!!!~~
so like all professional model i had to... stripe to change... gosh... like i'm not freezing already. then did the rehearsal and kakakaka... i'm the shortest of them all obviously... i was only meant for kids show la! but now doing ~~adult~~ big boys show wor... haha...
~~but my hair style finally paid off!!!~~...
so either they are desperate or ah... i is looking very the nihon-jin. HAHAHA.
oh wells let's see how the show will go tonight... hehehe. there's no picture of me modelling with me...
it's highly impossible to snap myself on the runway... too vain. HAHA. so i wouldn't have evidences... but nidta did snap a candid of me changing... how naughty. HAHA.

but of cuz i have pictures to show... not of me... so not interesting le. hahaha.

smiles!!! LOLS. kesian him a bit la. he was soooo shy... haha. the front part was... too revealing... HAHAHA.

... there's also an as$-hole here... he's the idiotic art director... sh!t head i tell you. tell him a bit of stuffs then say... omg it's complicated. then say i don't smile... WTF? does that have anything to do with anything? i personally fell that he's just jealous that i wear cheap monday better than him. (everyone is so doing cheap monday here... goodness it's crazy!) he did his mini fashion show by changing 4 times yesterday. well if he dislikes me... so will i la. mirror mirror ma.

mmm... i think malaysia now is really really not safe to live in de... look at the crime rates... and sudden growth of mad people! it's a killing spree in malaysia now... horror horror... "poor little girl. "

little prince in berlin

2007-09-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!!!

i'm soooo happy there's free wifi in the hotel. omg. it's total horror. this is the first trip to europe and i... hate it! first i had to go thru a horror ride, from the beginning when i called the airlines to check the baggage limit they said my name wasn't on the boarding list. then once that's settled, they left out some part of my name. and when all is settled... i had to endure a 16 hours travelling endurance test. BOSAN SIUT!

thir 747 beoing aircraft do not have a personal tv set! SIENS! food was bliek. it was just a long... LONG trip to get here...

and to find out... everything is really farking EXPENSIVE! i changed like rm5k and i only have like... €1k. and it's 1 = 1 lo!!! not like mcd in malaysia is rm5 means here €1 lo. it's not!!! it's still €5!!! sighs! i am like eating air now. i feel this €1k is so not enough for me to survive!

the weather isn't as cold as i thought it would be. a single tshirt is enough la. so that's a good thing. but means i wasted money on those fugly long johns! damnit!

without anymore ranting... see the pictures la... =)

i HAD to camwhore in the aircraft to pass time...

this is where i'm living in till the 24/09, hotel 26, it's pretty decent. apparently it's budget hotel with a 3 star... only €59. cheap for them EX for me. haha. so poor coming to europe... POOR!

not bad la the view...

then i met up with the counter-part from indonesia. two cute little girls. erm i don't know how to spell their names yet. i'll learn it tomorrow when i meet up with everyone... anyways these girls... LOVE TO CAMWHORE like me! but i was soooo shy seeing them sooo much more "gang ho" than me!!! so i didn't really camwhore that much de after that... we walked everywhere! went all the way to hunt for the nearest h&m. then walk walk here walk walk there. snap snap here snap snap there...

buidlings here are so... dull as well can! grey. brown. light brown. lighter brown. pale yellow. YAWNS! thank god there's ~~vandalizes~~ graffiti artists around... they make the buildings more lively. otherwise. pengs! not that i mind, but this is the real case senario when you ask people where's this buidling?
that grey one...
erm which grey one?
it's like which black gucci dress should i wear? this black gucci dress of this black little gucci dress... faints!

i seriously think that the really germans love to... spray...

cyclist here are kings... they'll honk you if you block them...

tada... little camwhores. LOLs...

tick tock so damn old looking...

on the way to baliksss...

... i've soooooooooooo banyak pictures. it's sooooooooo scary! thank god we don't develope pictures like we used too... otherwise... even POOR me! it's now only 2142 here but already 0342 back home. i'm soooooo tired. need to bathe and be ready by 0800 tomorrow... oh can't wait to see everyone.

and ohhs the favorite picture of the day... hehe. "FAKE YOUR BEAUTY". the actual text is in very faded grey made it darker but still cannot be seen. heh...

edited after a good but freaking wrong bath...
yyou kknow iii ssaidd itts nnoot ccoolds? OOOOOMMmmMMG... aaat nnnigght issss dddaaammmnn cooollssss... ooooommmmgggg... ffrrreeezzzzinggssss hhheerre......
grammar england etc... moi boh chap de... blieks!

diva's hair cut for berlin

2007-09-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

went for a hair trim today. well it was meant to be a hair cut but instead i decided to trim.
after the compliment received from the salon's guest that moi hair is GOOD and SOFT and HEALTHY.
i decided not to cut or perm... just trim will do. for now. HAHAHA

it was their "grand" opening. and with grand... i mean grand...
they had lion dances. 4 kawaii lions. they danced so well i almost believed it's real.
with all the ass shaking. HAHA.
Will came by with SK to meet up before i fly. and waited with me for my hair trim...
it was a long wait. due to the auspicious day for the salon.
they... we... had to wait till it's 3pm to start the dance... then only my hair cut.
haihz!
to cut story short just view pictures la.

why does he have a comb?

perhaps that's why the eye brows are so beautiful???

"kam" for everyone...

the new salon's name.

finally i can get my hair FIXed!

before

shampooing

the result...

mmm... and now looking at last year's pictures... OMG i did changed a lot. i think. heh.

it's now close to 12am. i've yet to pack anything. i'm so dead. not just from being lazy. but very unprepared!
the weather is apparently not 16℃. it's more like... 6℃... and with that i seriously have nothing to wear to berlin!!!
i need to shop tomorrow for thermal clothings!!! i is very the scared!!!
check thru agnѐs b's range and OMG i so regret not buying in Hong Kong now. cost about 145€ for a sweater!!!
damn ex!

... where are my manners... CONGRATS on the new opening Henrick! ;o)
more details of the shop... it's at no 11, jalan kuchai maju 8, off jalan kuchai lama, 603-79803660.

oh and why is it extra hard to pack? cuz they have that stupid baggage limit at 20kgs only! and reading "Air Babylon" is so not helping me!!! but i so need to know. HAHA.

shopaholic failed packing for berlin...

2007-09-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

i've not started packing for the berlin trip. i'm excited and nervous all at the same time.

changed our beautiful currency from a bulk of RM50s.
about let's say... 100 of them. only to receive 10 pieces of 50 Euros...
HOW PATHETIC!

this was the same senario for Tokyo. Hong Kong. Singapore. US currency exchange moment.
super PATHETIC!!!

then there's this huge issue with the packing. i've no idea what to pack. i don't even know what to wear!
also i have no idea what i'm doing there yet. the clothings (designs) are still at the factory. not finsihed. there was some huge issue with the previous factory and a change of factory was done late last month. OMG.

it seems that i'll be flying with royal dutch airlines... i hope it's business. germany booked the tickets and i'm only informed to bring my passport to the counter to check in. that's it. so i'm a very lost lamb with no knowledge of my baggage limit excess... don't know what i can or what i wouldn't be bringing...
but my this 3 accessories are a MUST!

behold... the Lord of the Necklaces...
(i also hold the Ring title... i own uncountable rings... but now i only wear a few...)

i waited so long to see this neckable turn affordable on my neck...

this ain't no D&G rosary, this is an accessory! the D&G rosary in red. and that's not an accessory!

die anytime. but in style. be prepared. LOLs

often time i'll be over packing, over thinking. yes. if you read the shopaholic series...
i am so rebecca bloomwood.
i will pack unneccessary things into the bag. let it be a pillow. a blanket. condoms. ~~dildos.~~ food. water.
there are also the times when i would say to myself
"I MIGHT SWIM, bring the swim trunks!" or
"I MIGHT NEED THAT SHIRT"
all these are very well labeled as nonsense packing items. WHY? because i know very well i will not swim. and i know it's so not me to wear a shirt during a trip... but i MIGHT... i COULD... i probably would...
and the most annoying part would be when i say
"THESE ARE THE EXTRAS TOPS, PANTS, UNDIES, SOCKS"
i just end up brining 15% of my wardrobe to the 9 days trip. and way too many pairs of socks and underwears and yet i will buy somemore while i'm at the trip...

hong kong was worst. i said i don't intend to shop so i really did brought extra. but i ended up buying so much of clothes in the end. reason being.
a) it was cheap
b) IT WAS CHEAP!!!
c) IT WAS CHEAP and on SALE!!!
(i think those are good solid reasons...)

but in this trip i am so sure there's no need for any extra cash. tho i'll be bringing USD500. just incase for any emergencies. there's nothing much for an asian to buy in europe. ~~except dildos, flashlight, lubricates, cock ring, whip, vibrator, WOOTs!!!!~~ i mean their cutting is much bigger, right...? so pointless in even thinking of going shopping. ~~clothes shopping at lease...~~

now i'm thinking i should be bringing all my boots to wear, since it's kinna cold. and i'll probably go visit fitness first in germany so i'll also need to bring my adidas sneakers... and my mcQueen shoes... and my sports gear... oh my gym bag too!!! mmm... i seriously do not know how to pack! HELPs!!!

mika's red jeans

2007-09-14T03:34:00.000+08:00

a month ago when i was doing a fashion show... well not a fashion show but a beauty event that needed choreographing. so called the fashion designer, richard tsen, who was sponsoring the wardrobe for the event
and
he said "erm you sure have that song wan. mika, grace kelly".

i was like... "WHAT? WHO? don't simply asume i have it la!" cis.

then... earlier this month... i found it in my itunes... WA KAKAKAKA... so the pai seh...

and this week... jasmine and some other people kept giving me compliments that my new (last season) cheap money skinny jeans
(wow... i just went to the website and saw a new catalogue... WOW!!!)

saying that it looks like mika's jeans in grace kelly...

that time i still super the blur blur... MIKA? GRACE JELLY?

(oh i'm just so hooked up with his songs now... he's like the new daniel bedingfield, daniel powter!!!)

had a long day. had fun. a little bit of work. but was a good day overall. watched HAIRSPRAY. meet up with friends. meet up with ching chang chong, adrian, soefara, glenn, ivan, meet up with cibet face and other half. mmm... asked something i now feel... i should soooooo leave to hong kong or where ever SOON... this is... too horror horror...

p.s. oh i went emo on the 911 date huh... not bad. haha.

that makes me go EMO yoz.

2007-09-11T01:52:00.000+08:00

...

oh let me sing my heart out.
emo emo emo emo me.

Somebody's Me Lyrics

when the diva meets...

2007-09-09T04:58:00.001+08:00

cut the long boring night out story short...
ok so one of the members club in town was closing so had to go say BYE!
... didn't stay till the end tho. was just too... "happening" for the old me.

anyways when 3 divas meet.

there's only one thing they can do.

they... naturally CAMWHORE...

BUT for a solid reason...

to flaunt their inks.

presenting...

the DIVAS' inksssss...

the SUPER divas post...

the solo diva shot...

... mmm me likes that toy. me wants.

just being bored and bitchy

2007-09-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

it's funny how weird minds think a like.
thank god i'm normal.

haha.

well i passed froggie a toy.
he thought it was a vibrator.
and he wanted a vibrator...
yes he's deprived. someone ~~please~~ feel free to rape him.
HAHA.

HAHAHA!!!

anyways then i forgotten to tell him why i gave him a kaleidoscope...
a frog see things in a interesting way so i figured a kaleidoscope would be cool for him la.
then i also forgotten to tell him that he can snap pretty pictures with it...
BUT... he so clever... haihz. apa boleh buat... i thought him lots since he was a kid.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Froggie's

you can see the effects in his page... please find Froggie at the Other Ranter's section. I'm lazy to add a link today.

Keong's

Keong's a Director of Photography... i figured he might like to snap pretty pictures... but i think he'll most likely pass it to his son or daughter to play with. it was his bday present...

and see sample of pretty effect... hehe!!!
photoshop cannot do wan kay!
(me thinks...)

Pretty Lightbulbs...

CAMWHORE time!!!

And this toy even geng... but that's for another time... another entry... perhaps... LOLs...

p/s... oh... the bitchy part... well this was a counter attack on froggie's post... but i was slow... unlike the time when i purposely bought some tops from GAS just so another customer cannot have them or even try. HA.HA.HA. ah i love being me. BITCH.

two minutes too fast too furious

2007-09-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

one bad thing about me when i am bored is that...

my interest span tends to go hyper... bizarre or rather dead... or rather erm... i don't know the proper word to this describtion but i tend to change my interest within a matter of two minutes.

you can see me sitting in a room reading a book, then i'll suddenly start packing the mess i made... two months ago... haha. then suddenly i'll be snapping some pictures... and suddenly i'll be playing with my baby nephew... stealing his toys... and yawns... i get bored... i'll sit infront of the computer... staring at the screen mainly... and then... click open click close all the applications... yada yada yada...

that also leaves me with this question... will i now continue revamping... erm... operate this blog's most current project... the blog-lift?

get amused for the short life span of 2 minutes... geez...

i need more cheap thrill

shopping now last only 20 seconds
and that's too expensive

why oh why LV you are so ex now... i cannot have cheap thrill with you... urghs!
and yiks... the chatbox is MIA... hmmp. hmmp. hmmp...
HMMP...

blog-lift

2007-09-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

okies.
finally.
some.
major.
face...
blog-lift.

HAHA.
(this would be like the spice girls doing their own album cover shit crap talk)

well yes i like simple simple things.

it's a diary after all. why make it so complicated?

when all you want is the words.
and occasionally the pictures etc.

OK FINE so it's all lame ass excuse for not being bothered to study the html etc.
i'm lazy. so sue me.
i'll think about using illustrator to make a banner. later... much much later. HAHA.

but at least i did something! and the blog roll. like FINALLY!
haha

OH OH. and sorry if you don't see your blog's name yet.
apparently i ~~spy~~ read too many blogs... so... wait ya...
;o)

ok time for more anime.
BLIEKS.

glued to the screen

2007-09-05T03:22:00.000+08:00

...
this. is. bad.

i've. been. sick. real. bad.
to. make. it. wrost. pink.
...

pink. passed. me. an. url.
that. i've. been. stuck. with.
for. the. pass. 3. days. 3. nights. watching.
ANIMES!.

O.M.G.
so. addictive.
...

thinking that i would no longer be bothered with them is soooooooo wrong. i'm still hooked with bleach and naruto. and they all want me to watch some other new anime? NO WAY! i'll die watching. it's just too much. too many episodes. and then you have to wait for god knows how long for the next episode to come. and there's always the boring sub plot and the long draggy conversations or even the repeats of previous episodes for the beginning of each new episodes... BLAH!

be warned. Crunchy Roll could be health hazardous for you.
it's just a very nice normal kawaii name, but believe me... it's NOT that innocent.
LOLs.

and for crunchy roll i've been neglecting a lot of stuffs. like the blog roll is still not up. and i sooooo can't care less of changing the new template... yet... HAHAHA.

mmm i wonder what would the producers and editors be thinking if they ever stumble upon this blog...

OMG this LAZY ASS! he's sooo FIRED/BANNED!!!

well to my defense...
i am SICK lo!
still having high fever ok!
just resting infront of a big screen, sneezing, coughing and watching anime to amuse me and pass erm... 3 days and nights... it's been a pure torture. seriously.

the things i do to get well. gosh you people just don't know!

it's how you see it...

2007-08-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

this post might be offensive...
depending how you read it...
and if you have the brains for it...

a friend told me this joke...
let me rephrase that...
a malay friend told me this joke...

she used to be a smart ass girl...
and still is cuz she reads a lot...
but she's in this huge denial state becuz of this joke...

there's this city malay cikgu who was teaching the kids at school.
the students were like half falling asleep
thus suddenly she decided to tell a joke
in the spirit to spike things up a little... (NOT)

children i've something to tell you

in the near future where all the impossible are possible,
there's this man who needed a brain surgery.
thus he went to a shop. a special shop that sells body parts.

the salesman (tsm): how could i help you sir?
man: i need a new brain.
tsm: ic ic. let me show you. this is a brain of a chinese man, it's only rm2000.
man: that's cheap!
tsm: naturally. since it's been overly used. while this brain here belongs to an indian man, only rm8000.
man: oh. why so?
tsm: it's been used but not overly stressed out.
man: ic ic!
tsm: but the treasure of them all is over here. a malay man's brain. it's almost priceless!

from that day onwards my dear friend stop using her brains. she claims. i so don't believe her tho.
WHY?
she wanted a better insurance policy for her family and having an expensive brain for them to sell after she dies (touch wood touch wood, pls live longer then me!!!) seems like a good plan.

if you didn't get the joke. you have my pity... perhaps not... do let me know who you are... i shall hunt you... cuz i might have something priceless in the near future to sell too... hehe.

and btw. happy merdeka day. malaysia... so boleh...

some memories

2007-08-29T12:30:00.000+08:00

the camp was fine. to it's own extend.
people there were friendly.
had a good fun time.

tho someone there reminded me deeply of someone.
too much to bare.
too much to remember.

i know i have a lot of blessings in life.
i should be content.
i should be happy.

to a certain extend. i am.

but having an empty spot somehow makes it "empty"

i know i am blessed.
i know. i know.

and for all these i am truly grateful.

life is sometimes too damn long.

oh please let those memories slip by.
some momories are meant to be forgotten.
some moments are meant to pass.
some bliss are just bliss not love.

---- side notes----

OMG i must been suffering from amnesia while i was in hk. cuz... this is the second trip there and yet... again... i forgotten to visit madame-tussauds's wax museum... DAMNIT!!!

such irony. things i want to remember i just don't and things i want to forget keeps hunting me day and day. le sighs.

glossy printed papers... that's a YES...

2007-08-26T03:32:00.000+08:00

woows...
just got back from michelle's farewell party.
she's going to the states to study.
how the green eye monster kept emerging.

we did a 4 movie marathon.
not by plan. i started it... haha.
no. it wasn't PORN.

3 Iron... about a guy who breaks into and lives in people's home when they are away but don't rob them.
But I'm a Cheerleader... was... weird. about a girl sent to a "straightening camp" HAHA.
Scary Movie 4... LAME... YAWNS.
40 days 40 nights... ah... josh harnett... JOSH...

i'm going camping in the next 8 hours. and i've not packed a thing. good thing the organizers send a memo on what to pack as yours truly would just be a doink in over packing.
(but not to the extend of being a super Taman Tun Dr Ismail girl, i once when camping with them and they brought hair dryers and wore high heels in the jungle... HA HA HA HA... oh and they can actually ask... where do i plug the hair dryer!!! haha)

tho this time around i ain't going to the blackwoods camping thingy... more like a retreat camping... i had no idea what i signed up for... serious... look at the inventory list...

Things to bring:-

Extra, proper attire for wet games... wooo... wet games... [checked]
Torch-light... mmm... i need to find/buy... [not checked]
Slippers (for beach)... which onese should i wear le... [sorta checked]
Own toiletries & towels... ok... massimo dutti towel, adidas shower gel etc... [checked]
Bible, notebook, pen... BIBLE? BIBLE??? oh they mean VOGUE??? i think so... ok... [checked]

seriously... a BIBLE? they got to be kidding me. i don't own one. HAHAHAHA!

oh wells. i hope it will end up being a fun trip. fingers crossed.

... fark. lately nipple ring keeps falling off. have to buy extras now. sheet!

ALL About the FOOD!!!

2007-08-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

Warning. If you had not had your meals or a anorexic... do not read this post... it's all about FOOD!
YUM YUMMsss!!!

The first official Meal in HK! TIM SUM!

Food at Tai-O. I kept forgetting to snap the other dishes... only the first got snap... HAHA.

Vietnamese Food...

Doughnuts...

We had Indians... YUMMMMMM!!!

Great stuff!!! YUMMIE! Similar with Kim Gary but better! LOLs.

Rustic HK food!

Hong Kong's Most FAMOUS beef noodle...

Finger Food at Mongkok. Lady said NO PHOTO! But I already SNAP! LOLs.

BEER! Tasteless... KA KA.

Cheapest Noodle I had in HK, HKD18.

In some fancy chinese restaurant...

Tim Kai Congee... I ate froggie.

Dang Good Ogay!

Last dinner in HK at CANTEEN, IFC2.

HK's most FAMOUS egg tart!

HK's most FAMOUS moon cake... BLIEK. I didn't like it. HAHA.

Was like egg tart... HAHA.

Last meal in HK. Popeye's Chicken.

It seems like I had all the famous stuffs already. BUT I couldn't find my put chai kou... SO SAD! Haihz!

I had everyone to THANKS for showing me food. YUMMS! Chee, Flora from Tod's, Alfred, Staffen!!! YUMMIE YUMMIE!!!

I so miss nasi lemak now... haha.

and when we came back again the last call was up...
dang dang dang
at immigration there's a idiotic ass but i think he helped my get thru custome... otherwise my poor ~~porn~~ movies would have all been in some questioning... mmm... not that they can do anything about it. i have a special pass. haha.

the land of islands... and too many shops

2007-08-24T02:06:00.000+08:00

oh man. i burst my budget. like double. i blame it on the shopssssss.
hong kong is like japan. too many freaking shops too little sight seeing.
if you go sight seeing you see shops.
(ok so i was only in the shoping districts... but still they could have some mountains & shrine etc!)

that's bad news to a wallet that is on a strict weight gaining program!

tho we never denied ourselves from good food.
and i definitely did not deny myself from any shopping opportunities.

depriving myself from klcc now.
i so need to save for berlin.
dang!

so yea overall hong kong was fun.
i'm trying to get based there now.
chee is also trying to land me with some job.
finger crossed.

dang! connection with my streamyx has some major problem!
thank god, some neighbour's line is up for grab.

SHHHss...

to kind of cut the story short i thought pictures would help... but it sorta made the post even longer and draggy... but i already did it... so... who cares! i'm leaving it as it is... BLIEK!!!

Super Long Picture Post Begins...
(sorry if you have slow-sad-poor internet connection)

the night before there was no taxi...

moi & chee

had to make new keys for the house...

chooseeeee... so pretty...

tang lung shop... NOT. they sell those hell money wan le.

we walk walk walk up and down everyday...

if only Malaysia practice this as well...

cutesssss...

pissing prawns?

i love this prepared fruits stall!!!

Meat Market... where you meet and then BANG! haha.

fancy Vietnamese restaurant...

WORK

WORK...

More WORK stuffssss...

this house reminds me of Japan!

those white stones are GRAVES!!!

Lantau prison...

stinky great stuff! not chow tau fu...

salted fishes...

irina & moi & salted fish

rustic dinner alley...

Hong Kong!

i love the chairs!!!

camwhore time!

wanna buy?

cannot pee le...

HKD2800 facial... how pampered! LOL...

eaton hotel. stayed there when i was 14. that's 10 years ago...

a stupid t-shirt message...

reminded me of a stupid frog...

my poor violated slippers...

MTR also got discount! HAHA!

IT, a fabulous shopping shop le...

i did very very naughty things inside this club... VERY NAUGHTY!

the crowd is just... crazy!

attack of the maids!!!

this was damn weird! an old man being... "touched" in-front of KFC...

how... INTERSTing...

CAMWHORE!!!

my room's view... more buildings...

HK's KLCC...

kaleidoscope effect...

we have a building there... ha ha ha ha...

WOOTS!

sooooo the malas to pack...

bye bye lu...

you hate home when crappy thing is going on in the airport...

mmm... i bought too many ~~porn~~ movies and i can't watch them on this computer! urghs! different region!
URGHS!!!

up next It's all about the FOOD! ;o)
and then who get's what from Hong Kong... HA HA HA.